Chapter 83
Lin Qiao's pregnancy this time was not as easy as last time, and it was a lot harder in comparison. At the beginning of pregnancy, Lin Qiao began to vomit, vomiting so badly that he couldn't eat anything, and he lost a lot of weight in a few days, which made Shen Qingzhou very anxious. At this time, the most experienced Xie Jiayi was needed to help, but Xie Jiayi hadn't seen anyone for a long time, Shen Qingzhou was anxious, and he couldn't help but be a little dissatisfied with the current situation.
Dialing Xie Jiayi's phone, Shen Qingzhou scolded without waiting for the other party to speak: "Where have you been recently, Qiaoqiao is pregnant again, do you know, she is very uncomfortable these days, and she has to watch the child, you don't let me ask my aunt to help, and I don't show up, what do you mean?" ”
Xie Jiayi once told Shen Qingzhou before disappearing that he should not invite his aunt outside home, he was not at ease, and he might not do better than his family. As a good son, Shen Qingzhou naturally listens to his mother's words, but if his mother disappears after speaking, then this matter is another matter.
Compared with Shen Qingzhou's many dissatisfactions, Xie Jiayi's tone was calmer, and she said gently: "I just found out this morning, Qiao Qiao sent me a text message, telling me that you might call me. ”
"What do you mean?" Shen Qingzhou asked with a twisted eyebrow.
Xie Jiayi said: "I've been away from home for the past few days, although I haven't told you the reason, but Qiaoqiao knows it, because I'm afraid that she will think about it, thinking that my mother-in-law doesn't care about her, and then I feel wronged." She slowed down, her tone sounding a little erratic, "I didn't let her tell you why I went out, she just did what I asked and didn't mention me in front of you." ”
Shen Qingzhou asked coldly: "What's going on, tell me clearly." ”
Xie Jiayi saw that he seemed to take this matter too seriously, and couldn't help joking: "Why, my son is world-famous, can't you figure out why his mother is missing?" ”
Shen Qingzhou said expressionlessly: "You can choose to say it or not." ”
Xie Jiayi sighed and said truthfully: "I'm here with your grandmother." ”
"What?" Shen Qingzhou couldn't help but ask, but after asking himself, he was a little stunned.
After such a long time, he has almost forgotten what his father's relatives looked like, and he has not seen his grandparents since he went to the United States with his mother. For as long as he can remember, Xie Jiayi has never hidden the truth from him, he has always known that his father insisted on divorcing his mother, and the divorce was simply that the two were inappropriate and didn't want to be together anymore.
He has always regarded his father as his negative teaching material, and vowed never to be a man like his father, but today he learned that his mother, who had been dying of old age and did not plan to contact his grandparents, was in his grandmother's house, and he really couldn't help but be surprised.
"What are you going to do there?" Shen Qingzhou asked without any emotion, his hand unconsciously clenched the pen, and the contract paper under the tip of the pen had been scratched.
"Your grandmother is dying, and she feels she has to tell me before she leaves, so I'll come back." Xie Jiayi breathed a sigh of relief and said slowly, "She has already left, and I will help your grandfather arrange your grandmother's funeral in the past few days, so I didn't go home." ”
"Where are you?" Shen Qingzhou asked very casually, but the strength of the pen in his hand was greater, and a stack of contract paper had been pierced half.
"In Pingjiang City, your grandfather and grandmother's family have lived here for generations, and they don't want to leave when they are old. Your dad and I got married and moved out, but he divorced me shortly after we got married, and he died a few months later. Xie Jiayi's voice was a little unsteady, as if he was hiding some unspeakable secret.
Shen Qingzhou was keenly aware of it, and asked in an unobstructive tone: "Tell me what they told you in the past that made you so sad." ”
Sensing that something was wrong in her son's tone, Xie Jiayi was silent, she was thinking about whether to tell her son, who had been disgusted with his biological father for decades, the truth, she didn't know if he could bear it.
Xie Jiayi's silence made Shen Qingzhou more and more irritable, he threw down the pen and got up and walked to the bedside, opened the window and looked at the scenery outside and asked the mother on the other side of the phone: "If you don't say it, I have a way to know, if you are so sad that you don't want to say it, forget it." "The next thing he can do, he can ask his grandfather. Or, rather, give yourself a hexagram.
Xie Jiayi breathed a long sigh of relief and said, "I said, I can say that there is nothing too sad to say, just worried about you." ”
"Worried about me? Why are you worried about me? ”
"Because I'm afraid I'll be sad if you know."
"Your worries are unnecessary, I probably won't be sad for some people because of something."
Who Shen Qingzhou was referring to, Xie Jiayi naturally knew very well. She sighed guiltily again, and said softly: "Qingzhou, your father divorced me at the beginning, not because he didn't love us anymore and didn't want us anymore, but because he was terminally ill and knew that his life was short, and he was afraid that we would be too sad when we lost him, so he pretended to be a wicked person and drove us away, but left all his property to us." Your grandparents, his biological parents, although they are not short of money, but he is their son in the end, he came to the world for a walk, let them send the white-haired people to the black-haired people, and in the end all they got was their son's suicide note and an empty house......"
