Chapter 165: You're Not a God
The night was getting darker, and the courtyard was in a dark.
The road left for his daughter's family in the world is always difficult to walk at night, as if there is only one paved in the vast world, and if you don't want to go well, you will hit the south wall.
Zhou Manyun's footsteps resolutely knocked on the stone slab, staring at the little light shining from the Manyin room, and walked forward in a daze. She didn't have any more ideas, only an evil fire smothering in her chest, and she just wanted to be sure and simply burned everything clean.
When he arrived at the bottom of the corridor, Zhou Manyun was stopped by Du Shi holding his arm tightly.
"Mrs. Gao is now in Sister Yin's room."
Just a whisper made Man Yun burst into tears involuntarily, and shouted in a choked voice: "Mother! ”
As early as the relieved expressions of those relatives after hearing that Man Zhen's marriage was decided, Man Yun knew that his idea of revenge was just a mantis arm blocking the car, but now that she was forced to stop by her mother's burning eyes, she felt that she was as painful as a small insect that was trampled by a horse's hooves and the wheels were rolled over.
"Zhou Manyun! Let's go back first! Du Shi whispered.
It's good to have a daughter who is emotionally rich and weak-hearted, but she has to control the emotions that can overwhelm herself at any time.
dragged Man Yun all the way back to Zangxiu Tower, listening to his daughter crying and clarifying what she was thinking, Du Shi sighed and stroked Man Yun's long hair and asked, "Yun'er, do you remember Sister Manhua?" ”
Zhou Manyun nodded vigorously, a little hope flashing in his eyes.
Zhou Manhua, who "died" in Fengjin, avoided Yanzhou because of his grandfather's order. Although he experienced defeat and flight with the Du family, he followed his grandmother Mo Zhi's Manhua. Occasionally, in the letters that circulated privately between the Zhou and Du families, she described a slightly difficult life when she was married and had children, and it seemed vibrant.
"The fifth sister can be the same?"
Du shook his head regretfully. said: "You have to think about the suffering of Sister Hua'er who left her hometown for ten years and did not return, and you have to think that she was a dead person who was given death by your grandmother at that time...... And your fourth aunt still has Manyin herself. They want to recognize Gao Zhou's marriage even more. ”
Previously, Du had been accompanying the Min mother and daughter in the hospital. When the fourth sister-in-law heard that Mrs. Gao was coming, she was angry at first, but the joy she showed after hearing that the Gao family wanted to admit the marriage was obvious.
"He's already hurt her! Do you want to tolerate the adulterer, and then send it to him to harm him for the rest of his life? Man Yun leaned on Du Shi's chest, grabbed his mother's shirt, and asked in a dumb voice.
"If you ...... If this happens to you. You don't have to make a move, my mother will personally cut the person who harmed you with a thousand knives. It's a big deal, even if our mother leaves Huocheng, where can't we live in the north and south of the river? According to what I think, since Manyin encountered this incident, he would wait for two years for things to fade, and then find a man with a big heart to marry. But not only the Zhou family, most of the people in this world have another idea. ”
"When a woman loses her body, she can only help the beast cover up her crime. Is it the right thing to do for a lifetime? ”
"Righteousness, the righteousness that has to be done." , Du Shi hugged his daughter tightly. His face was full of sadness and helplessness, and he said softly: "The world is so harsh to women, if you want to get rid of it." I have to jump out without fear of worldly discussions. You treat Manyin's heart, my mother knows. But the mother estimated that Sister Yin was willing to be wronged. ”
"She's willing?"
"Yes! Before my mother pulled you out of the courtyard, I heard Sister Yin whispering to Mrs. Gao by the door, 'Mother'! ”
Listen to Toshi's words. Zhou Manyun closed his eyes in pain.
It was nearly three watches, and Mrs. Gao left from the Manyin room of the Heyuan, and the Min family sent the prospective mother to the family in a friendly manner, leaving only the old white aunt with snow and frost sitting on the edge of Manyin's bed, holding her granddaughter's slender hand all the time and not daring to relax for a moment.
From the hysteria after waking up, to the silence when the news of the marriage proposal came, to the meekness after Mrs. Gao's visit, Manyin's mood changed many times, but it also showed her tenacity in the face of hardship.
It's just that this bit of resilience that is smooth by the situation is seen in the eyes of the old white aunt, who likes and dislikes it, but feels that her old body is a little tired, as if she is about to die. She thought that her biological granddaughter would have a good home, but she also wished that it was not Man Yun who drew a knife to kill people in the Cultivating Heart Hall, but Man Yin in front of her.
A bowl of black-brown decoction was brought to Manyin, and the old white aunt whispered and said, "Yin'er, drink the medicine and go to sleep!" ”
Zhou Manyin obediently took a sip before blushing and said, "When my granddaughter woke up before, it seems that she had already drunk it once?" This medicine is prescribed by the sixth sister? ”。 At that moment, I woke up from the stimulation of being raped, and the people around me opened their mouths when they drank it, but now that I think about it, it was the fifth aunt Du Shi who gave her the medicine at first.
