Three hundred and forty-three, dreams and reality

"Did you buy this house?"

While eating, Pillow Creek asked.

"Hmm. ”

"Why is it decorated like this?"

In the former French Concession, the entire street was planted with golden ginkgo trees hidden in the secluded streets behind the downtown area, and the sound of insects could be heard at night.

The two-story duplex small western-style building, the entire first floor is basically empty, and the small garden below has not been taken care of, allowing the plants to grow wild after the rain.

The interior decoration is black, white and gray, not to mention the suffocation, there is no decoration on the walls of the whole house, and there is no mirror. Usually the curtains are closed, the windows are closed, the lights are turned off and I sit in the house, and I can't tell the difference between day and night.

"I just found someone to get it, but I didn't pay much attention to it. ”

"I don't know you very well. Pillow Creek said: "The money to buy a house here is enough to buy a whole building in Y City, and you just dealt with it casually? Which design company and which designer are you looking for, is it good to block it?" ”

"It has nothing to do with him, I told him to do it like a hotel. I'm not satisfied. ”

"Why do you want to make it look like a hotel? This is your home. ”

"A place to sleep, no difference. ”

Pillow Creek is a little unpalatable.

"Do you still think so? Home is just a place to sleep for you, no different from a hotel. ”

"Do you like it here. ”

Pillow Creek nodded.

"Let the designer come over another day. Or you have other favorite places, it's fine. ”

The two of them chatted like this, and the meal lasted for almost three hours without drinking.

Yunxiu went to wash the dishes, and Pillow Creek went to wash.

When she sat cross-legged on the bed and read the operation information, Yun Xiu took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom.

She came to E City in a hurry this time, and she almost didn't bring any clothes with her, all of which Yunxiu prepared for her after coming here. The clothes that usually go out are fine, they are all used to sports and casual clothes. But the close-fitting clothes and daily necessities were all prepared by his new secretary who had just given birth to a child.

It's okay to wear stupid underwear, no one can see it anyway. But the pajamas and pillows that were prepared for Xi really accepted the incompetent, fluffy, hat with ears or tails on the hips, she only glanced at it, threw it aside, and never moved again.

What I am wearing now is Yunxiu's new pajamas, a simple and elegant style, with overly long trousers and sleeves rolled up, and I can barely cope with it.

The bed behind him was sunken, and a pair of hands were looped around his waist, and the fresh shampoo and shower gel smelled of water droplets.

The hair was pulled apart, and small snouts fell behind the ears and on the exposed neck.

Pillow Xi tilted his head and muttered to himself: "Grandma will have surgery tomorrow." ”

"Hmm. ”

"I want to rest early tonight. ”

"Hmm. ”

The earlobes were poked by the tips of the teeth, and the tingling sensation of electricity rushed all over the body. She tilted her head to avoid it, and said with some discomfort:

"Today...... If you don't do it today, you won't be able to do it. ”

"Hmm. ”

As she spoke, the hand around her waist was still tight, and the breath of the person behind her was still close to her skin.

"Can I sleep. ”

"Hmm. ”

The iPad in his hand was withdrawn, and his body was carried around and collapsed on the bed, facing each other.

Pillow Creek looked at him.

Yun Xiu kept touching her face and her eyes repeatedly, as if to determine whether the one in front of her was an illusion or a living person.

It was she who hooked his neck to kiss him first, not out of lust or the desire to be close, it was a busy day today, and it was really tiring at this time.

But Yun Xiu's eyes when she looked at her, Pillow Xi was indescribable, but it would tug at her heart and hurt for a while.

So she took the initiative to kiss him, because she wanted to confirm the facts for the other party.

"Yunxiu, what are you afraid of. ”

She asked in the dark.

"It's been a long time since I dared to expect such a day. I closed my eyes the night before, and it was the image of you slashing your wrists with a knife and blood splattering. ”

"I thought this was the end of my life, and you didn't want to be with me when you died. ”

Pillow Creek hugged him tightly, "It was me who was wrong. ”

"You're not wrong. It's that I didn't know it before, I thought that becoming the chairman of the Yun family would make me happy and full of security. But when I sat down, I felt scared like never before, and it was then that I suddenly realized that I had nothing but that position. I was desperately trying to make amends, but it was too late and I had nothing left. ”

"We will be a family in the future. ”

"I've dreamed of this before, and when I woke up, I knew it was all fake. ”

Pillow Creek put her head into his arms and patted him on the back with one hand.

"You close your eyes now, and I'm still there when you wake up. ”

......

I don't remember when I started falling asleep with the help of sleeping pills.

My psychiatrist told me that the nature of my job was such that it would cause me to be emotionally unstable and interfere with my sleep. It was also because of what he said that I decided not to trust him anymore.

