On June 27, 2014, a public trial was held for the "Kuroko's Basketball" intimidation incident. On the same day, the defendant Watanabe was also questioned. The defense lawyer and the prosecutor separately questioned the defendant's motive for committing the crime, and the Japanese media also briefly recreated the scene at that time. The results of the trial will be announced on July 18.

As the defendant was mentally unstable, he was also treated by a psychiatric specialist. The attitude at the court appearance this time was also different from before. So why did he commit these crimes? Through the following dialogue, I believe that you can also be inspired.

Defense Lawyer: What is the ultimate goal of your criminal consistency?

Watanabe: In a short period of time, I was able to remove all the things related to Kuroko's Basketball from Japan, and it was only for a short time, but that was enough. Even for a moment, I want to try to beat the author of "Kuroko's Basketball".

Defense Lawyer: You once said that this is the first time in your life that you have ignited your fighting spirit.

Watanabe: Yes. I should have worked hard when I was in my teens and twenties, but at that time I was wasting my time like squatting at home. And the energy that was not completely burned prompted this incident.

Defense Lawyer: Did your experience of being bullied as a child have an impact on personality development?

Watanabe: The impact was huge.

Defense lawyer: What kind of bullying is it?

Watanabe: Some people were physically violent to me, while others used their skills to make me cry.

Defense lawyer: What was the reaction of the school teacher?

Watanabe: The homeroom teachers in the first and fourth grades of elementary school were aware of these situations, but they ignored them.

Defense Lawyer: You've also considered suicide.

Watanabe: It was the fourth grade of elementary school, and when I was 21 years old. When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, I went to school in the morning and found that the place where my name belonged to me on the roll call was scratched with a long thumbtack, and I tried to stab myself in the head with a knife or a carving knife, but someone nearby stopped me.

When I was 21 years old, I went to learn to drive because I needed a driver's license. At that time, a handsome guy accosted me, and from the conversation, I learned that he was a freshman at Sophia University. Like me, he came from a school in Kanagawa, but he went to the best schools. And when I looked at this kind of guy, I suddenly felt a wave of disgust, so I went back. I lied to my mother about this, and I was scolded severely, so I felt that everything was so hateful, and I wanted to kill myself. I took 200 analgesics in a capsule hotel in Shinjuku. However, I vomited, and then the staff found out about the situation and called for an ambulance to take me to the hospital.

Defense Lawyer: Do you consider yourself an "invincible person"?

Watanabe: Yes.

Defense Lawyer: Do you feel like there are other people who live at a lower level than you?

Watanabe: Judging by my own subjective judgment, I feel that I am already in an extreme abyss. No, maybe not to the point of the abyss.

Defense Lawyer: Have you reflected on what led to this incident? Or is it impossible to reflect?

Watanabe: There's no way to reflect on it. I can't evoke introspection.

Defense lawyer: I obviously realize that this is a wrong thing, why can't I reflect on it?

Watanabe: I've been bullied for 30 years, and after 30 years of incarceration, I'm finally free. Yet, you demand that I apologize for the atrocities I committed at that moment of liberation. If I am to be punished, then I wonder if those who imprisoned me should also be blamed?

Defense lawyer: Who is the person who imprisoned you?

Watanabe:8 people who have distorted my character. They were my parents, the three children who bullied me the most, the two elementary school teachers who were indifferent to my bullying, and the one tutor who was a tutor school.

Prosecutor: Why did you start living in an apartment in Osaka?

Watanabe: After committing a crime at Sophia University, I was going to die within the year of that year, but it didn't work out. So I wanted to start a new life in Osaka.

Prosecutor: Do you feel guilty about your mother?

Watanabe: No. Rather, it's revenge on her.

Prosecutor: What do you think is in your life that is incorrigible?

Watanabe: The starting point of all failures was the first grade of elementary school. And then I spent 6 hellish years.

Prosecutor: Maybe you didn't imagine that there are many people in this society who have had a more painful experience than you, but none of them have committed crimes. So what have you sinned for?

Watanabe: I think the bottom line is just my bad luck. There is a superman who can catch the clues. My luck is really bad.

Judge: Do you want to get revenge on the author of "Kuroko's Basketball"?

Watanabe: It's not so much revenge as a revenge, but rather a hatred that I can't vent. So I was looking for someone I could let out my mouth to. After that, the guy who asked me to turn on the hate switch appeared.

Judge: You will also be punished by the law for the crimes committed. What do you do when you return to society after atonement?

Watanabe: I felt a little reluctant to give up on the world, and then I was going to hang myself. I've already chosen a place to hang myself.

===Split line===

To put it simply, prisoners are wastes that can't even do self-determination.