Unconsciously, the sunset has converged the last trace of afterglow, the night is gradually lengthened with the stars, Lin Shiyu looked at the hazy ceiling blankly, there seemed to be a faint remnant of talking and laughter in his ears, and he opened his mouth in a trance, but before the word "Daddy" exited, his eyes automatically turned to Pei Zhan, who was sitting on the ground in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

His face was expressionless, just sipping wine one after another, as if he hadn't figured out how to continue the story, or wait for her to ask.

They are all melancholy guests in the world, melancholy old joys are like dreams, and there is nowhere to pursue them when they wake up.

I can't move the past to the present, so the gap in my memory that is like a dream hurts when I touch it, and it hurts to the bone.

Things that are too beautiful are never suitable for experience, because once they are experienced, they cannot be forgotten.

Even if it has long been in the past, it will always be entangled in life, and the uncontrollable bitter nostalgia makes a heart indulge in memories for many years, unwilling to surface and face reality.

I have been to the other side of the indescribably beautiful place, so I am haunted in the world, and the experience is so profound that it is not only difficult to give up but eager to continue to pursue, but the fastest time in this world is always the most beautiful time, and I will never return to only the midnight dream, and I wake up to make people break my heart.

In the end, I don't want anything, I just want to exchange everything in my life for what I once was.

Rao has used amnesia as an excuse for many years, and she has to admit that no one can keep time.

Lin Shiyu didn't know how she got to the floor-to-ceiling window, she stood beside the man who was still in deep thought, and it took a long time to find her voice: "What happened later? ”

Pei Zhan shook the wine bottle in his hand, which was already about to see the bottom, hooked the corners of his lips bitterly, sighed, and replied in a low tone, "Later, the girl ignored the boy's advice and brought a pair of mother and daughter with wolf ambitions into the house, and then ...... It's the end of their happy days! The girl's family is in the midst of endless disasters...... First, the relationship between the girl's parents was twisted and turned because of the addition of a third party, then the girl's younger siblings were kidnapped and torn up, and then the girl's grandfather couldn't accept the misfortune of his favorite grandchild and fell ill...... Pass away; Then the girl was lured into a garden doused with gasoline because of her innocence, and the boy rushed to save the girl desperately when he heard the news, and the girl was injured and dying, and the first thing she said after being saved was - save my mother......"

Lin Shiyu, who had bitten her lower lip purple, moved her long eyelashes slightly, and asked mechanically, "...... And then what? ”

Pei Zhan stretched out his hand to take her hand, and with a little force, he pulled her to sit beside him, but he didn't look at her, still looking ahead, "Then, the boy handed the girl over to the nanny who came to the girl's house after hearing the news, and then returned to the garden, but in the garden, he saw that the girl's mother was knocked unconscious on the ground, and when he was about to save it, he was also hit in the back of the head with a hammer...... "The back of his head has fallen ill since that time, as long as he remembers the events of the year, it will hurt like a knife and an axe."

There was a burst of sweetness in his throat, and in an instant, the night sky in front of Lin Shiyu seemed to reappear the raging fire in the Kwai Garden, and he could even feel the cracking pain of his skin being burned...... It took me a while to find my voice, "That'...... That blow must have hurt, right? Did the boy see clearly who attacked him? Did he escape with the girl's mother in the end? ”

Although both of them tell the story in the third person with questions and answers, their hearts have long been turbulent and tacitly ......

Pei Zhan looked up at her, and there was powerlessness and pain in his eyes that he had never seen before: "It's a pity that the boy didn't see who attacked him, nor did he save the girl's mother!" Because of that blow, he fainted, and it was the tenth day after the fire when he woke up again. At that time, he was crazy to look for the girl, but was told by his family that he was sleeping in a New York hospital across the ocean. ”

"Oh...... And later? ”

"Later, the boy demanded to return to China immediately, otherwise he refused treatment and went on a hunger strike!" Pei Zhan still didn't turn his head to look at her, so he continued to speak in a hoarse voice, "After three days of stalemate, the boy's family was afraid that the boy would really die, so they showed the boy the domestic newspaper about the fire, and told the boy a piece of news...... "That news, or bad news, seems to be more appropriate."

“…… What's the bad news? Wanting to cry without tears, she finally understood this idiom.

Pei Zhan's expression darkened, and he subconsciously turned around and held her hand, "They said...... Say...... The girl went to heaven ......"

Lin Shiyu listened, she didn't speak, her teeth subconsciously bit her lips, after all, the biggest question in her heart was still not directly asked-the questions she had before, although she went a lot after listening to him, but the thing that Du Ruoyu found deepened her suspicions, and now it was like a stone pressing there, heavy, I don't know why, she was a little scared.

But what was she afraid of?

Lin Shiyu suddenly thought of this question.

She thought about this matter repeatedly, and now that she looks back, there are some unexpected gains and losses. Realizing this, Lin Shiyu couldn't help but look down at Pei Zhan's hands that were clasped with him - his fingers were slender and powerful, and his nails were cut flat and clean, although they were only lightly touched, they gave people a sense of calm and reliability.

Although the story being told at the moment was very tragic, for some reason, some vague thought came into his mind, and Lin Shiyu suddenly remembered an ancient saying that had been said and used countless times: the hand of the son...... In an instant, she suddenly understood why she was afraid, because she cared, so she was afraid, afraid that the answer she knew was not what she wanted! Or, subconsciously, she wasn't what she thought she was in the first place - whoever he was, she had no feelings for him except to take advantage of him.

However, there are some things that you can't always avoid because you are afraid, and since it is something that you have to face sooner or later, it is better to hurt later than to hurt early.

If the truth is really as she feared, as Du Ruoxin found, then it is okay to think of a solution - at most, the boy in his memory has long been buried in the fire, and now he is only facing strangers who were once familiar.

Thinking of this, Lin Shiyu secretly took a deep breath, looked ahead, and slowly spoke: "Regarding this story, there is actually a link I didn't understand, I want to ask you." ”

Her tone was a little weird, slightly different from before. Pei Zhan, who happened to look down at her, was affected by her expression, and couldn't help but look solemn: "You ask." ”