As soon as I'm out of the office, I don't think about anything about work.

What kind of pressure can I have in my job, just make money.

But I still had to rely on him to prescribe me sleeping pills, because I didn't see the blood of Pillow Creek in front of me on the first night I took it. The thing I didn't want to think about in the depths of my memory seemed to be smoothed out at once, and when I opened the door, I returned to the small place where we used to live, and when I stood in front of the window, I could see that it was raining heavily, and Pillow Creek called me in the bathroom to let me wash her hair.

But when I opened my eyes, it was still dark.

For more than three years, sickly, day and night, living two lives.

CL has been inviting me to visit the Korean headquarters.

I know that Pillow Creek is there, and Pan Yue and Li He have seen her before. Pan Yue came back and told me that Pillow Creek was in love.

During that time, sleeping pills didn't work, and what was more painful than seeing Pillow Creek cut his wrists was that he couldn't sleep at all.

As soon as I opened my eyes, it was almost dawn.

This situation lasted until one day, and I received a text message on my phone, a text message for a withdrawal of millions of dollars, from the card I gave her.

I know Pillow Creek too well, and she would never do anything similar to giving in to me unless I had to. So I'm worried about her situation.

Then, I heard that she broke up, sold her house, and emptied all her family property.

Not at all.

scolded like this in her heart, but she still had to ask someone to buy back what she sold.

Speaking of which, I'm even more unproductive.

A few months after her breakup, CL extended another invitation, and this time I promised to come and see it.

I'm not interested in their so-called mature training and marketing model. It is no exaggeration to say that CL's annual turnover is stingy when it is placed in front of Yun's. Time has passed, and now is the time when they need to ask me.

I want to see Pillow Creek.

Just wanted to see Pillow Creek.

At that time, I wanted to go to see her and continue her life, and then come back and continue to work for the Yun family, and continue to engage in a money-making job that I can see at a glance.

Standing on a chair and lying and bragging, the pillow creek that opened his teeth and claws only belonged to the pillow creek before the age of 16 in his memory.

I was happy and aggrieved in my heart.

She is so happy now, but it seems that I am living a dark and embarrassing life.

I thought that the best outcome would be this, she looked at me calmly and I looked at her calmly.

Thank you Lin Hui for dying.

Thanks to Rao Liqun for his ignorance.

Thank you that I can still be useful and helpful now.

The day she came back with me, she slept in my bed, and I looked at her through a wall, thinking that God had treated me well enough.

But only four days later, I was given a photograph of my two names on a red background with our shoulders attached to each other, and a marriage certificate stamped with a constitutionally recognized steel seal.

Yunxiu and Zhuxi will be husband and wife in the future, and they will be a family.

Is this true?

Or maybe it's still dreaming.

When you wake up, you will still find yourself lying alone in a dark room, about to go out to deal with today's work. When I come back after dark, I go to sleep after taking sleeping pills, have some ethereal dreams, and wake up again.

And then the cycle goes on and on, day by day.

......

The brain and body woke up unprepared.

It was pitch black in front of him, and there was no feeling of air circulation in the room, and under the palm of his hand was a familiar cloth, and his arm was extended, and there was no one in the range that could be touched.

Is it a dream again.

The palm of his hand covered his eyes for a long time before turning on the night light in the dark.

The time pointed to 7:30 in the morning, waking up more than two hours later than usual.

When I got up from the bed, I accidentally saw something placed on the edge of the bed.

Very thin, two, small red book.

It is written in gold, marriage certificate, three words.

Marriage certificate.

Holder, Yun Xiu.

Holder, Pillow Creek.

The door opened, and another holder poked in through the door.

"You're awake. ”

Then the blinds were opened to the maximum, and the windows were fully opened, and the sound of birds and the scent of flowers came in with the wind.

The document was taken from his hand, and the bearer pushed him behind his back.

"Hurry up and wash up and go to the hospital, why aren't you nervous about my grandmother's surgery today. Sure enough, when I got married, he didn't take me seriously. I told you this morning that I was afraid that you didn't hear it at all, I told you that I was hungry and you didn't hear it, and there wasn't even a small shop in this place, so I let me walk for more than half an hour. You still have the leisure to get up early in the morning to read the marriage certificate, and I knew that you have no conscience like this, and I will never bring you back breakfast. ”

The bathroom door opens.

In his mouthwash cup, there was a pink toothbrush printed with a horse, and a strawberry-flavored toothpaste. When you reach for a towel after washing your face, you will not notice that you will get a dazzling yellow towel.

A pink bunny ear headband hangs next to the hair dryer, and a bottle of children's body lotion next to the hand sanitizer.

And the one that has been ringing in the ears, hurriedly nagging:

"Hurry up, okay, I won't wait for you to eat breakfast anymore, I'm dying of hunger. ”