Chapter 214: I'm Not Worthy
"I'm dizzy! Lu Li's idol has also developed too fast, they have all opened their houses, and they don't feel like they will love anymore. ”
"The landlord is funny, how do people care about you, it's a high-level black."
"Black your sister, just your words, what if you turn from pink to black? Hell, it's like I'm rare to stay here. ”
"Sure enough, it's going to show your true face soon, this person is a sunspot, don't believe him."
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Zhou Jiangyu's good mood because of Lu Li's regain of Qingming did not last long, and soon there was a quarrel in the bar, the reason was naturally the report and photos of Apple Entertainment magazine, which made many fans unacceptable, and felt that the image of the idol collapsed in their hearts.
Zhou Jiangyu also had a headache when he saw such a situation, in fact, he felt that it was very normal for idols to have their own private lives, and there was nothing unacceptable. But some fans are like this, they have to take care of everything about their idols, and if they don't satisfy themselves a little, they start to attack the behavior of their idols, even better than Kuroko. I remember that this happened when Lu Li announced his relationship with Mengqi, and now it has appeared again.
And this time, the first to jump out were the group of people who were strongly opposed when Lu Li announced his relationship.
Seeing that there was a lot of noise in the bar, Zhou Jiangyu didn't know how to dissuade the two parties, so he could only publish a post to express his opinion. He must be a firm supporter of Lu Li, and wrote a large paragraph of his reasons for supporting Lu Li in the post.
It's just that such a reason is very reasonable in the eyes of the side that supports Lu Li, but the side that opposes it can't stand it at all. just kept scolding and scolding that he couldn't accept Lu Li's behavior.
And what gave Zhou Jiangyu the most headache was that the side that supported Lu Li attacked the opposing side more fiercely because of his attitude, making the situation worse and worse.
But now. Zhou Jiangyu has nothing to do, he can only hope that like the last time Lu Li announced his relationship, the opposing party will slowly accept it, and the two parties will naturally calm down.
And in such a situation, the preparation for the establishment of the National Fan Club was once again stranded.
This time, Lu Li did not take the MV to Fm TV to broadcast it, but directly released it to his own Weibo. And I didn't write any text, just updated this video on Weibo.
Xu Wenzhu refreshed his Weibo boredly to see if there were any new developments in the people he followed.
Originally, Xu Wenzhu usually played more stickers. But now the idol Lu Li's post bar is chaotic, and Xu Wenzhu doesn't want to get involved, because seeing a lot of words will make her uncomfortable, so why bother to find guilt by herself.
In Xu Wenzhu's view. Celebrities are also people. also has his own emotions, what right do fans have to ask others to ask for this, so for those who strongly oppose Lu Li, Xu Wenzhu feels very boring and unreasonable.
"Well, the idol has updated Weibo?" Xu Wenzhu, who was expressing his opinion in his heart, suddenly saw Lu Li update Weibo, and hurriedly clicked on this Weibo.
"Didn't say anything, just a video." After clicking on this Vibo. Xu Wenzhu found out that Lu Li did not update any text, only a video.
But no matter what video Lu Li posted. Xu Wenzhu didn't have a reason not to watch it, so he clicked on this video and watched it.
At the beginning of the video, there is a scene of several people in a meeting. Among the three people, Xu Wenzhu only knew Lu Li, and the other two didn't know each other, which made Xu Wenzhu very strange What did Lu Li want to say when he posted such a video?
But before Xu Wenzhu could think about it, the picture quickly changed, Lu Li got out of the car, surrounded by fans, holding various signs supporting Lu Li, and many reporters carrying cameras followed Lu Li all the way to shoot. It's like a scene when a big star travels.
But Lu Li waved his hand to a very innocent-looking beauty standing in the crowd of fans, and this girl also responded with a sweet smile. At this time, a pleasant accompaniment sound also began to sound, and the words "I am not worthy" appeared in the video, and the lyrics, composer and director were all Lu Li.
"Is this a new song?" Seeing this, Xu Wenzhu still didn't know what Lu Dao wanted to express in this video, but he was very excited, not long ago he listened to a very nice new song by Lu Li on Qixi Festival, and it didn't take long for him to have a new song to listen to.
It's too crowded on this street
Too many people have secrets
There was fog on the glass that was being hidden
The emotions on your face
In the restoration of that rain
This alley is too crooked to go back to the story
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Soon, the singing began to sound, and the picture also advanced, Xu Wenzhu realized that the girl who was standing in the fan group before was Lu Li's girlfriend, but because Lu Li is a star, this relationship should not be public, it belongs to an underground relationship. Seeing this, Xu Wenzhu also somewhat understood what Lu Li was going to say, I am afraid that it was related to the opening of the house reported by Apple Entertainment Magazine this time, and he couldn't help but look more serious.
