CHAPTER XXXVII

"On New Year's Day, your grandfather's secretary called me and asked me to send your brother and sister over for a while during the winter vacation. (lxwxw.Com)”

Although Shen Lang pretended not to care about it, when he heard the news, it was as if he had suddenly put in ice cubes dozens of degrees below zero, and the biting cold made him feel cold. But Shen Lang suddenly laughed, "The pie is big enough, what does my mother say?" ”

But before Shen Zui could speak, he saw Shen Lang snap his mouth, "Forget it, I didn't say it, Dad, you don't have to answer, I don't want to know." Dad, what do you say, it depends on the meaning, Dad, you were rejected fiercely, can you know what the reason is. ”

Listening to his son's very flat tone, as well as his psychology that he couldn't feel any changes, Shen Zui even wondered if he was too nervous or that he really didn't take this matter to heart, "I've called a few times, but they were all refused, I know that even if I take you with me, I'm afraid they won't let you in this door." In all fairness, I can't accept this fact, but I have no way to change it, Xiaolang, do you think I'm a wreck, in fact, I've always had this feeling in my heart these days, and Dad has a feeling of being sorry for you. ”

Shen Lang shook his head, "Dad, I don't think it makes the slightest sense for you to blame yourself so much, in my mind, you and I are proud of you, it is not easy for you to support such a big family by yourself, for us You have given up a lot of opportunities over the years, I also see these in my eyes, I understand your father." ”

Shen Zui was speechless at this time, the man was as dead as iron, just because he didn't get to the sad place, and today his son actually enlightened himself as a father, speaking of which his father is really not an ordinary failure.

After thinking about it for a while, Shen Lang still walked to the front of his safe, and he didn't know that he took out a key from that place, twisted it a few times on the password, and then twisted the key, and then heard a very dull sound, the door of the safe slowly opened, Shen Lang took out a small key, opened the inner door, and took out two bank cards from inside.

"What is this?" Shen Zui said with a little angry smile: "Why are you ready to start taking charge of the house, now do you pay me a salary?" ”

"It's better to have it than yourself, at least you don't have to be low on other people's land, it's good to fill the scene, and besides, we are father and son, unlike others who are still so bad, what do you care about you and me." put the two bank cards in his father's hands, "One for 200,000 yuan, one for 500,000 yuan, father, you take it first!" ”

"Huo, Xiaolang, it seems that I really haven't seen through you, I said are you my son or not?"

"If you're not at ease, dad, won't you know if you go for a test?" Shen Lang said jokingly: "If there is really no place to spend, Dad will buy something for my grandparents and come back, it is also the capital city, it seems that this year I can only go back to my hometown with Dad for the New Year, I feel a little lonely!" ”

The father and son chatted in the room for a long, long time, until it was almost dark in the room, and Shen Zui walked out, and Shen Zheng and Shen Nan, who had already been numb, couldn't run if they wanted to, and were caught by Shen Zui.

Looking at the two children who wanted to rush inside, Shen drunk grabbed the two of them, closed the door, and directly dragged the two of them to his room. With a somewhat gloomy expression, he said, "Did you both hear it?" I was going to wait a little longer, but you know. ”

"Dad, why the hell is this? Why did you do this, and threw my brother out alone, I don't understand what the reason is? I'm going to see my brother, my brother must be in a bad mood now, and even our brother and sister feel extremely uncomfortable listening to it, let alone him! Shen Nan broke free, but Shen Zui's hand did not let go.

"Come back." Shen Drunk's voice was also a little hoarse, probably because he smoked too much in the afternoon, "Let Xiao Lang be quiet, don't disturb him now, although he is very calm, but I can feel his inner struggle." ”

"Actually, speaking of which, the most reassuring of the three of you is Xiao Lang's, he is more calm and mature than the two of you, but I don't know what the reason is, he is always very silent, very lonely, and even I can't find any reason for being a father."

Shen Zheng thought for a while, and said thoughtfully: "Dad, could it be because of my mother?" ”

Not only was Shen Zui a little surprised, but even Shen Nan next to him looked at his brother in surprise, and then Shen Zui said: "Probably not, even you don't know your mother's situation, how did he know, and besides, your grandfather and grandmother won't tell him about it." ”

"But." Shen Zheng looked at his sister, gritted his teeth and said: "But I know that he has a photo of his mother, and I also secretly saw him secretly looking at the photo late at night, and pondered for a long time, at that time I said it one-sidedly, but Xiao Lang denied it, Dad and sister, the two of you also know that Xiao Lang's room is generally not allowed to be approached without his permission, and there is one thing, who has the key to his safe!" ”

Shen Nan looked at his brother with resentment over there, and Shen Zheng was also full of indebtedness, if it weren't for this time now, he would definitely keep this a secret in his heart. saw Shen Nan raise his feet high, although Shen Zheng could dodge, but he only turned his head and gritted his teeth fiercely.

"Okay, don't make trouble with the two of you, stay with your brother for the next two days."

Shen Lang sat lonely in the corner of the wall, his two hands were deeply inserted in his hair, and all the feelings in his heart, such as incomprehension, resentment, chagrin, and depression, all of them came to his heart at once, and inadvertently, a few strands of hair fell slowly, and a faint trace of blood slowly remained along the corners of his mouth.

At this moment, although Shen Lang still had a trace of wanting to calm himself down in his mind, but at this time his mind was completely out of control, and after a few years of lonely waiting and expectation, he was directly kicked out when he was about to get to the last layer of window paper, no matter how mature and strong Shen Lang was, he was still just a child's psychology in this aspect after all.

