Chapter 97: A Little Hatred

This matter can't be known to too many people, but to be able to deal with the ship, you have to be in charge. Lu Yaoxiang is not qualified to go directly to the master, so he can't convey it all the way, so that the entire sect knows the way.

After thinking about it, she decided to find Bai Zhen. He has been in the black hall for so many years, he must have a way to report things to the master, and he is relatively familiar, and he is always much more reliable than others.

So, she made things as simple as getting them into the transmission note, threw them into the air, turned into a ray of light, and flew into the Cloud Sword Gate.

While waiting for Bai Zhen's reply, Lu Yaoxiang began to open the sleeve technique to find something, and she chose Tengtai's sleeve technique. The person sent by the Void Sect this time, he is the one with the highest cultivation, and the good things should also be here, and the others are all foundation building disciples, there will not be many things that can make people's eyes shine, it is better to leave it to Bai Zhen and them, and let others work and give some benefits.

She was using the Crying Sword to break her sleeves, and Lu Xiaoding sat on the boat and watched Lu Dan, and it took a long time to see that he finally won. But his face was not very good, as if someone owed him a lot of crystal fruits and didn't pay it back.

He flew down and looked at Lu Xiaoding with a somewhat helpless wry smile, "Xiaoding, you're fine, right?" ”

"I'm fine, your face is so ugly, are you injured internally?" Lu Xiaoding asked curiously, judging from the appearance, I didn't see any major injuries, it couldn't be that the spiritual veins were damaged, right?

Lu Dan shook his head, glanced at Lu Yaoxiang, who was actively leaning towards Lu and trying to collect his belongings, then turned around and sat next to Lu Xiaoding, and after being silent for a while, he said, "Xiaoding, do you think I'm a useless person?" I have caused trouble to my teacher, I am not strong and my will is not strong, and I always feel very conflicted and sad to take the lives of others like this. ”

"If that's the case, when I said that I would get you a yard, and then marry a lady and have children to live an ordinary life, why don't you agree? On weekdays, in the sect, you are also very hard in cultivation, and even when we first met, you were reading cultivation books in the bookstore. Do you think it's normal to say this kind of thing now? Lu Xiaoding asked puzzled, she had always thought that Lu Dan was very fond of cultivation and wanted to be a powerful monk.

"I want to be strong, I want revenge." Lu Dan suddenly frowned and said: "Every time I think of the tragic situation when my family was wiped out, I keep reminding myself that I must become stronger and seek revenge on the enemy, so that they can also taste the taste of the destruction of the family." But as long as I am murderous, I will remember that when my mother was dying, she grabbed my hand and told me to escape far away to live a dull life, don't think about revenge, my life is her greatest wish. ”

"I've always felt that if I have the strength to protect myself and the people I want to protect. I don't want to kill anyone but my enemies, and if I kill them, someone will be sad. The resentment will go on and will never stop. ”

Lu Dan covered his face and said in pain: "But now, I don't even want to kill the enemy. ”

"You can be regarded as having received the true transmission of Master's kindness, which means that you have given up your hatred and embarked on the path of fraternity? No wonder you let the evil cultivators go, in your eyes they are also lives, and they can't be killed at will. Lu Xiaoding understood, Lu Dan realized!

"Nope! I'm not that great. If they can't be punished, I'm sorry for my dead relatives and I can't sleep! But if you want me to kill all the chickens and dogs left behind, I think I can't do it, with blood-stained hands, even if I die in the future, I won't have the face to see my mother. Lu Dan was so entangled that he didn't know what to do, and he didn't tell anyone about it on weekdays. Today is the last time I have seen Lu Xiaoding, and it will be difficult to meet after I tell it, so I dare to say it.

Lu Dan didn't think to get an answer here in Xiaoding, this is already unsolvable, and he can only accompany him forever. It's like killing the disciples of the Void Sect now, and then starting to blame yourself, and next time you have to kill people, and then blame yourself until you go crazy.

It's so tangled, he himself feels pain, if only he could have no hatred, just stay in the sect calmly and take care of things. Life must be good without such a thing as an enemy.

Lu Xiaoding blinked, feeling that Lu Dan was really stupid, she pursed her lips and smiled: "It's easy, if you don't want to kill someone, you can destroy his cultivation and snatch his things." Wouldn't it be painful to let him lose everything he cared about? ”

Lu Dan was stunned, wouldn't that be too awkward, destroying all the things that the other party cared about, but keeping the other party's life. Isn't life the most precious, as long as you can live, there is hope?

"What are you suffering so much about now, it's because you have lost your family, your happy life, and your dear family. Lost everything that could make you happy, only a rotten life remained, and I struggled in the world before I met me. You are struggling to survive in suffering, and you are living in secret just to take revenge on your enemies, how painful and tragic it is. Lu Xiaoding's eyes kept staring at him, and he said something that even she didn't quite understand.

