Curtenkai lowered his eyes, and there was a hint of loneliness and hatred in his expression.

"As for what to do, I don't want to talk about the grievances of the previous generation. But how I've been doing all these years, no one has ever asked, all I see is his extraordinary deeds, Stanford University, then the army colonel of the special forces, and now the future heir of the Shengjue group. And me? Do they remember who I am? I just wanted to prove myself, I also got into his university, but I never went to school because my grandfather wouldn't allow it. ”

Speaking of this, Ke Tengkai feels that his life is really ridiculous, he has been silently competing with Lu Feifei alone since he was a child, and he wants to surpass Lu Feifei in all aspects, but he has not been able to surpass it until now. He has low self-esteem in his bones, even pathetic, but who caused it? Orchid? Lu Jinlong? Lu Feifei? Or Ke Shaoyan?

In short, he has lived in a hellish environment for more than twenty years, how can he not be psychologically dark?

Curtenkai went on to recount the painful memories that he would never want to talk about again......

"When I was sixteen, I fell in love with a girl named Scarlett." He looked up at Meijia who was standing there, in fact, this was the fundamental reason why he hated Meijia.

Meijia was stunned and shed tears, Scarlett ...... It sounded so similar to her name, but she couldn't guess what had happened to the girl named Scarlett.

"She is as clear and bright as she is, simple and kind, and she will look at me every day and smile, and I will never forget that smile," said Kotenkai. It's a pity, I can't see it anymore, do you know what the road is? Because she's dead. ”

When he recalled that smile just now, his face was warm and emotional, but after saying the word 'death', his expression became terrifying, and his eyes were filled with hatred.

Meijia was also a little surprised, dead? What will die for?

"And the cause of her death is me! Because of my existence! Curtenkai turned, he didn't want Meijia to see his expression at the moment, he hadn't mentioned it once, and now he was uncovering his scars and sprinkling a handful of salt at the same time.

Ke Tengkai could feel his fingertips trembling slightly, and his heart ached as if an old illness had recurred. He said: "That scum tied me up in the air and then, let me ...... Watching Scarlett be forced by him. Violence, and then watching Scarlett be forced by his brothers. Storm, her voice ......"

Speaking of this, he felt like a thorn in his throat, unable to speak, he endured the pain in his throat, and continued: "Her cry is so desperate, her eyes have been looking at me, but I can't do anything but watch her being ruined for five hours......"

Meijia's face was full of no, and she covered her mouth with her hand, how could such a cruel thing happen to her, she always thought that this kind of thing was very far away from her, it was because she was protected by her parents too well, and she had never encountered anything bad.

A tear flowed from Curtenkai's eyes, but he smiled and said, "I've been listening to her cries, from screaming to despair, helpless...... Five hours later, I was back on the ground, but she was lying in a pool of blood, and I stepped on her blood and walked in front of her, and watched her close her eyes, stop breathing, and die. ”

Meijia's whole body was stunned, she could even imagine in her mind how desperate and painful the girl named Scarlett was at that time, how to endure that feeling that life was worse than death?

Ke Tengkai slowly turned around and said to her with a serious expression: "So, I shot that scum in the heart, and he also died." But I still haven't regretted it, and if I had been given another chance, I would have done the same thing, maybe with two more shots. ”

"I hate you so much because you are so similar to her name, and I hate you so much because you are as stupid as she is! Do you understand! I can't be by your side all the time, I'd rather you be selfish and hurt everyone in order to protect yourself! ”

Meijia didn't know what to say or how to react, she just stood there silently with tears in her eyes, her eyes full of lingering horror.

Ke Tengkai walked in front of her and looked down at his nominal 'wife' in front of him: "So, leave me, you are still young, you are only 20 years old, kill the child and find a man who loves you." Filthy I don't deserve to be with you, you're so clean, so clean I can't bear to stain it, I'm too dirty......"

Meijia didn't speak, just watched him shed tears, she never felt that Curten Kay was dirty, never.

"Xia Yanran, she is also dirty compared to you, and our hearts are as dirty, so we are destined to be entangled together. You're different, this world is so dirty, I don't want you to become like me, and I'm not qualified to let you live this life. He raised his right arm, and his blood-stained hand finally caressed Mika's fair cheek, and another tear flowed from his inky eyes.

"Actually, I hate you because I'm afraid you'll be defiled by me, I'm really unworthy! I don't deserve your love, and I don't deserve you to have a baby for me! I'm destined to go to hell, and you deserve to be happy and leave my world, you know? Be sure to leave! If you don't want to die as miserable as Scarlett, get out of here! ”

Meijia couldn't speak, looking at the tears flowing from his eyes, she never knew that it turned out that Ke Tengkai would also shed tears, and it was so heart-wrenching.

He laughed and said, "You can never imagine how I felt when I saw Scarlett lying in a pool of blood without clothes. That scene made me never dare to touch a woman again. You are kind and innocent to others, but you are stupid in my opinion! If you could, I'd rather you hurt everyone to save yourself! My world is too filthy for you to bear, so let's go......"

Meijia, who had been silent for so long, finally spoke, and she said with a confused face: "I like you......"

Ke Tengkai was stunned, but her soft and weak voice was mixed with a bit of firmness, and then, Meijia said again: "I like you, it has never changed." ”

But he still turned around indifferently and said coldly: "Waiting for surgery, it will take a while for the divorce." With that, he left the bedroom.

Of the two women, he will lose one after all, but he chose Meijia. Actually, following him is the beginning of stepping into the fire pit, and he doesn't want this idiot to get hurt anymore, so let's stop it.