624. Chapter 624 Can't Let Go 2
His master, that's the best!
"Yes."
I can hear the master who thinks he won't come back, and then order myself, and the wind is happy.
Ade pouted, what's the point of saying this is so good?
They scattered separately.
Yu Feng walked away and came back quickly, "Master, Madame is in the first room on the left side of the second floor, and the young master is in the second room." ”
Then he left without waiting for Su Yan to say anything.
Su Yan has to say that he is worthy of being a confidant who has been with him for so many years!
He came upstairs and wanted to enter Bai Xue's room, but he was a little hesitant, as if he didn't dare, and as if he was ......
He took a step forward to his son's room.
Suyaf's room was almost as set up as he had been at home, and he was sleeping soundly on his bed.
Su Yan slowly walked towards his son.
Come to his bedside.
Suddenly, Suyav turned over.
Su Yan's frightened body tensed.
He breathed a sigh of relief when he realized it was just an unconscious roll by his son.
Looking at his son steadily, that little face he had described in his heart many times these days, but if he looked closely, this little face seemed to be different from what he remembered.
The child opened quickly, and in less than a year, there was a lot less childishness on his face.
He misses his son so much......
Walking forward, he gave his son a gentle kiss on the face.
Just as he was getting up to leave, Suyav suddenly opened his eyes.
Su Yan's frightened heart stopped beating instantly.
"Daddy......" Suyaf murmured as if he saw his father in a daze.
Su Yan stiffened there, didn't dare to move, and didn't dare to respond, it should be said that he didn't know how to respond.
He thought that his son would get out of bed and pounce on him, but Suyaf was still lying on the bed, looking at him in confusion.
Only then did he realize that he didn't seem to wake up completely, as if he was dreaming and talking in a dream.
"Dad, where did you go? Why haven't you come back...... Mom and I miss you so much...... If you don't come back, I'm going to have a stepfather, although I like Uncle Gong very much, and I really want my mother to be with him, so that my mother won't be sad anymore, but ......"
"But I still want you to be my father...... I just want my own father......" Suyaf thought he was in a dream, and only in a dream could he dare to speak his heart.
Mom asked him a few days ago and asked him if he liked Uncle Gong, and he said yes, and he asked Mom, will Uncle Gong become his stepfather? Mom said yes and asked him if he would like to.
He said yes, as long as Uncle Gong is good to his mother, as long as his mother is willing.
Mom didn't say anything at the time, just touched his head and looked at him very tenderly.
In fact, at that time, he really wanted to talk to his mother about his ambivalence, Mom, I agree that you are with Uncle Gong, but I still miss my father so much, I really want my own father......
He also wanted to ask his father if he was still alive and why he didn't come back, but he didn't ask anything, because he knew that these questions would only make his mother sad.
He didn't know why when he woke up, his loving parents would be separated, he missed it so much, he missed the old days, his parents would come to pick him up from school every day, they went to the movies with big hands and small hands, went out to eat, he lay between his parents and slept together, and he was still looking forward to having a beautiful sister.
He thought they were going to go on like that all along!
Why? Why did he wake up and everything changed?
He misses his dad so much...... I want to ......
I want to go back to the old days.
Blood, the nature of father and son is irreplaceable no matter how good outsiders are to him.
In a child's mind, the father is very important, even if the father is not close, the child is eager to get the father's father's love, not to mention that Su Yan loves Su Yafu so much.
Listening to the child's almost dreamy words, Su Yan's nose was sour, and he suddenly realized that he was wrong!
He thought that the decision was the right thing for them, but he didn't know that it wasn't what they wanted.
His push away, avoiding it, was far more painful for them than the real injury!
"Daddy......" Suyav stretched out his hand to hook his father.
Su Yan hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed his little hand.
"Dad, I hope this is not a dream, I hope you can come back soon......" Suyaf said and fell asleep.
He is a child with very punctual living habits, he has been dragged by Yuan Huayuan to play games in the past two days, and he went to bed late, and the biological clock made him really sleepy, so he thought he was dreaming, and he couldn't be completely awake, so he fell asleep again.
"Daddy will be back! Daddy will definitely be back! Son, you must hold on! Don't be biased! Don't approve of your mother being with Miyazawa Yu! Wait for Dad! Wait for Daddy to come back! Dad still wants to give you the sister you want the most......" Su Yan held his son's hand and said softly.
The son is his most important comrade-in-arms, and if his heart is biased towards Miyazawa Yu, then he will be completely finished!
After staying in his son's room for a while, Su Yan had the courage to come to Bai Xue's room.
The last time he saw her in a hurry, he didn't have time to take a good look at her, so he separated.