Suddenly, Shen Lang felt that the blood in his body was churning, his head began to be a little trance, and some scenes that were usually hidden in his heart began to flash in front of him. At this time, the sweet potatoes and potatoes that were lying on the ground seemed to feel something, and they slowly straightened their bodies, and then walked to Shen Lang's side, using their heads and claws.

If Shen Lang's master is by his side now, he must understand that the little guy is a little crazy, and his nerves have begun to become a little abnormal, if he is in a hurry, he will definitely be saved, if it is a period of time later, I am afraid that there will really be no power to return to heaven.

At this time, I saw that Shen Lang's left hand seemed to be on fire all of a sudden, and a burst of light flashed strangely, wrapping the entire palm in it, and the light flame turned red to yellow, from yellow to blue, and finally blue and back to red, but with the change of the color of the light, the light was gradually shrinking, and finally the size of a grain of rice remained.

And when Shen Lang changed in his palm, his head suddenly became sober, a little sluggish and a little curious looking at the change in his palm, knowing that the light disappeared at the end, facing the light of the glass body, Shen Lang clearly saw that a red mole was faintly flashing in the position of his palm.

After Shen Lang did it again, thinking about the whole process of the matter, his back couldn't help but be wet with cold sweat, if it wasn't for the abnormal change in his palm, due to the development of his own situation at the time, I am afraid that if he doesn't become a fool, he will become dementia, will that be the result he wants? In that case, what kind of mood would your father, brother and sister like, and what would your grandfather and grandmother be?

Thinking about it, Shen Lang suddenly felt a burst of happiness, and couldn't help but stretch out his palm again, looked at it blankly for a while, and then said to himself: "Sai Weng lost his horse and knew if it was a blessing!" Just because we have such an opportunity today does not mean that we will have such a blessing in the future. Thinking about it, Shen Lang couldn't help but stand up, walked to the side of the bed, opened the window a little crack, and the gentle cool breeze blew, Shen Lang couldn't help but shiver.

At this time, Shen Lang realized that his whole body was basically soaked, but he didn't notice it, thinking of this, Shen Lang hurriedly closed the window. Walked to his chair, opened the drawer and took out a box of unopened cigarettes from it, found a lighter and lit it for himself, and the bitter taste immediately filled the entire mouth, fortunately, it was not the first time he smoked, and he had secretly smoked two cigarettes before.

However, after taking two puffs, Shen Lang found that there was no ashtray in his room at all! And a lot of books and documents in his room, and there are no materials suitable for ashtrays, after thinking about it for a while, Shen Lang pinched the cigarette holder and quietly opened the door, but when he opened the door just now, he saw his father who was already standing at the door, and the door of his brother and sister's room also had a slight light revealed.

Dad also looked at himself with a look of surprise, and said in a voice with love and bitterness: "Why did you smoke cigarettes?" As he spoke, he snatched it up.

Shen Lang scratched his head, "If you feel a little suffocated, you want to come out and find an ashtray, but you never want to be caught by you, Dad." After saying that it was late, he smiled at his father, "Don't worry, Dad, I'm fine, besides, it's not the first time I've smoked it, I used to take two when you weren't paying attention." ”

"You kid!" Shen Zui looked at his son's expression, as well as listening to his voice and tone, he knew that he had survived the most uncomfortable time, although he said that he might need a period of recuperation in his heart, but he knew that he was out of the way, after thinking about it, Shen Zui looked left and right, flicked the ash in the ashtray not far away, and returned the cigarette to Shen Lang, "Smoking this thing a little less at a young age is not good for yourself, your brother and sister." ”

Shen Lang took the ashtray, peeked at the doors of the two rooms showing the slightest light, laughed slightly, and snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray, but casually put the ashtray in his room. "Dad, I'm taking a shower, I've just been stuffy in the house for a while, and I'm all sweating, so you and your brothers and sisters should rest early!" Dad, you haven't had a good rest these days. ”

At this time, Shen Zheng and Shen Nan's room was also opened, both of them were wearing pajamas, smiling and walked over, the four of them hugged tightly, Shen Zheng and Shen Nan felt that all the younger brother was wet, and there was no dry place, and at this time Shen Lang also let go of his arms and walked towards the bathroom with a smile.

Looking at Shen Lang who entered the bathroom, Shen Zheng and Shen Nan stretched out their hands, their hands were wet with sweat, and the two of them looked at their father again, "Why does my brother sweat so much?" It's like you've just been fished out of the water. ”

Shen Zui looked at the direction of the bathroom with a painful face, "Xiao Lang has always vented his feelings alone, and his pain is only known to him, but he is also strong, okay, you can rest too!" After saying that it was late, Shen drunk walked into his room with a lonely face.

The whole night, except for Shen Lang, none of the other three people slept well, and the three of them took turns to get up and run to Shen Lang's door, or even the position in front of the bed, to see if he would have any other accidents, and tonight was also very strange, Shen Lang didn't close his door tightly as before.

At four o'clock in the morning, Shen Lang went to exercise as always, until he walked out of the house, Shen Zui, Shen Zheng and Shen Nan laughed at each other, Shen Zheng and Shen Nan basically couldn't open their eyes at this time, they completely relied on their own feelings to touch their beds, and even forgot to cover the quilt, but fortunately, Shen Zui finally helped them.

After Shen Lang came back in the morning, he made an exception and didn't wake them up as usual.