Xie Jiayi couldn't help crying in the end, she couldn't cry on the phone, which was far from the image she showed on the phone. At this moment, she is no longer the strong celebrity, as if all the glitz and glitz are far away from her. She stood on the land of Pingjiang City, facing Shen Yinming's tombstone, looking at the smiling face of the young man Sven who looked seven points similar to Shen Qingzhou on the tombstone, and kept recalling the days when they met, fell in love, got married, and had children, and suddenly found that for so many years, she was just blindfolded by the unwillingness and pain of being abandoned by him, and she didn't notice the reddish eyes of the pale man standing behind them when she and her children left their home.
In that separation, although he was ready for "goodbye", Xie Jiayi never thought that this would be a real farewell.
"Qingzhou, I ......" Xie Jiayi choked up and said, "I'm sorry for your father, I remember that I was even cursing him and cursing him when I spent his inheritance, I felt that I was really not human, Qingzhou, I'm sorry for your father......"
Shen Qingzhou stood in front of the window, looking out of the window with a blank face, the hand holding the mobile phone seemed to have lost all strength, and the mobile phone was almost falling to the ground, but fortunately, Lin Qiao, who had been standing at the door of the study for a long time, helped him hold it, which also made him regain his thoughts when his mind was far away.
Shen Qingzhou's eyes were red, and he glanced at Lin Qiao with red eyes, hurriedly comforted his mother a few words and hung up the phone. He stuffed his phone back into his pocket, looked up and asked her, "Coming back from Wang Jin's house?" How is Wang Jiaqi? ”
Lin Qiao said in a low voice: "Jiaqi went on a blind date, the object is good, ready to get along." ”
Shen Qingzhou nodded and said: "She's not too young, she can't be dragged like this all the time, someone is willing to be with her, if the conditions are good, don't choose." ”
Lin Qiao said: "That's what I told her, and she listened." ”
Shen Qingzhou bowed slightly, raised his head and wanted to leave here, but Lin Qiao hesitated, but followed him back to the bedroom.
Shen Qingzhou sat on the edge of the bed, supported her head with her hands, was silent for a while, put down her hand and looked at her and said, "I'm a little tired, you wait for the child first, I'll rest for a few minutes." ”
Lin Qiao sat beside him silently and looked at him for a while before saying, "Qingzhou, why don't we take Xiaoxuan to find my mother." ”
Shen Qingzhou frowned, and asked knowingly, "What are you going to do?" ”
Lin Qiao didn't hide it, and said directly: "Go and worship Dad." ”
Dad, this father naturally can't be Shen Qingzhou's former stepfather Fang Mingjun, but Shen Qingzhou's real biological father, the one he never wants to mention, but has always been the perfect Shen Yinming in everyone's minds.
Shen Qingzhou's face was a little pale and said: "Why do we go to worship him, he selfishly decides everything for others, but he never thinks about whether it is needed by the other party." ”
"But Dad is for the good of you and Mom, and he doesn't want you to be sad and sad when he leaves. It is always much more comfortable to hate someone than to lose a loved one, although both situations are losses, but the first one will feel that he has finally received retribution, and that will not be more sad than the second. Lin Qiao explained a little sadly, and his eyes were a little red.
"You already knew, and you and your mother hid it from me." Shen Qingzhou glanced at her unhappily.
Lin Qiao said a little choked: "I can't help it, I'm the same as my mother, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it, you have hated your father for so long, and suddenly let you know the truth, I think it's too cruel to you." ”
Shen Qingzhou said helplessly: "I am a man, and I am still the father of a child, so fragile in your hearts?" ”
Lin Qiao looked at him with red eyes, and her eyes expressed what she meant: Yes.
Shen Qingzhou rubbed the corners of his forehead, pondered for a moment, and said, "If everyone can be selfish if they find a reason, then I can kill people in the next second." ”
Lin Qiao frowned disapprovingly, Shen Qingzhou looked at her like that, and no longer concealed it, sighed and said: "Go and go, Pingjiang is an archipelago city like Zhoushan, you remember to prepare your clothes." ”
Lin Qiao couldn't help but smile when he heard him say this, and said heartily: "Well, I'll go and prepare immediately!" ”
Time flies, and the couple and their children have arrived in Pingjiang City. This archipelago city, which has the same climate as Zhoushan, has not been overdeveloped, and many places have retained their pristine beauty, making it a more tourist-friendly city, but it is very little well-known.
After Lin Qiao and Shen Qingzhou arrived in Pingjiang City, they called Xie Jiayi, Xie Jiayi was surprised and quickly calmed down, and asked the two to settle down in the hotel, rest for a while and then go to the cemetery to worship, worship Shen Yinming at the same time, but also worship Shen Yinming's mother, that is, Shen Qingzhou's grandmother.
