119 Painful Choices
At three o'clock in the sun, Xia Xinqi rubbed her eyes and went downstairs.
After eating and drinking, Xia Xinqi began to plan her life for a day bored, and now she can finally go out for a walk, and if she can't go out, she will be sorry for herself.
"Aunt Zhou, I'm out." Xia Xinqi was like a bird out of the cage, changing into a black ultra-short padded jacket, skinny jeans, and small leather boots, and the whole person was suddenly full of youthful atmosphere.
"I'm with you."
Aunt Zhou said with certainty that what happened last time still made her still have lingering palpitations, and she was 10,000 uneasy to let Xia Xinqi go out alone.
"Okay."
Xia Xinqi did not refuse, because Aunt Zhou was kind, she was more like a mother than her own mother, she did not reject Aunt Zhou's closeness, and even had some attachment.
Soon it was already in the small villa of Zhuang Yazi.
Although Zhuang Yazi's favorite is her own small apartment, but after Zhuang Mengmeng, the home suddenly became lively, and the small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room was no longer enough to live in.
Two-month-old Zhuang Mengmeng looks like a dough, with eyes like black crystals rolling around, looking at this strange world in her own way.
Xia Xinqi couldn't put it down for Mengmeng, but Zhuang Yazi didn't let Xia Xinqi hug Zhuang Mengmeng, because Zhuang Mengmeng was born with an active temperament, maybe she would hurt Xia Xinqi if she was not careful, and Aunt Zhou was also watching from the sidelines.
In short, you can see it, you can touch it, but you can't hold it!
It was definitely torturous to only see and not touch, so Xia Xinqi quickly pouted and left.
Is it necessary to be so worried about just playing with a little guy for a while?
It's better to take a look at Xie Xiaobao, there have been many messy things during this time, I haven't been to see him for a week, and I don't know how it is now.
Passing by the toy store, Xia Xinqi chose two toy cars that had just been put on the market, looking at the brand-new toys, Xia Xinqi couldn't help but sigh, Xiaobao's current situation is not optimistic.
The paired bone marrow could not be found, and Xiaobao's condition deteriorated dramatically......
The mood couldn't help but start to be low, Xiaobao was still young, but the world didn't seem to be able to keep him.
"I've heard that the mood of pregnant women will affect the child, and the baby will be unhappy if you frown so much." Aunt Zhou comforted softly.
Xia Xinqi smiled reluctantly at Aunt Zhou.
It was really hard for her to be happy, especially when she thought that Xie Xiaobao might leave this world soon.
That's cruel for a little kid!
"You've done your best, haven't you? Everyone has his own life, and many things cannot be forced. Aunt Zhou looked out the window and said, the twisted melon is not sweet, she knows better than anyone else.
Xia Xinqi's hand slowly brushed the packaging of the toy, and her heart was still not a taste, not that she didn't care about the little guy in her stomach, but that she couldn't control her mood at all, she was not a virgin, but she would not watch life leave indifferently like a defender.
There is little hope for bone marrow pairing, and Xiaobao has not been entangled by illness day and night, just thinking about it has begun to feel distressed.
When Xia Xinqi arrived at the hospital, Xiaobao just woke up, and the last time he slept was three days, he struggled on the line of life and death several times, and was rescued several times, but he was still weak.
Death is really not far off.
"Sister, I want to go to the playground!"
Xie Xiaobao smiled innocently, because his bloodless face became more like a little angel because of his illness.
Xia Xinqi was slightly stunned, did she have to spend her last life in such pain? She began to feel unbearable, if the ending could not be changed, maybe she should really change her lifestyle.
At least be happier......
Xie Xiaobao leaned on the bed and played with toys, he had a lot of toys, but he still occasionally glanced up at the blue sky.
That's the world he wants.
He hadn't even stepped out of the hospital room since he was sick, he was afraid of death, but he looked forward to the outside world, and looked forward to being as unrestrained as before.
Xia Xinqi's heart rose, and Aunt Zhou couldn't help but have red eyes.
What a well-behaved child, and what a ruthless reality.
"Uncle, I want to take Xiaobao out to play, this hospital still doesn't live."
Xie Cheng looked at Xia Xinqi in disbelief: "Why aren't you hospitalized?" Xiaobao is okay now, maybe... Maybe I'll find the bone marrow tomorrow, and my little treasure won't die, no..."
The more he went to the back, the lower Xie Cheng's voice became.
Because even I began to disbelieve it.
If the matching bone marrow could be found, it would have been found a long time ago, and if Xiaobao could live, then those doctors would not shake their heads helplessly every time they saw Xiaobao.
But just go back like this, do you just watch Xie Xiaobao leave?
"Uncle Xie, you still don't know what the situation is now? Xiaobao's blood type is already scarce, and the difficulty of bone marrow matching can be imagined, not that I want to give up, but that if I continue like this, it can only make Xie Xiaobao miserable. Xia Xinqi raised her head and forced back her tears.
Tears, what's the use of that?
Xie Cheng was silent, Xiaobao was his only child, all hope was on him, how could he be willing to go back and wait for death like this?
But Xia Xinqi's words fell on his heart like a big stone, and he saw the torment of Xiaobao in his eyes, the tears in his eyes when he pricked the needle, and his pale face after each rescue......
It's really painful......
"You can discuss it with the doctor, I hope to make Xiaobao happy in the last time, I think the doctor will definitely be able to give Xiaobao a period of pain-free time."
Xia Xinqi said very sincerely, Xiaobao's expectant eyes just now seemed to be engraved on her heart, leaving indelible traces.
It's just that after that time, the rest is powerless.
After the effect of that medicine is over, even if it is a Daluo Immortal, there is no way.
Xie Cheng turned around slowly, and in just that moment, he seemed to have aged a lot, which was a very painful decision for a father.
But for a father, in the end, he must choose to bear all the pain himself.
Half an hour later, Xie Cheng walked out of the doctor's office with a sad face, at this time Xie Cheng was vulnerable, his steps were staggering, and his eyes were scattered, which made people feel distressed.
The doctor said that there was no way now, even if he found the bone marrow that could be matched, Xie Xiaobao's body could no longer bear such torture.
Either way, the ending is decided......
"I'll go to the playground tomorrow, and I'll ask him if there's any other place he'd like to go to." Xie Cheng said word by word, because every word was a knife in his heart.
Such a decision was too cruel for him......
Xia Xinqi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "I'll pick you up tomorrow, how many days are there?" ”
"Seven days."
Xie Cheng sat on the chair in the corridor, because he no longer had the strength to stand anymore, there were only seven days left, and he could count the seven days on his fingers!