In the living room, he saw a lot of small toys on the table, and even a stuffed bear doll that looked like it was some years old on the sofa.

Just thinking about it, Xia Qi had already taken the tea, walked to the living room, and put the tea on the coffee table in front of Shen Yeding.

"I didn't expect you to have a lot of toys at home, which are for future children?" Shen Yeding asked with a smile.

"Huh?" Xia Qi's face flushed slightly, and then quickly explained, "No, these toys, uh, some of them were bought a long time ago, and they are not easy to return, so they have been kept, and there are a few that I brought from my hometown." ”

"By the way, the woman in your wallet who took a photo with you is your mother." Shen Ye changed the topic without a trace, "Although I attended your wedding before, I didn't see your current appearance at that time. ”

"yes." Xia Qi nodded and sat down on the sofa.

"So now your mother lives alone in Z City?" Shen Yeding asked again.

"She prefers to stay in City Z, saying that she wants to stay there for a while and then move to City B in a few years." Xia Qi replied.

"I heard that you didn't have a father when you were a child, and your mother raised you alone." Shen Yeding said casually.

Although Xia Qi once minded the fact that he was an illegitimate child, as he grew older, he became more and more relieved. If it weren't for her mother's insistence on giving birth to her at that time, she wouldn't have had life at all, let alone a life as beautiful as she does now.

"My mother raised me alone." She said.

"It's not easy for a woman to raise a child, but I admire you, my mother."

"It was not easy for my mother to take me at that time, especially when I was naughty and ...... when I was a child" Speaking of her mother, Xia Qi had a smile on her face. Mother is her pride, for her, how much mother has endured, how much other people's eyes have endured, the older she is, the more she understands.

At the same time, she also deeply understands that her mother gave up the opportunity to find another love for her, just because her mother didn't want to have other children, so as not to be wronged in the future.

Shen Yeding looked at the glorious smile on Xia Qi's face, and could feel that the relationship between their mother and daughter was very deep, "What about your father, is he passing away, or is he ......?"

Xia Qi glanced at Shen Dingye a little strangely this time, as an elder who was not very familiar, the other party seemed to be a little too concerned about her family affairs.

"Oh, I'm just curious." Shen Ye said, "If it's not convenient to answer, it's okay not to answer." ”

Father's matter, in fact, is not a secret, this kind of thing, as long as Z City inquires, you can know Lu Dao, "I don't know if the man in Lu Dao is now or still dead, or he doesn't know that Lu Dao has my existence at all." ”

Shen Yeding was silent, picked up the teacup on the coffee table, gently sipped the tea in the cup, and took the opportunity to lower his head, so as to hide his discomfort at the moment. Although he never felt that he had done anything wrong, when he heard his daughter's words, he was more or less ...... Apologetic.

It's just that this apology was quickly suppressed by him.

"I'm sorry, but it looks like I'm really asking something I shouldn't have asked." Shen Ye said.

"Nothing." Xia Qi shook her head.

For a moment, there was some embarrassment in the air, and Xia Qi didn't know what to say.

Shen Yeding's voice broke the silence, "Then have you ever wanted to find your father?" Or do you hate your father? ”

Xia Qi said lightly, "I didn't think about looking for that person, and I don't have anything to hate." To me, it's just a stranger. And she didn't want to waste her feelings on a stranger.

Shen Yeding's hand holding the teacup stiffened slightly, and his heart suddenly felt like he had been pricked by a needle. It's a little painful, and it's a little uncomfortable.

It turns out that when you think that the other party will miss you or hate you, but you find that the other party has never cared about you at all, it is the most uncomfortable thing for you.

It was a — feeling of being ignored —

Neurology Department of the Military District Hospital of City B

, Jun Jinyan sat on the chair, and sitting opposite him was Vice President Wang, who had been in charge of his condition.

After listening to his description of last night's situation, Vice President Wang's face became solemn, "You mean, yesterday Xia Qi was almost hit by a falling glass, and then at night, you dreamed, dreamed, she was hit, and after that, you didn't feel it at all?" I don't even know how I woke up? ”

"Hmm." Jun Jinyan bowed his head slightly. All he remembered was the moment he saw her leave the bed and turn around. And before, he looked at her with his eyes open, but there was no reaction, and he listened to Kiki talk casually in the morning.

"Have you had any recent injuries?" Vice President Wang asked.

"Nope." He said.

"What about the headache? How many headaches have you had recently, do you have frequent symptoms? ”

"I haven't had a headache lately." He hasn't had any headaches since he had a headache some time ago and then had a follow-up visit and took medicine.

However, such an answer made Vice Dean Wang's face even more solemn, "Your current situation is a precursor to the recurrence of autism caused by stimulation that I told you before. ”

Premonitory? Jun Jinyan's fingers twitched slightly.

"It should be said that you didn't see Xia Qi's unexpected scene with your own eyes, you just listened to other people's dictations, and then in your dreams, you carried out a possible imagination. And the brain is stimulated by this imagination and makes a state of self-preservation. Vice President Wang further explained.

Jun Jinyan's eyes were gloomy, and it took a long time before he spoke, "You mean, my autism will relapse?" He still remembers the feeling of being in the darkness of his dreams. It's as if there is nothing around, no one exists, not even himself, as if he doesn't exist.

"Not that it is certain, just that the odds are higher than the last time you came for a follow-up visit." Vice President Wang sighed worriedly. Fortunately, Xia Qi didn't have anything to do this time, if there was really anything, then Jun Jinyan's stimulation would be far greater than now.

"What does it take to suppress this odds?" Jun Jinyan asked coldly. The recurrence of autism is like a time-varying bomb for him, and he has to snuff out the fuse of the bomb no matter what.