Thinking that since his own affairs had attracted Du Shi, he naturally couldn't hide it from Man Yun, and even let Man Yun see his ugliness, Man Yin only felt ashamed and wanted to die.
"Yes, Sister Yun'er opened the child avoidance soup, saying that it is a ...... on different markets", the important thing is that Man Yin is young and delicate, so Man Yun suggested using a special prescription.
"Avoiding child soup?" , Zhou Manyin's eyes were half ashamed and half stunned.
Aunt Bai closed her eyes lightly, her face was a little dejected, and she said coldly: "Even if the Gao family should marry you, it will take a few days for the next employment period." If you don't want to worship with a pregnant belly and let people see jokes, you just don't drink it! ”
"Grandma! The granddaughter has no intention of disobedience! A pair of hands took the soup bowl in fear, showing his neck and throat lightly, and a bowl of medicinal soup was all in his stomach.
"Then let's go to sleep first!" , let Manyin rinse her mouth, and Aunt Bai helped her granddaughter to lie down.
The daytime fear did not subside, and Manyin, who closed his eyes and fell asleep, frowned and clenched his teeth from beginning to end.
Aunt Bai sighed, stretched out her hand to help her granddaughter who had slept lightly and tucked the quilt again.
"People are mistaken by wisdom all their lives!" Thinking that she was still stupid and self-conscious in pinching her smart granddaughter since she was a child, the old woman sitting on the edge of the bed couldn't help but bury her head in a handkerchief and cry silently.
has been accompanying Manyin to watch Mrs. Gao's singing, Aunt Bai not only saw that Manyin was willing to be coaxed by Mrs. Gao's specious truths, but also saw her granddaughter's determination to marry into the Gao family.
It's just that at this point, Aunt Bai doesn't want to say anything more. I just wanted to fulfill Manyin's wish, let her enter the Gao family, and sit on the position of wife.
"Fool! Wait until I close my eyes and die. Someone will definitely point to my grave and scold and joke, it was the shameless Bai Zhujun who taught an idiot granddaughter. Men like you to be strong with you. After marriage, I will love you very much, where can I hear such a lie......"
The next day, what seemed to be the same sunlight reappeared in the courtyard.
Looking at the avoidance decoction in front of him, which was said to be drunk again, and then thinking of the news of Manyun's stabbing of Gao Wei, Zhou Manyin, who had recovered some of his spirits, bit his lip and pleaded with Aunt Bai: "Grandma, I want to see the sixth sister." ”
Yesterday, the ugliest scene in his life was watched by Zhou Manyun, and Manyin wanted to tell her cousin something decisively.
Man Yun, who was invited into Manyin's boudoir. Her face was pale with poor sleep, and she looked more like a victim than Zhi Manyin.
The room was full of people, except for the two sisters.
"Doesn't the fifth sister drink medicine? One sticker and three suits, zuihou is the most important! Man Yun looked at her cousin who was staring at her on the bed, pulled the corners of her mouth in embarrassment, and touched the edge of the cold medicine bowl on the table, unable to find anything.
"How long does this medicine work? Will it affect the offspring? Manyin also smiled reluctantly. Asked seriously. In Mrs. Gao's crying last night, she also mentioned that Gao Wei's sudden words and deeds were disordered, and he was somewhat affected by the birth and death of his nephew and the failure of his marriage.
"You're still thinking about giving that damn brute a baby!" , Zhou Manyun's face showed incredible anger.
Last night. When it was confirmed that Manyin had admitted the marriage, she even bowed her head in front of Mrs. Gao and admitted that she had a relationship with Gao Wei, and forcibly turned the rape into fornication. Zhou Manyun stayed awake all night and was heartbroken. I didn't want to be called early in the morning to ask this, which made her even more angry.
"Something wrong with the medicine?". Zhou Man, who was thinking about it, suddenly had a hint of surprise in his eyes.
"Boring!" , Zhou Manyun scolded in a low voice, reached out and picked up the medicine bowl and put it to his lips, took a big sip of it, and then straightened his arm and stretched the bowl in front of Manyin's eyes.
Zhou Manyin, who put down the big stone in his heart, took the medicine bowl and lowered his head and sipped in small sips.
"If that's it, I'm leaving!" , Man Yun was entangled in anger, eager to escape from the room that suffocated her. Mourning misfortune and anger, Zhou Manyin in front of her is even more speechless than her previous life.
"Sixth sister, wait!" , Man Yin, who sat up straight, hurriedly stopped Man Yun.
But when Man Yun stood up, she only looked at Man Yun seriously and stopped talking.