She ran her fingers around her hair and said with a smile, "Do you think that death is more painful than these things?" ”

Lu Dan did not hesitate this time, he said resolutely: "No, all this is harder than death, they will haunt you, and even when you fall asleep, you will be awakened by nightmares." Leaving you in pain, confusion, resentment, and perhaps regret. ”

"So what do you have to worry about, don't kill if you don't want to, that's not a good thing anyway. Didn't Master say that we should do good deeds? Sparing someone's life may also be a good thing. Lu Xiaoding's words sounded very reasonable, Lu Dan felt that his eyes suddenly opened up, even if he didn't kill people, he could make the enemy suffer, all this as long as he had strength.

When you have more power than the enemy, you can use a condescending attitude of pity to humiliate him to let him live. But destroying everything about him and leaving him in pain all day long is even better than killing him directly.

"I understand, I know what I'm going to do in the future." Lu Dan finally figured out that he could take revenge on the enemy in a way that did not embarrass him. You don't have to force yourself to kill people anymore, you can also let the clansmen close their eyes under the nine springs, and your mother's last wish can also be fulfilled. Seeing that her son no longer suffers for revenge, she must be at ease.

Lu Yaoxiang was still looking for something valuable, Lu Xiaoding's voice was not small, and the conversation between her and Lu Dan fell into her ears. After hearing Xiao Ding's words, she stopped and looked up at them.

Although this is unintentional, it is extremely cruel. What a desperate thing to use your so-called kindness to make others lose hope of survival, but not let people die. And for Ludan, it is also not a relief, he will always be lost in it for revenge, and life only exists for this.

At this moment, I heard Lu Xiaoding tilt his head again and say, "Lu Dan, then you haven't lived only for revenge all your life." What is hatred? It's really curious to be able to make people remember forever that they won't give up even if they die. ”

"Xiaoding, you are too simple, so there is no hatred. This is a good thing, as long as you stay in the Cloud Sword Gate, you will never have hatred. Lu Dan knew that the most heartless thing was her, not only because of the surrounding environment, but also because of her lack of soul.

She is only happy and sad, at most she is happy and unhappy, she will not love or hate, and she lives casually. Without desire, there is no strong desire to fulfill, and such a life is simple and beautiful.

If she never gets any other soul, then nothing will change until she dies, and the passage of time will not change her character.

Lu Xiaoding smiled: "Lu Dan, then why don't you give up hatred and be as happy as me?" If you indulge in that kind of boring stuff, you can't be happy, so what's the point of living? ”

Lu Dan looked at her dumbly, and had to mutter: "I want to do this too, but unfortunately I can't do it." Only those who have experienced this kind of thing can know the Tao of hatred, and they will never forget it. You don't understand, and you never will. ”

"Really? As if it were funny to hear what you say, can hatred be happy? Lu Xiaoding shook his head and preached half-incomprehensibly.

Whether hatred will bring happiness, Lu Dan doesn't know, maybe it won't be until after revenge, he will know whether he will be happy. The two finally ended a complicated and inexplicable conversation, and Lu Yaoxiang, who couldn't listen to it, finally waited for Bai Zhen.

He came alone, and he didn't bring any elders or heads of the door. Seeing the fallen spirit ship, he was indeed a little surprised, and after taking a good look at Lu Yaoxiang a few times, Bai Zhen said: "Why are you very capable, you actually killed a boatload of people, it seems that if we fight, I may lose to you." ”

Lu Yaoxiang didn't like to hear this, and said it as if he must have beaten himself, so he said coldly: "I don't know who Lu Dao was almost killed by a little demon beast, and he said it so proudly. ”

"Oh, that's it, the old horse just stumbled." Bai Zhen smiled slightly, then avoided the topic, smacked his lips and said: "The Void Faction is our alliance, and it is in the same state, although it seems that it has been a partnership and marriage on the surface, in fact, I secretly hope that the other party will be destroyed quickly." Now our strength is not enough, and if something like this happens, the other party will take the opportunity to make trouble, and your courage is too great. ”

"To the point, now that everyone is dead, what should I do?" Lu Yaoxiang shouted coldly, he only killed four on his side, and the others were all done by the greedy Jindan monk of the Void Sect, and it was impossible to save people.

Bai Zhen told her not to worry, as long as no one from the Void Sect escaped, of course, even if someone fled back, she could not admit it. It's not easy to buckle such a big hat without evidence.

"The above sent me over to confirm, it seems that the spirit ship must be disposed of immediately, so I will report back." Bai Zhen took out a golden transmission note, explained a few words in it, and then sent the note back to the sect. Then he turned his head sideways, looked at Lu Yaoxiang and said with a smile: "Senior Sister Lu think about it first, how to explain it, it is best to have a good reason, but personal grudges are not good." ”

"Senior Brother Bai, don't worry, this is naturally available." Lu Yaoxiang said.