When the time comes, she won't hold his hand like this anymore, she will hate him, she will hate him for selling his body so indifferently! Cang Yao's heart kept shouting, but his lips were still moving, spitting out words mechanically.

"Before I met my sister, the coach once took me into a room alone, and in that room, he took off all my clothes, stroked my body, and said that he wanted to tell me what happy things were. Although I didn't feel any happiness, I didn't resist and struggle, for me at that time, I didn't care what would happen to my body, but later, I wanted to leave, and the coach didn't allow it, so I moved and almost killed the coach. His voice was so dry that with each word, his heart became more empty, as if a part of his body was losing its ......

Bai Yueran didn't expect Cang Yao to tell her such an answer, back then, when she chose him, her father did say that Yao almost killed one of Baimen's coaches. It's just that the reason for this, my father didn't say, and she didn't ask. After all, in her opinion, it didn't matter whether he killed the coach or not, she was just interested in what he looked like at that time, so she chose him.

"This man came to me and wanted to finish something he hadn't done six years ago." His voice continued, "He said that as long as I did that kind of thing with him, he wouldn't tell Sister Xiao about everything he did to me in the room back then, and I don't want Sister Xiao to know about ......."

My eyes were so hot, it was like something was pouring out...... What is it? It was as if the worst thing in his body was pouring out and appearing in front of her.

Unconsciously, his eyes were shrouded in a layer of mist, and the warm liquid, along his eye sockets, slipped down his cheeks, and constantly splashed on his clothes.

"Enough, don't say it again!" Her voice rang in his ears, and her right hand let go of the left hand that had been holding him.

His left hand fell limply to his side, becoming even colder.

Xiao-sister really hates him like this! That's why I don't want to touch him again!

But the next moment, her fingers were on his cheek, "Haruka, you're crying." Her fingertips gently wiped away his tears.

Once, she hoped that he would become "hearty" and that he would understand joy, anger and sorrow, but when he cried like this in front of her, she had an indescribable heartache.

It shouldn't be like this, what she wants, it's not like this!

The touch of his skin was cold, but his tears were warm. Her hands wiped the tears from his face, and he, stunned, looked at her approaching body in a daze.

Is he crying now? And this warm liquid, which is tears, is his tears.

It turns out that he can cry, it turns out, the feeling of crying, is like this!

"So you agreed to the man's request?" She only felt as if her fingers were soaked in his tears, and they became a little burning. recalled the scene at that time, when she found him, his school uniform was fully open, and the buttons on the school uniform were not torn off, which means that those buttons were untied one by one.

With his skills, unless he wanted to, that man would not have been able to unbutton all of his school uniform!

"Hmm." He said in a low voice.

"Just because I'm afraid I'll find out that something like that happened to you before?" Her brow furrowed, "Would you rather be done that kind of thing by that man than discuss it with me?" It was as if she thought he belonged to her, she was his dependence, but suddenly found that when things really happened, he completely excluded her.

"Because I don't want my little sister to hate me." He slowly raised his hand and pulled the hands she had been wiping away his tears just now, her fingers were slender and white, and his tears were still stained on their fingertips.

He cried, and she wiped her tears for him. Even if he can't stay by her side anymore, he will definitely remember these hands that wiped his tears for him.

He lowered his head, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and gently licked her fingertips, licking out his own tears. Is the salty taste the taste of his tears?

I always heard others say that tears are salty, and it turns out that he, like others, sheds tears that are also salty, so salty that they have a bitter taste.

As if performing some kind of ritual, he licked it intently, like a devout believer, until he had completely licked her ten fingers.

It's just that after licking the tears on her ten fingers, his lips are still close to her fingertips, as if his lips are instinctively attached to her fingers, "Xiao-sister said that she hates people who sell their bodies without a purpose, but back then, I asked the coach to do that kind of thing to me, but there was no purpose." At that time, he never cared about what would happen to his body, so it was natural that he would get such a result, "Now I am no longer qualified to stay by my sister's side." But what would he do every day if he left her? Accustomed to staying by her side, accustomed to doing everything he has to protect her, and watching her every day, he will feel that he is alive.

Wouldn't it be better if he didn't understand feelings like he used to? Will there be no pain, remorse, and discomfort like now?! But if that's the case, he will never know what it's like to like someone, or even fall in love with someone.

Therefore, he does not regret liking Xiao-sister, even if he will fall into hell from now on!

Syllable!

There was a sudden tingling in his cheek, and it took him a few seconds before he realized that it was she who slapped him.

"And what do you think qualifies to stay with me?" She tilted her chin and looked at him steadily, her momentum was so domineering, and her gaze, as if with some kind of condemnation, "Pretty face? Clean body? Or is it a pure and immaculate mind? If you think that's the qualification, then there will be a lot of people who are qualified to stay with me, but—"

She paused for a moment and said in an absolute tone, "What kind of person can stay by my side is not determined by qualifications, but by me!" If I wanted someone, I would want him even if something worse had happened to that person; If I don't want it, no matter how good, how clean, beautiful, and flawless that person is, I still don't want it! ”

At this moment, she is so noble and gorgeous that people take their breath away!

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