【289】I will always hold you
He drank the medicine to get those pictures taken, and it wasn't his fault at all!
Xia Qi only saw Jun Jinyan looking at her in a daze, without saying a word.
"What's wrong?" She said suspiciously, put the soy milk in her hand on the table, then walked up to him, raised her hand, and flicked the slightly messy bangs on his forehead, "Is it a headache?" You drank a lot of wine yesterday......"
Before the words fell, he had already leaned down, his hands had wrapped tightly around her waist, and he buried his head deep in her neck, "Kiki, say, say I'm clean, say I'm not dirty." He muttered, wanting to hear her say something like that again, to prove that his memories of the previous night were true, not his own delusions.
Xia Qi was slightly stunned, thinking of last night, although he did not reject her touch, but his body still stiffened occasionally.
So, is he still minding? Mind what you've been through?!
"You are clean, I am honest, you are not dirty at all, I did not before and will not think you are dirty in the future." As she spoke, she slowly raised her hands and wrapped her arms around his waist with a kind of care.
She's—hugging him!
His body stiffened suddenly, and his hands instinctively pushed her away once more.
However, this time, Xia Qi hugged it very tightly, so that Dejun Jinyan did not push it away at once.
"Excuse me, I'm not one of those people." Xia Qi's hands hugged his waist tighter, and there was almost no gap between the upper bodies of the two, "Don't push me away, I'm holding you, it's actually not scary, isn't it?" ”
He was silent, his stiff body with a slight shiver that might not have been noticeable if she hadn't hugged him so tightly.
It was like an instinctive resistance from his body, resisting this hug.
"We are already husband and wife, I am your wife, and you are my husband, we are one, so don't be afraid of me holding you, because no matter what you are, I will hold you forever, all the time!"
"Husband and wife......" he muttered. Yes, they are already husband and wife, she has made an oath before God, she is already his! "No matter what I am, you're going to hold me?" He sniffed the breath in her hair, and even though his body was still stiff, he was attached to her arms.
The floor is so warm, so tight, as if it wants to melt into his body.
"Hmm." Xia Qi said with certainty, "Because for me, you are you, the Jun Jinyan who has been by my side since I was a child, who has always cared about me and loved me." ”
So he didn't have to mind at all, and he didn't need to be self-loathing. If his self-loathing was afraid of her mind, then she could say it to him a thousand times and ten thousand times, and she didn't mind.
"Sincerely, even if you resist hugging now, I will still hold you every day until you get used to it." She said.
He slowly straightened up, his head down, and stared at the man in front of him steadily, his hands clenched into fists, restraining himself from pushing her away.
"I'll try my best, Kiki." Jun said sincerely. He's going to try to get used to it, and he'll be able to ......
It's just because he loves her so much and is so attached to her hug......
————
Since Xia Qi said that she wanted Jun Jinyan to get used to her hug, she would hug him several times almost every day. And he, every time she hugged him, his body became extremely hard, even if he sometimes had a deep desire for her hug in his eyes, but his body was repulsing.
However, each time, he tried to resist the urge to push her away, and let her hold quietly, like a wooden man.
At least it's progressive, isn't it? Xia Qi comforted herself in her heart, at least, he didn't push her away anymore......
Although now, she knew that Lu Dao had opened his heart knot, but in addition to making him accustomed to her embrace, she didn't know how to open his heart knot.
Obviously, he didn't want to say much about the photo, and she was afraid of touching on things he didn't want to recall, so she didn't continue to ask about the cause and effect of the incident.
The only thing she knew was that he was taking those photos because of the medicine, and in the process, he obviously had some bad memories.
Because of her mother's illness, Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan's honeymoon trip was postponed, and in Xia Qi's opinion, she was in the mood to go on a honeymoon trip at least after her mother's surgery was completed and her body recovered a little.
And when she said this to Jun Jinyan, Jun Jinyan didn't express any objections, but said, "I know that your mother is someone you care about very much, so I will try to learn to care about the person you care about." ”
At this moment, Xia Qi suddenly had a warm feeling in his heart, he no longer wanted to pull her into his world world like before, but began to slowly melt into her world world.
Wrapping her arms around his neck, she kissed him on the lips, "Sincerely, thank you for your willingness to care about the people I care about." She had grown up with him, and it could be said that they were the ones who knew each other best, and she knew how big and difficult his step was.
On the third day after Xia Qi's marriage, Xia's mother was admitted to the best hospital in City B, and Xia Qihong's family, on the grounds of taking care of Xia's mother, also took the opportunity to stay in City B together, and Xia Haodi's fiancée Ke Xiaomin naturally stayed together.
Anyway, in City B, there is a five-star hotel for the Jun family to live in, and you don't have to pay for food and drink, it's like coming on vacation, Ke Xiaomin certainly doesn't plan to go back to City Z so early.
Not to mention...... If she stays in City B, she will have more opportunities to meet Jun Jinyan. Thinking of that indifferent and empty man, but crying in front of everyone, Ke Xiaomin felt that his body was hot.
She even faintly hoped that one day, this man could also cry for herself.
Autism? Xia Qi doesn't mind that the other party has autism, and she Ke Xiaomin can also not mind, as long as Jun Jinyan can ......
Ke Xiaomin was waiting for the day when he would see Jun Jinyan again, but Xia Qi was nervously waiting for the results of her mother's heart test. Due to the relationship between the Jun family, the hospital naturally attached great importance to Xia's mother, and immediately completed all the examinations that Xia's mother should do within two days as soon as possible.
Jun Haixin personally read the inspection report, and at this moment, Xia Qi was waiting for Jun Haixin's conclusion almost with bated breath.