582. [580] A Distressed Look (Asking for a Monthly Pass)
Xia Qi knew that there was nothing wrong with what Jun said in his words. If Shen Yeding is really honest and fair during his tenure, then naturally it will not be easy for people to catch any mistakes. But looking at the news reports, the large amount of deposits and cash found by the Commission for Discipline Inspection in Shen's house, it is obvious that Shen Yeding's official is not so innocent.
Xia Qi was silent and didn't say anything anymore, because her mood at the moment was a little difficult for even herself to say what was going on.
And Jun Jinyan kissed Xia Qi's face, "Don't think about it, he doesn't deserve you to think so much about him." ”
"Hmm." Xia Qi answered. I chatted with Jun Jinyan about the baby.
After a while, Jun Jinyan entered the bathroom and personally put bath water for Xia Qi. Originally, these could be done by the servants of the Jun family, but he liked to do it himself.
And because of her pregnancy, Xia Qi's actions are no longer very convenient, because every time she takes a bath, Jun Jinyan washes with her.
Or should I say, it was Jun Jinyan who helped her take a bath.
In the bathroom, the heat was curling, when Xia Qi walked into the bathroom, Jun Jinyan had already put warm water in the bath, and when he saw Xia Qi walking in, he stepped forward and began to untie her clothes skillfully.
Obviously, the two of them have been facing each other countless times, and Jun Jinyan has been helping her take a bath like this for several months, but every time he takes off her clothes, Xia Qi still has a feeling that the blood is slowly getting hot and spreading to the whole body.
And when Jun Jinyan took off his own clothes and pants, Xia Qi's face and skin seemed to be dyed with a faint layer of pink.
After these days of recuperation, his body has finally recovered, although it has not reached the normal level of fat and thin, but at least it is not the same skinny state as before.
And the 19 scars on his body that she had self-mutilated were much lighter than when she first came back to see them. The doctor said that if the scar is to be completely eliminated, it will have to be like it for at least another year.
HER HAND UNCONSCIOUSLY LIFTED AND GENTLY STROKED THE SCARS ON HIS BODY, WHICH SEEMED TO HAVE BECOME A HABIT FOR HER, AND EVERY TIME SHE SAW HIS NAKED BODY, SHE WOULD TOUCH THE SCARS.
He lowered his eyes and stared at her face, and there was a distressed look on her face at the moment. He knew that she was distressed by the injuries on his body.
If it was before, he would be happy because of her distress, because how distressed he is, it means how much she cares about him, but now, he doesn't want her to be so distressed, he hopes she can be happy, he hopes she can be happy!
Even if he chooses again, even if he wants to cut more knives on him at that time, he will not regret it.
"These injuries don't hurt at all." Jun Jinyan whispered, "But when you look at these scars of mine like this, I will be in pain. ”
Yes, because of her eyes, she felt that these scars that were already not painful were faintly painful, and when her eyes became more distressed, he also felt more and more pain.
Xia Qi knew that Jun Jinyan was asking her to let go of her guilt and self-blame, "Don't do this again in the future." Even if I'm in danger, you can't self-harm like that. ”
He didn't answer her words, just those dark eyes, staring at her without blinking. His eyes clearly told her that he couldn't do it, and even if he really encountered such a thing in the future, he would still make the same choice.
Xia Qi sighed, she knew that sometimes, Jun Jinyan's stubbornness was far better than her.
She pulled him into the bath.
The temperature of the water in the bath is just right, lukewarm, and the body is immersed in it, which will give people a feeling of relaxation, Xia Qi only feels that his body is a lot more comfortable all of a sudden. And Jun Jinyan is like a conscientious professional cleaning staff, dutifully cleaning Xia Qi's body.
His fingers moved almost cautiously over her skin, especially when touching her stomach, as if they were touching a fragile object.
Xia Qi even sometimes thinks about his current cautious appearance, if the child is really born, what will he be careful about?
Because of the pregnancy, and the child may not be in good health, Xia Qi basically tried to nourish herself, desperately trying to take care of her body so that the child could absorb more nutrients, which also led to her weight soaring in the past few months, from the original 90 pounds to more than 120 pounds at once, and the whole person was a big circle.
Sometimes when she looks in the mirror by herself, she feels that she has really gained a lot of weight, but Jun Jinyan doesn't think it at all, and even thinks that Xia Qi doesn't make up enough and should be fatter, and she also found a lot of comparison photos of women before and after pregnancy from the Internet, simply put, she still has room for further "development".
Xia Qi's hands were not idle at this time, and she began to wash Jun Jinyan's body, but when her fingers inadvertently crossed the red on his chest, she suddenly felt his body tremble slightly.
Xia Qi was stunned for a moment, and found that Jun Jinyan's ears had become red in the heat. His dark hair, slightly damp from the heat at the moment, clinged to his fair face; The beautiful thin lips were slightly pursed, and the dark phoenix eyes were becoming deeper and deeper at the moment.
And in the depths, there is a deliberately suppressed flame.
Xia Qi understood Jun Jinyan, and when he saw him like this, his fingers groped for a certain part of his body under the water, and sure enough, it had become hard, swollen, and hot.
The moment her fingers touched underneath him, his Adam's apple slid suddenly, his pupils contracted, and a groan overflowed from his mouth.
He was emotional, emotional because of her touch.
Because each other's bodies are in the water, under the heat, Xia Qi can't see what happened to his words under the water, and can only feel it by touch.
Her fingers circled his swollen swelling and felt it in her hand, a circle of bigger.
"Do you want it?" Xia Qi looked up at Jun Jinyan and said softly, at this moment, his skin exposed outside the water was full of crimson, his eyes were misty, and there was obvious affection, and even when her fingers gently slid up and down, his body would tremble lightly.
But he shook his head, then gritted his teeth slightly, and said to Xia Qi with some difficulty, "Kiki, don't ...... Don't touch it, let go of your hand...... "If she touches it again, it's hard to guarantee that he won't be controlled by YU Wang, and he really wants her."