Shen Qingzhou's grandfather is already very old, and he can already accept it calmly after losing his wife at this time. It's just that his physical condition does not allow him to go to the cemetery to worship his wife and son, he has lived all his life, and he has been resentful because of his son's departure, but now, he has no hatred, he no longer has the energy and heart to complain.
Shen Qingzhou and Lin Qiao went to worship the elders on the day the weather was quite good, two adults and a child were wearing hats, and as soon as they entered the cemetery, they saw Xie Jiayi waiting at the door.
Xie Jiayi tacitly looked at his son, daughter-in-law and granddaughter, took a few steps forward and took Shen Qingzhou's hand, and nodded at Lin Qiao, although several people didn't speak, they had already said a lot in their eyes.
As Xie Jiayi walked towards Shen Yinming's grave together, Shen Qingzhou felt that every step was very heavy. The closer he got to his father, the more Shen Qingzhou's brows wrinkled. He felt something suppressed in his heart, which made him a little breathless. He followed his mother to his mother's tombstone with some suffocation, and when he saw the person on the tombstone who looked so much like himself, he was suddenly relieved.
It was as if a gust of wind was blowing through his heart, and the stone pressing on his heart disappeared in an instant, and he let out a long sigh of relief, his tightly knit brow gradually loosened, and his face was calm and gentle.
"Dad." He didn't hide the sudden desire after the knot in his heart was untied, the desire for father's love, "Dad......" He called twice, but the person could never answer him, but as long as he looked at the photo of him smiling on the tombstone, Shen Qingzhou felt that he had actually been by their side to bless them, so that they could live such a worry-free life with food and clothing, he had always been there.
"I'm sorry." Shen Qingzhou muttered, there are three words he wants to say, but he can't say them on his lips, men are not good at expressing feelings, whether it is family affection or love, he can only silently read those three words in his heart, those three words that he was too late for an hour, and it is already too late.
Dad, I love you.
Xie Jiayi has been observing Shen Qingzhou's expression, she is very worried that her son will have any bad emotions because he can't accept the facts, but the reality lets her know that her son has really grown up.
Xie Jiayi clenched Shen Qingzhou's hand, and when he looked at the tombstone again, he heard Shen Qingzhou say: "I brought my mother and your daughter-in-law, granddaughter and unborn grandson to see you, you are under the Jiuquan, you can rest in peace." We're all doing well because of you. ”
Xie Jiayi looked at Shen Qingzhou in surprise, and Lin Qiao also looked at him with red eyes and surprise, the two of them were both surprised that he said something to Shen Yinming, and curious about how he knew that Lin Qiao's birth was a boy.
However, curiosity is curiosity, and after curiosity, they quickly accept his clever plan. After all, he calculated it from Lin Qiao's first child, and that child would be a daughter.
Lin Qiao listened to Shen Qingzhou's words in her ears and felt it in her heart, and after he finished speaking for a while, she slowly spoke: "Dad, we are all doing well because of you." ”
She repeated the second half of Shen Qingzhou's sentence, and spoke in such a tone that it made people want to cry.
Xie Jiayi resisted the urge to cry, and repeated the second half of Shen Qingzhou's sentence in a deep voice.
"Yinming, we are all doing well, because ...... There you are. ”
Because of you, four very simple words express the sadness of the past few decades. Life is a fairest teacher, teaching each of us what reality is. Life makes people become sophisticated, they no longer believe, they no longer have sincere feelings.
But it is also life that lets us know that no matter how the world changes, no matter how feelings are eliminated, somewhere in the world, there will always be someone who loves us watching us, and we will never be alone.
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The author has something to say: I actually love Shen Yinming very much. Father Shen is from Pingjiang City, which is the city I fabricated, and it is the place where the story of "Huaiyuan" takes place in the next article. Father Shen died so early, but he actually had a close connection with their family. It's just that the Shen family will not appear in the next article, because Master Shen's grandparents will soon pass away, and only Master Shen's words will not appear much, at most, there is a line of words to play soy sauce, and the protagonists are Professor Fu Yushu and Teacher Jiang Pinyi.
Professor Fu Yushu is a science man in the Department of Physics and a famous writer of detective novels! EQ and IQ are very high! Although he has been divorced, the man with the story is even more attractive! In other words, Huaiyuan in Pingjiang City is a very interesting place, and I personally think the story of the next article is much better than this one, probably because I prefer mature men, QAQ The heroine is a dancer, dances classical dance, and has her own dance studio, so I call her Teacher Jiang, and Teacher Jiang's personality is my dish!! Very sensual and mysterious!! For the sake of me working so hard to sell, I went to volunteer for four or five days a few days ago to accumulate yin virtues, and I collected a TAT from others
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