How could you look at her from such a distance today? He wanted to take a closer look at her, he wanted to ......
When he saw her, he knew how strongly he missed her, he didn't know how he controlled himself when he was in country M, he could talk to Mrs. Su in such a tone, and he actually watched her injury and endured nothing.
Unexpectedly......
Su Yan! You're so much that you don't even know what to say about yourself!
Say you're as stupid as a pig, and you're sorry for other people's pigs!
The sleeping snow, unloading the toughness of the day, capable, the most gentle and lovely.
In the past, he often woke up and was reluctant to sleep again when he looked at her sleeping face.
The facts are fickle, seven years ago, he would never have thought that he would fall in love with Bai Xue and fall in love with this biggest enemy, let alone that he would fall in love with her but couldn't be with her, how could he never think of him Su Yan, Su Yan, who can call the wind and rain, has now become a eunuch, and he doesn't even dare to ask for his beloved woman!
During the time when he was seriously injured, he often dreamed, and he couldn't tell whether reality was a hallucination or a dream.
Now, whenever he fell asleep, he thought that his no-work was just a dream, and when he woke up, the nightmare would be over.
But......
Reality is always a cruel reality.
He wanted to come closer, to get closer, to walk up to her, to touch her face, to kiss her, to hug her......
But he didn't dare, he didn't dare to step forward, she was different from her son, she was very sensitive, and she wouldn't think she was dreaming when she saw him......
Sleeping snow, dreaming.
I dreamed of picking up my children from school in the afternoon, and I dreamed of that scorching sight.
The feeling of sight is getting stronger and stronger!
Make her even feel like it's right next to her!
She told herself she was dreaming, but she could still feel the intense, hot gaze!
She opened her eyes suddenly!
She's still lying in her bed!
She sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, and glanced around the room, nothing unusual, only the floor-to-ceiling windows didn't know when they opened, and the wind blew purple veil.
She put on her clothes and went down to close the window.
She was barefoot and walked with little to no sound.
But it still seems to be walking on his heart, so that one of his hearts, in the silent night, poof, poof, beat very violently!
Bai Xue closed the window and turned to leave, but suddenly turned back and opened the floor-to-ceiling window to look out!
It turned out to be nothing.
It's empty only the night wind......
She looked at the emptiness, and her expression was indescribable.
Is it loss, is it complicated or what? Her emotions have always been too deep to hide, elusive and guessable.
She closed the window again and lowered the curtains, her calm face unwavering.
But when I lay on the bed, I couldn't avoid tossing and turning.
Was it her delusion?
She felt someone watching her, she felt someone outside the window, she clearly felt that there was his breath in the floor-to-ceiling window, but there was nothing......
Was this her delusion, or was it her nerves?
It shouldn't be overthinking, right?
She had already decided to forget about him......
Decided to start a new life and give Miyazawa a chance.
She can't be like this, and she shouldn't be like that again!
Go to bed! Snow sleeps!
She commanded herself.
Stop those wild thoughts and sleep! Go to bed!
But he still couldn't sleep.
Outside the window, on the balcony on the third floor, there was a person, it was Su Yan......
When there was no movement in the room, he dared to descend from above.
Looking at the room tightly covered by the curtains, how he wished he had clairvoyant eyes so that he could look at her a little longer......
He didn't dare to go in again, first, she was too sensitive, and the second time he might not be so lucky to dodge, and second, he didn't want to interfere with her sleep.
He stood outside the window for a long time before leaving.
He came in and knew about it, and when he left it, he naturally knew it.
The last time Bai Xue was kidnapped, they all blamed themselves, they didn't protect themselves well every time, and they definitely didn't allow themselves to have a next time, otherwise they would all want to commit suicide!
"Yufeng, what do you say your neurotic master is doing?" Ade asked, since Su Yan is still alive, why didn't he come back openly, what were he doing so secretly?
"How would I know." Yufeng pouted, if he knew the master's thoughts, the master would not be the master.
"Then if Madame asks tomorrow, how will we answer? Do you want to lie to Madame? "If you lie to Bai Xue, Ade will feel very guilty, besides, he is not good at lying, and Madame is also a shrewd, in case you see it, how embarrassing it is.
"If Madame notices tonight and asks, let's tell the truth, and if Madame doesn't ask, we'll treat it as if nothing happened last night." Yu Feng thought of a way not to offend both.
Ade nodded, "That's fine." ”
Day 2......
When Ade was driving Bai Xue to work, she looked at her because of the incident of last night, didn't Madame notice?
"What's wrong Ade, what's wrong?" It was this glance that made Bai Xue feel that there was something wrong with Ade.
Ade was shocked, and secretly screamed in his heart, so how should he answer?