【252】Let's play together
"You trust him?" He suddenly snorted, "Xia Qi, do you believe that Jun Jinyan will definitely not do anything to be sorry for you?" ”
"Yes." Her answer was incredibly affirmative.
"Ha Lu Ha...... Haha......" He laughed, laughing louder and louder, and then, his hand suddenly grabbed her shoulder, and said fiercely, "But back then, didn't he play tricks to make us break up?" Even so, do you still have to believe him? ”
His shoulder was pulled by his hand, and Xia Qi frowned tightly, "Ye Nanqing, you let go!" Whether you want to believe him or not is my business, and it has nothing to do with you. ”
Isn't it irrelevant...... Does her business have nothing to do with him......
He let go of his hand and looked at her with a cold face, as if the big smile and question just now had never existed.
"In that case, let's talk about things related to me, the ten-day deadline will be more than three hours away." He said that in the past ten days, he has not seen any news about the Jun family's postponement of the wedding, in other words, she did not say it, or said it, but it was not successful.
Xia Qi took a step back, took a deep breath and said, "Ye Nanqing, you are much smarter than me, you know that the person I love is not you, and your so-called giving you a chance is impossible at all." Besides, have you ever thought that maybe you are just unwilling, unwilling to find the wrong person, unwilling to find someone you have found for so many years, but not loving yourself. ”
"Unwilling?" His gaze was fixed on her, "Do you think I'm just unwilling to treat you?" If he was unwilling, why did he refuse to take off the ring on his left hand in the three years since he broke up, if he was just unwilling, how could he be so painful after knowing the truth of the road!
Even he put down his pride and pride and struggled with her, never willing to let go.
Just because - can't let go!
Even though he told himself over and over again in his heart that the person she loved was not him, he had no way not to think about her. Thinking about her when she was a child, thinking about her in a year of dating.
He looked at her with such depth that she choked and involuntarily looked away, avoiding his, "If you do get those pictures out, it won't do you any good." ”
He blinked lightly, "Maybe Jun Jinyan's disgrace is a benefit to me." Xia Qi, Jun Jinyan once put me together, I will return him now, shouldn't I? ”
"In that case, the Jun family won't let you go, and I'll ......" she bit her lip and finally said it, "I'll hate you." ”
His body shook. Hate? She actually used such words! "Do you really want to hate me?" He asked, a shattered fragility on his face.
"Yes." Her teeth bit her lower lip tightly. I know how hurtful my answer will be.
Ye Nanqing was silent and looked at Xia Qi who was bowing his head in front of him. The blood seemed to be slowly condensing, getting colder, and breathing was becoming more and more difficult, as if every exhalation and inhalation had to exhaust the strength of his whole body.
It turned out that he was so afraid that she would "hate" him, he could admit that she didn't love him, but there was absolutely no way to accept her "hate".
"Hug me." He said suddenly.
She looked up in surprise, wondering why he would suddenly say that.
"As long as you hold me and say a word to me, I can give you the pictures in my hand and the negatives." Ye Nanqing said.
The surprise in her eyes became even stronger, her heart beat suddenly, and she couldn't believe that he would give her the photo along with the negatives just like this, "Are you serious? ”
"Really."
His expression, his tone, told her that he wasn't joking with her, that he really intended to do so.
"For what?" She asked, confused, not understanding what he was doing, and suddenly changed his mind.
"If I say, I can't bear that you hate me, I'm afraid I'm going to break down, do you believe it?" He laughed self-deprecatingly, as if he were telling a ridiculous joke.
His smile made Xia Qi's heart a little heavy, as if he was pressed by something, "What do you want me to say?" ”
"You say, 'I'm here, let's play together again today.'" ”
A clear voice came out of his mouth, and he stood straight in front of her, looking at her quietly.
For a moment, Xia Qi was in a trance, as if she saw the little boy in her childhood memory who had blurred her appearance, standing on the edge of the sand pit in the evening, waiting for her who had missed her appointment.
She had forgotten about her missed appointment, and she had forgotten that there might be someone standing by the bunker, waiting for her to come to him the next day, to draw for him, to comfort him......
Footsteps, moving, her hands opened slightly, wrapped around Ye Nanqing's waist, and hugged him like when they were dating before.
It's just that the mood now is completely different from then.
At that time, she was apprehensive, shy, but happy, and now she ...... But he was surrounded by a kind of guilt.
In any case, she missed the appointment at that time, and perhaps it was because of her failure that he would keep looking for her, and there would be no mess with the current cuts.
"Nanqing, I'm sorry." She choked up and said that she owed him an apology for 21 years, "and...... I'm here, let's play together again today. ”
The soft voice, little by little, entered his ears, it was the voice he had been longing for, and now...... Talking about the words he longed to hear in his dreams countless times when he was a child.
His hand lifted little by little, and he slowly hugged her. How long has he not had this warmth of her? Once, he got it so easily, maybe it was too easy, so even when he gave up the land, he was easy.
However, there are some things that cannot be given up, and once they are discarded, there may be no chance to have them again.
He hugged her tightly, as if he were holding a lost treasure.
"Say it again, you say it again!" He kept muttering.
"I'm here, let's play together today." She repeated the phrase, her nose sour, "I'm here, let's play together today...... I'm here, let's play together today......"
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"Kiki, is that what you're talking about?" The clear and cold voice was like the coldest drop of water in the abyss, and the next moment, Xia Qi had been pulled aside by a force, and the whole person hit the wall on the side of the balcony in embarrassment.