When Manyun wanted to say goodbye again, he heard a soft voice in his ears, "Zhou Manyun!" Are you still a virgin? ”
"What does it matter if I'm a virgin or not?" , Zhou Manyun looked at Xia Manyin's look of finding an alliance and courage, and simply sat down in front of her bed at once, and said in a deep voice: "Are you suspicious that my marriage date is in a hurry, is there some unspeakable reason?" But my business is my business, and the fact that the beast has harmed you and forced you to marry in a hurry cannot be confused at all. ”
"I see!" , A hint of understanding crossed Manyin's heart, she stared at the quilt for a while, and then said astringently: "It's polite to be affectionate, even if you and the Xiao family have a marriage contract before you have a private relationship, as long as you don't lose Yuanzhen, you can take advantage of it and accuse me of being dirty, right?" ”
"It's not the same thing! Zhou Manyin is not the same thing at all. I remember when I was a child, I heard Master say that some tribes in Nanzhao still have wedding gifts, and the lover comes and goes in the middle of the night, and even changes people in a good place, and only when the relationship is stable and gives birth to a child for many years, the wedding will be held. I don't disagree that there is such a woman in this world, if I was born in Nanzhao, I would not be able to say that I would be vulgar. It's just that I was born in the Zhou family in Jiangnan, so I naturally hope to enjoy everything that a bride deserves according to Jiangnan customs, and I can get my husband's love and respect.
If my sister really has a love affair with another man, I will think of a way to help achieve a good thing, as long as there is a lover who can get her wish. But...... But yesterday's events were different, Fifth Sister, you were forced! Gao has completely disregarded your dignity, and he has taken it by force like this, and you still want to marry him, I can't bear it. ”
"That's why you're going to kill him?"
"Yes! If he hadn't been stopped, I would have killed him a long time ago! Man Yun looked down at his hands and smiled bitterly, he was also dizzy yesterday, just thinking about pulling out the mist, and actually taking his life to let the silver bite better.
"I won't! Zhou Manyun, I don't allow it! Zhou Manyin's hands tightly grabbed Manyun's clothes, and said fiercely: "I know that you are more capable than ordinary women, but if I want to marry her, I will not allow you to hurt him again." ”
"Is it interesting to marry such a brute? After marrying him, your life will be even more difficult than it is now. The wife who is not valued can only be put aside as a decoration, and the favored concubine comes to salute the puppet, and he throws the child born by another woman to you like an old mother to serve, and saves the beautiful woman in front of him, or even directly borrows the wedding bed of his wife......"
The future that can be described to Manyin is only a little insult that Manyun suffered in his previous life, and what will happen to Zhou Manyin, who is not in a better situation now, Zhou Manyun can't imagine.
The future that Man Yun said made Zhou Manyin breathe tightly and tightly grasp his neckline, and a pair of tearful beautiful eyes stared at the boss in horror.
Zhou Manyun pursed his lips and continued to persuade in a deep voice: "Zhou Manyin! A man who can use force on a woman is rotten from the root. You can't have delusions in your heart and live the future with him! Fifth sister, long pain is better than short pain, as long as you are willing, I can help you. ”
"Shut up! Zhou Manyun, stop talking, I don't want to listen to your advice, your method. It's my choice to live a good life or a bad one! Zhou Manyun, you are not a god, why do you ask me to decide my future according to your likes and dislikes. I'm not as good as you, born as a five-room concubine, grandpa is biased, what do you want.
No one in this world really cares about me! Back then, in Fengjin, although I was sick and drowsy, I also heard that my grandmother and mother were using me to test the medicine for my younger brother! Test my medicine...... My life is so cheap, but if I don't take my life, I will have no way to live. snatched the hairpin to save his mother, and made a small and low life, so that he was recorded in his mother's name from a maid who was as cheap as grass. But when I reach adulthood, I talk about marriage...... Zhou Manyun, you can get what you want to marry the lover you want, and I can only pick up the ...... you don't want."
"Fifth sister, it's not like this at all! Such an inexplicable self-contempt is just your idea! Zhou Manyun, who was mourning in his heart, hugged Manyin and burst into tears with the same eyes. In his previous life, Man Yun was the same, always looking up humbly at all beings in the world. But the reincarnation of this life has to be released, and a woman who is even more stupid than her has fallen on this side.
Man Yin, who was lying on the bed, covered Furong's delicate face with her scattered black hair, and stretched out her bare hand with a broken palm scar to Man Yun.
"I'm not greedy! I only ask for the position of a wife, no matter who he favors, I can live my life in peace, and I can endure no matter how hard it is. Manyun! Even if you have calculated my future, you are not a god, and you cannot erase my wounds. If you can turn back the clock, I will go to the Huo family's marriage without delusion, but now I just want to marry the Gao family, and I just want you not to hurt him again and make me a widow......"
"It's not that hard to get rid of the scars!" , Knowing that she couldn't convince the obsessed fifth sister, Man Yun only hugged Manyin's body and whispered to Yinzi in her heart.
She is not a god and cannot give Manyin a rebirth like herself. But Man Yun still wants to try his best to "relive" the girl in his arms.
It's just time, she needs a little more time. (To be continued......)