In fact, there is no time for Jinyu to think too much, because the current days are only twenty days away from the time that Cheng Lulu explained. That's right, Jin Yu moved the idea of leaving this dynasty with Cheng Lulu, so she was upset.

What Jinyu has been struggling with these days is not only the question of whether to leave or not. There was another problem that made her unable to make up her mind neatly and leave freely. That is, her relatives in this life, she is really reluctant and unbearable.

In the previous life, she lost her family affection at a very young age, and she was made up for in this life, her parents, brothers, sisters and sisters-in-law were all good to her, and the second brother-in-law of the two brothers-in-law also treated her as her own sister. But what to do?

Look at yourself, now I just want to stay low-key, and those troubles still can't be avoided to come to the door. She's not afraid of trouble, she's just bored.

Jin Yu was ruthless in the end, but decided to leave, if she didn't leave this dynasty, she felt that she couldn't start over. The matter of the Cao family, she already knows the result, and it is actually the same as leaving early or leaving a few years later, because she knows that the result she wants will not change if she wants to achieve her goal.

After making a decision in her heart, Jinyu began to prepare for leaving. Now that you've decided to leave, think about the way you leave. Jinyu thought about cheating to death, finding a cliff and leaving a shoe or something, so that everyone thought that they couldn't think about it because they were stimulated, so they committed suicide by jumping off the cliff.

But if you do this, it will be too cruel to your relatives. There is no way, Jinyu has to think of another idea, she has been playing the Great Compassion Spell recently because of her irritability, others Jinyu doesn't know, anyway, the people in this courtyard must have thought that she had the idea of jumping out of the red dust, so Ping'er is so nervous.

It's best, at least, to leave a memory for the mother. At least let them know that if they are still alive, it means that there is still hope for them, and this is the only way she can do it. She knew that she was unfilial, and she knew that her decision was very bad.

But there is no way, she came here with the memories of her previous life, she accepted the habits of life in this dynasty, but in her heart she did not accept this idea of male superiority and inferiority at all. She really couldn't do it.

Even if she doesn't leave, she will no longer have plans to find another lover, and if she is lonely until she grows old, the relatives who love her will also feel uncomfortable.

When Ping'er entered the house, she happened to see her master sitting in front of the bookcase; "Miss, do you want to practice calligraphy?" She asked, and stepped forward while rolling up her sleeves, ready to help with the ink.

"I'll come by myself, if you have nothing to do, go to the street and buy me some paper, and take a look at the shop by the way, it's time to make winter clothes." The people in the courtyard, each person should pull two sets. Jinyu knew that Ping'er was literate, where would she stay by her side, so she hurriedly branched out.

Ping'er didn't know her master's true intentions, because she was indeed going to prepare winter clothes. In previous years, someone was in charge, but this year, the young lady has to worry about it. Miss started to worry about these things, which was great, so without thinking much about it, she took the money and happily went to find Feng's mother.

Jinyu wrote four letters, one to her parents, one to her eldest sister Fang Jinshu, and one to her second sister Jinmei and the three older brothers. The letter to his parents, thanking them for the grace of childbirth, asking them to take care of their health, saying that no matter where they are, they will wish the second elder good health and long life.

In the letter to his brother and sister, he asked them to take good care of his parents for him. The same thing in several letters was that she told them that she had seen through the red dust and had gone home. She told such a lie, in fact, she didn't want to be so cruel to grieve her relatives.

The difference is that in the letter to Fang Jinshu, he gave an explanation of the arrangements of Feng Ma Ping'er and the four of them. Feng's mother, Fugen and Ping'er's deeds of sale are all in Jinyu's hands, and she has burned them. If they want to stay, they can stay here forever.

If you want to leave, just let them go, and Jin Yu told Jin Shu to use the property she left behind and give each of them two hundred taels of silver. Xizi is not a descendant of the Fang family, and Jinyu also gave the same silver. Jin Yu doesn't care about the eight hundred taels of silver for four people, but for Feng Ma, who can live, it is the capital that can support the elderly.

Originally, Jinyu wanted to explain that Jinshu came forward to be a matchmaker and married Ping'er to Xizi, during this time, she was not blind, of course she could see that Xizi liked Ping'er. Because Jinyu was upset, she didn't have the heart to care. Now, she thought about it but hesitated, her marriage was such a failure, she wasn't sure what Ping'er thought in her heart, whether she was willing to marry someone like Xizi.

In the end, she didn't mention this matter in the letter, only said that she would let Ping'er follow Feng's mother, whether to stay or leave. Because Jinyu knows that if Ping'er goes to the eldest sister's side, it may not be a good place to go. It's better to entrust her to Feng Ma and Fugen.

Although Cheng Lulu mentioned that she could take people with her, Jinyu knew that they were originally people who belonged to this dynasty, so why should she mess with their lives.

When writing the letter, Jinyu cried, she was really too selfish!

Jinyu didn't leave a word for Cao Cheng and Ma Yuxuan, she felt that it was not necessary. After putting the letter away, Jinyu began to organize her things. Yinyu only brought a thousand taels of silver tickets, prepared dozens of taels of silver ingots, and some scattered silver. When I went to the side room, I saw that the things that were piled up were all dowries brought back from the Cao family, and the Cao family generously made up for them with supplies.

Silk and satin, antique jade, famous calligraphy and painting are all good things, Jin Yu opened the box, looked around, did not plan to take anything, and covered the box again. If you want to start over, let's start with a new start that is down-to-earth.

Jin Yu felt that if she returned to modern times, she should be able to support herself, and only then would she be fulfilled. Therefore, she didn't plan to bring any jewelry and antiques back as capital. In the last life, she also made a lot of money, in addition to completing the tasks assigned by the organization, she did not treat herself badly when she ate, drank and had fun.

In this life, she wore it to the prefect's house to be a daughter, and she was still a concubine, and she also wore gold and silver when she was a child, except that everything else was good.

Out of the wing, Jin Yu returned to the study, found the gazetteer, looked through the map inside, found the nearest route from Fulai Town to Qilin Mountain, and memorized the names of the villages and towns to pass through. After calculating the mileage, you really have to hurry, otherwise if you want to get there on time, it is really a good idea.

After the preparation was almost done, Jinyu didn't drag the mud and water, and there was no mother-in-law and mother deliberately beckoning Ping'er and them together to chant something. She was still sitting in front of the piano, and she was still playing the Great Compassion Mantra. Thinking about it, my favorite song in the modern era is "A Laugh in the Sea".

Here, although her piano skills are extraordinary, no matter how hard she plays, what she plays is just the antiquity of a pure instrument. I can't play that kind of unfettered and freewheeling artistic conception. Now she seems to understand why.

In the previous life, her life was bound by the killer organization, although her life in this life was restarted, but because she was too persistent, she wanted to live a life completely different from her previous life, but she didn't know that she was bound again, and it was she who bound her.

If she had woken up earlier, she would not have lost the tragedy of losing her child in this life! Emotional matters, it won't be so frustrating!

Now, she is unwilling to come again, if she still can't find her own real life, then there is nothing to say! Everything, just waiting for nightfall, that is the beginning of her......

Recommend a friend's masterpiece; [bookid=3095902,bookname="Cannon Fodder is Difficult"] Introduction; Huan off the writer dressed as the best cannon fodder female supporting role, I thought that with my understanding of the plot, I could avoid the thunder and stay away from the blood, but I found that the reborn original heroine remembered it better than her......