【203】Give you time
Maybe what Jun Jinyan said was right, Ye Nanqing cared about her very much, and it was indeed far less profound than his. Ye Nanqing liked her at the beginning, so he dated her. But this kind of liking is not deep enough, it is more about chasing the shadow of someone in the past on her.
In fact, Xia Qi understands that she broke up with Ye Nanqing, in the final analysis, because the love between her and Ye Nanqing is not deep enough. If it was not Jun Jinyan who intervened at the beginning, the person who controlled Mei Xinyi's mistaken identity behind her was not Jun Jinyan, maybe she would not be so angry, she might sigh a little, and she might laugh at it, but she would never have this sense of deception that someone was manipulating everything.
It's as if her freedom, her love, are all controlled by him.
In the living room, quietly, Xia Qi took out the breakfast materials from the refrigerator as usual and made breakfast for two, while Jun Jinyan sat on the sofa in the living room, holding the doll bear tightly with both hands, and looked at Xia Qi who was still busy in the kitchen without blinking.
He likes her for twenty-one years, and this liking, at the beginning, as he gets older, goes deeper and deeper into his blood. If he regrets anything, then he shouldn't have made that ten-year appointment with her, in that case, she may not have the opportunity to meet Ye Nanqing, let alone have the opportunity to associate with Ye Nanqing.
When he received the report about her and looked at the photos of her and Ye Nanqing together on the report, he only felt that he couldn't even breathe.
The smile she showed at Ye Nanqing made him go crazy with jealousy. He was so careless that he even forgot to think that she might fall in love with other men.
When he was in the car, looking out of the car window not far away, Ye Nanqing bent down and raised his hand to stroke her hair, and when she raised her head and said something to Ye Nanqing with a smile, his hands grabbed the steering wheel and used all his strength to restrain Yu Wang, who rushed out of the car.
He is no longer a child, and even if he makes a move openly, it may make her hate him even more, so he will secretly find Ye Nanqing's weaknesses, and he knows that he is looking for someone.
It's just that what surprised him even more was that the person Ye Nanqing was looking for was actually Xia Qi.
He didn't regret doing it, and if he didn't, he might have lost her forever. He was just scared of how she might react, even if, a few hours ago, they had had the closest relationship, even if—she promised him that she wouldn't leave!
When Xia Qi walked to the living room with breakfast, she saw Jun Jinyan curled up slightly, sitting on the sofa, staring at her gaze, as if she had been abandoned by someone, but she longed for the other party's closeness.
Xia Qi bit her lip and put the plate on the table, "Let's have breakfast." She said, or rather lunch. At this point, it's already three poles in the sun.
"Okay." He sat down beside her.
The two of them ate their meal, neither of them spoke, and for a moment, the room was quiet, and the air was filled with a suffocating depression.
After finishing the meal, Xia Qi cleaned up the dishes, then went back to the room, took his bag, and walked towards the entrance.
Jun Jinyan grabbed her and asked uneasily, "Where are you going?" "Are you going to leave him? In an instant, his face turned pale again, and the feeling of being out of breath enveloped his whole body.
"I'm just going to work, it's noon now, and I haven't asked for leave, so I have to go to work." His expression at this moment made her heart feel a pain again. She knew what he was worried about, and gently pressed the back of his hand to the back, and she said, "Also, I promised you that I would not leave." ”
"Won't leave?" His hand still didn't let go of her arm.
Xia Qi nodded. Jun Jinyan's expression eased a little, "Then I'll send you to the company." ”
His eyes were very insistent, and Xia Qi didn't say anything more.
Jun Jinyan drove the car to a place near the company as before, and along the way, Xia Qi's eyes were looking out the window. When the car stopped, Xia Qi reached out to open the car door, Jun Jinyan leaned over abruptly, clasped Xia Qi's jaw, and forced her to look at him.
"Kiki, don't ignore me, don't ignore me!" He said in a low voice, he didn't like this feeling, he didn't like her that she was obviously by his side, but in her eyes, it seemed that there was no such thing as him.
Xia Qi looked at the face close at hand in a daze, and at this moment, her pupils were finally full of him, "I didn't ignore you." She hesitated.
"You have." The cold voice was a little hoarse, "You can scold me, blame me, or do whatever you want me to do, as long as you are willing to look at me and talk to me." ”
After speaking, he pursed his thin lips and looked at her silently, his expression was like an aggrieved accusation.
Xia Qi only felt that her throat was a little dry, and it took a long time before she said, "I just need time to calm down." Excuse me, will you give me some time? ”
She obviously loves him in her heart, and when she sees him injured and restless, she will feel distressed, and she will want to comfort him and care for him, but once she gets close to him, she will think about what he has done, and then she doesn't know how to face him.
His long black eyelashes trembled slightly, and his beautiful, but empty eyes slowly withdrew after staring at her for a moment. His lips were pressed to hers, and he muttered, "Okay, I'll give you time, but Kiki, don't keep me waiting too long, here's ......" He pulled her fingers and pressed them to his heart, "Here, I won't be able to stand it." ”
It hurts, it explodes, it hurts, it ......hurts, it Just because she's ......
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When Xia Qi arrived at the company, a colleague had already told her that this morning, the manager had looked for her many times. Sure enough, she hadn't even put down her bag, and the manager had already walked out of the office, looking like she had finally come, and said, "Xiao Xia, why didn't you come to the company in the morning, and didn't make a phone call to ask for leave?" ”
"I'm sorry." Xia Qi apologized, "I forgot for a while, the manager is in a hurry to find me, is there anything important?" ”
"It's not a hurry, it's just that the night worker on the side of the villa renovation yesterday said that he went to the villa and didn't see you. The company called you, but no one answered, so I wanted to ask what happened. The manager smiled, but there was no reproach in his tone.
"It's a little bit of a personal matter, but it's been resolved." Xia Qi replied.
The manager didn't want to ask Xia Qi any more, and after a few more casual words, he went back to the office.