She pressed her hand against his chest, but she couldn't avoid his tight body, and her weak resistance finally turned into shame and frustration, "My chest hurts, you get up quickly!" ”

Her eyes were at a loss, and the two clusters of ice-like cold eyes only faded slightly after a half-sound.

He got up and grabbed her wrist at the same time, grabbed her waist, looked at each other, his eyes were complex and vague, "You go to take a shower and sober up first, and when you come to my room, I will tell you who I am." ”

Seeing that his expression was solemn and not fake, Lin Shiyu nodded.

In the bathroom, she soaked herself from head to toe in the light blue clear water of the color of the ocean, and along with her eyebrows and every floating strand of hair, she fell and sank until she could no longer breathe, and then dived out of the water to catch her breath.

Looking at the room in a trance, half a year ago, since she stopped taking the medicine for nearly ten years, she felt that there would be some hallucinations in her mind, I don't know if it was a real experience or just a nihilistic imagination, such as the bathroom in front of her, she tried to recall, this noble and dreamy feeling like a modern palace, where did she ever see it before?

It took almost an hour in the bathroom, and when I came out with a bath towel on, a clean bathrobe was already in the living room outside the door.

The moment I got dressed, a mutilated shadow suddenly flashed through my mind...... That familiar to the soul, the picture of two teenagers once hugging and kissing each other.

Shaking her head, she felt like she shouldn't have thought about it again.

Gently pushed open the door of Pei Zhan's room, and the moment he raised his legs to enter, the whole person fell into darkness.

All light sources were deliberately blocked in the room, and a little fire flashed on the sofa not far from the dark where it was clear that Pei Zhan was lying there smoking silently.

Once her eyes were used to it, she groped in the dark.

Perhaps, this moment is her only chance to solve all the mysteries.

She sat on the carpet in front of him, even if she was close enough to see his face looking up at the ceiling, unable to see his expression clearly, the boundless darkness made her relax her heartstrings a little and gave her a little courage.

"Who are you?"

He was silent.

"Why?" She abstained and moved on to the next question.

He still didn't answer, and the finger holding the cigarette reached out to the coffee table, silently flicking a piece of cigarette ash.

She didn't understand why she couldn't control her irritability when she saw him for the first time at the airport, so irritated that she would suddenly slap him?

Why did Su Zhongyang come after him when he was waiting for her at the foot of the high-rise building so late?

Why did Lin Yilin Lin appear in his apartment in the middle of the night when Lin Yilin was kidnapped, and not only took out one billion to save people, but also made himself three dishes and one soup?

Why did he start building Qingquan Villa five years ago, and only one woman lived in her two years after it was built?

Why did there be so many coincidences overlapping during this period after returning home, and then she had to accompany him?

Why did he force her to move into Qingquan Villa and live next door to his bedroom, but he never touched her?

Why did he get engaged to her knowing that she didn't love him?

She buried her head in her lap and called out in a slight and painful voice, "Pei Zhan, please answer." "Why? All this, for what exactly?

Silence, endless silence.

The moment the smoke was extinguished, even the only light in the room was gone, and in the darkness he said in a hoarse voice, "Why did you hit me?" ”

The hand in her hair lifted her head, and he turned sideways, his eyes still shining with the cold stars of the night just inches away from her face, with a hint of fatigue after struggle, and a little compassion that she couldn't understand.

He stretched out his long arms to pick her up, and she was rolled over and pressed into the sofa by him, his lips were printed, dark as an infinite abyss, and the heart that jumped out of the restraints of reason sane sank and sank again and again with strangled bloodstains, and she forgot how many years he had been with him, how many years he had waited for her.

The thin and tender lips were damaged by his eagerness and ferocity, and there was a faint sweet taste in his mouth.

He got up suddenly, picked her up, and in three steps, put him on the bed, and pulled the ribbon of her bathrobe, and she wanted to stop him from suddenly grabbing her, and his hand continued for a moment without stopping his original intention.

"Don't." She struggled.

Tightly pressed her body with her long body, "Why?" He asked, taking the bathrobe off her shoulders.

"Pei Zhan-" Her call was gagged in his mouth.

Why don't you know each other even though we meet? Why Is It So Long To Be Away? Why would there be someone else? His gasp in her ears was frenzied, "Why did you crash into me?" ”

She trembled with fear of what might happen next, and tried her best but couldn't push the person on her body, "Pei Zhan, listen to me......"

Before she could express her meaning, he sealed her lips again and devoured her chaotic thoughts, his body was unusually hot, and his voice was hoarse due to suppression, "I can't help but want you ......"

Lin Shiyu's body stiffened, and suddenly gave up struggling, just closed her eyes in resignation, and burst into tears silently, yes, after she said that she was willing, everything she had was his, but when this moment came, why did her heart resist so much? Could it be that subconsciously, he has been waiting for that gentle and jade-like teenager? The fire in Kwai Yuan burned for a day and a night, where was her teenager scattered?

Thinking that there was no way out, he suddenly stopped—in the darkness, he was still panting violently, and he looked at her in the dark with tears streaming down his face, as if he had vaguely seen some questions, restraint, pain, fanaticism, and attachment about the other party in the eyes of the other party.

As the seconds passed, the room was quiet enough to be heard.

He suddenly turned over, lay beside her, stretched out a pair of arms, took her into his arms, and said lightly: "Your secretary is really incompetent, start now." You were fired from me. ”

Under the faint light, seeing her face stunned, I don't know what I was thinking, Pei Zhan didn't say anything more, his eyes were not more than an inch apart, his eyes were slightly gloomy, and he lowered his head and kissed her lips.

His movements had become very gentle, as if there was a soothing emotion that was slowly passed through his lips and teeth. Lin Shiyu curled up in his arms, feeling each other's snorts tangled with each other, and couldn't help but close her eyes - if this person was her teenager......

The two of them had been grinding their ears and temples for a long time, and when they were about to separate, Lin Shiyu raised her hand and gently brushed Pei Zhan's cheek, with a faint flush on her face, and her voice was soft but clear: "You, give me time to get used to it." ”

"Okay, but not too long." Pei Zhan pulled the corners of his mouth with a smile: "It's different now than before, I didn't touch you before, because you were my secretary, and today we are engaged, and you are my woman." The implication is that secretaries and women have different obligations.