Seats in the cinema, separated by a long distance. Lu Li watched the movie with the heroine in the MV, and he couldn't sit next to each other, but deliberately separated a few seats. And the MV heroine also performed very well, and the loneliness in her eyes was vividly reflected.
Seeing this, Xu Wenzhu felt a little sad, is it so difficult to fall in love as a star?
And Lu Li and the MV heroine can only play and frolic in the room when no one is around, but such a time is always short-lived, because Lu Li almost plays in his true colors, playing a big star, even if he goes out to play, he will be recognized, just like this time when he goes out to play.
And when the two are together outside, even if Lu Li wears a mask and disguises, he will still be recognized, and when the fans come around to ask Lu Li for an autograph, the heroine can only leave gloomily, leaving the audience with a back.
And when Lu Li and the heroine were eating in a Western restaurant, they were recognized, and the scene of pulling the heroine to flee from the kitchen of the restaurant in a hurry, and a large group of reporters chasing behind with long guns and short cannons made Xu Wenzhu's heart pinch even more. In the past, he really wanted to see reporters report on the latest news of celebrities, but now Xu Wenzhu suddenly feels that reporters are very annoying, people can't eat well when they fall in love and eat, why are they chasing after others?
When the two finally escaped, sitting in the car, the heroine said "Can we talk about an ordinary love?" This sentence instantly poked Xu Wenzhu's tears, and the tears couldn't help but fall, and Lu Li in the video was silent, obviously he also knew that it was difficult to do this with his identity.
At the end of the video, the heroine left a letter for Lu Li and left alone, and "If you weren't Lu Li, how good would it be......" on the screen.
This video and song are Jay Chou's "I'm Not Worthy". Jay Chou has a long-standing feud with the paparazzi, and there are often some frictions, and even big fights are not uncommon. And Jay Chou also wrote a lot of songs that fiercely scolded the paparazzi.
However, this time Lu Li did not choose a radical song, but chose this somewhat helpless and guilty "I'm Not Worthy".
After watching this video, Xu Wenzhu couldn't cry anymore. Thinking of Lu Li in reality, at least he did a better job than in the video, because he generously disclosed his relationship. But in the video, it was a real underground affair, and the last time they were separated because of the pressure from the outside world, which made Xu Wenzhu know that Mengqi was usually under so much pressure.
Lu Li in this video is more like some stars in the film and television industry, talking about love but never announcing it. Think about the woman behind them, I'm afraid it's the same as the heroine in the video.
Because he was moved by the story of this video from the beginning, Xu Wenzhu didn't listen to the song very carefully, and hurriedly played it again.
It doesn't feel right anymore
I'm trying to make amends
I didn't give some of the feelings that should be considerate
Your pouting wish is humble and compromising
It's me who ignores
You just need to be accompanied
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After listening to it again, Xu Wenzhu realized how suitable this song was with the MV. In the song, Lu Li is deeply implanted with his endless self-blame, and there is a feeling that it is difficult to moan directly. And the sense of shame revealed in the song was appropriately expressed by Lu Li with a low-key ending with each line of singing.
Xu Wenzhu felt that her breathing was very heavy, and Lu Li's talent really amazed her.
In this song, Lu Li did not condemn reporters or paparazzi, but expressed his self-blame for his lover from his own perspective, which is more acceptable than directly scolding the paparazzi who disturb his life, and can get more understanding and sympathy from the audience.
Wiping away her tears, Xu Wenzhu, who didn't plan to participate in the dispute over Lu Li, reposted this video to Lu Liba for the first time, she wanted the opposing side to see Lu Li's difficulty and Mengqi's bitterness.
While Xu Wenzhu watched this video twice, Mengqi also finished watching Lu Li's video on the computer and was moved.
In fact, Mengqi and Lu Li fell in love, and they didn't like the media and the outside world very much, but Lu Li had already embarked on this road, and Mengqi didn't want to affect Lu Li because of herself, so she has been silently enduring this.
She only knew about Lu Dao after watching this video at the moment, it turned out that Lu Li had always known these things, but she didn't say it. Now she also understands why Lu Li wanted to disclose her love affair with her in spite of the pressure from the outside world, I'm afraid that if she doesn't disclose this relationship, she will be in a similar situation to the heroine in the MV now, right?
Will he be like that, if he can't withstand the pressure and chooses to leave Lu Li? Meng Qi felt a little lost.
But after just a short period of confusion, Meng Qi strengthened her idea, no matter what, she had to go to the bottom with Lu Li.
"What's wrong?" Just when Meng Qi was thinking nonsense, Lu Li came to Meng Qi's back and squeezed Meng Qi's hand.
"Nothing, I love you." Meng Qi was held by Lu Li's hand and felt a lot more relieved. No matter what happens, he is able to cope. (To be continued......)