Coming out of Qiu Ruoshui's room and closing the door, Lin Shiyu leaned against the wall, looking at the roof above her head that had fallen off the skin of the wall in a daze.

Mother Tian stood beside her at some point, put her hand on her shoulder, and comforted her softly: "Miss, I know you are very bitter in your heart, but don't complain about Miss Auntie." She is a woman who has a dead husband and a dead daughter, and even her parents, sister and brother are dead, and she is also very bitter, the reason why she has been like this all these years is to avenge herself as soon as possible, in fact, she should ...... I love you too. ”

Lin Shiyu tried hard to force back the hot flashes in her eyes, and lowered her head and smiled bitterly: "Yes, Mother Tian." When it comes to revenge, she never doubts, but when it comes to love, she really wants to cry, and she has been looking forward to it all these years, has she?

Tian's mother sighed a little sadly, and she didn't know how to comfort the girl in front of her who matured prematurely and shouldered the enmity of the two families.

She had no choice but to gently wrap her arms around Lin Shiyu's shoulders and hug her like a mother, Lin Shiyu seemed to be very greedy and buried her head in Tian's mother's arms, and after a long time, she said sullenly: "Mother Tian, how good it would be if you were my own mother." "Yes, at present, her background is a mystery, if possible, she really hopes that she is not the blood of a wealthy family, and it is better that she is just a child of an ordinary family who has been wronged, so that she will not have to live so hard.

Because of this sentence, Tian's mother immediately turned red.

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After two days in North America, he was very busy, and it wasn't until he returned and sat on the long-distance passenger plane that Pei Xuan had time to continue to ask Pei Zhan, "Third brother, I heard that when the bad news of the death of the third sister-in-law reached you, you vomited blood and fell into a coma for a long time, do you believe it?" ”

Xiu fingers hooked the red wine glass, Pei Zhan bent his lips lightly, "Hmm." "In black and white, there are pictures and truths, and the news was given by Lin Xiaoshang, her father who loved her the most at the time, so he couldn't believe it.

During that period...... Anytime I think about it, I feel scared.

When everyone around him told him: she went to heaven! His whole being fell into a state of despair and madness, extremely depressed, resentful, the meaning of life and the courage to live were devastatingly subverted, and the outlook and ideas of life for eighteen years were completely disintegrated, shattered like floating dust, unable to reunite in the long darkness, and the soul of the soul that had broken away from the horrific shell was trapped in the abyss of frenzy.

How many times did he want to die but couldn't. Because his family sent four caretakers, he stayed by his side for twenty hours.

"I was so tormented during that time that I was almost crazy."

Pei Xuan sighed lightly, and the evil eyes flashed with fear...... "I remember that once I didn't see your figure for a whole week, and the fourth child and I were afraid that you had fled back to China or committed suicide." ”

Pei Zhan's eyebrows raised slightly, and his fingertips rubbed the thin mouth of the cup, and after a while, he spoke lightly.

"That time, I hid in the abandoned house in the far corner of my grandfather's manor, which had a cellar, and I locked myself in it every day...... Knowing that there is no soul in this world, but unwilling to give up any opportunity, the thought of her going crazy supports the remaining breath in her body, and she has been self-hypnotizing into a dream that she does not want to wake up, because she is in the dream...... If I hadn't been hiding in the cellar and living on dreams, I would have gone crazy. ”

Because his heart-wrenching thoughts were so strong that he could not control them, he would often run out of the manor in the middle of the night to find a dark wilderness, shouting her name all night long.

At that time, he felt that the merciful God would make the night come a little earlier when he prayed incessantly, and he could not wait to hide himself in the boundless darkness every night, and looked up at the night sky, which was as dark as if he had no light at all! Sometimes, the dark night would give him heavy rain, lightning and thunder, and he would lie in the wilderness of the dark night, feeling the feeling of her lying in the cold underground, as if in the wilderness of a foreign land, wandering her soul, the two looked at each other stupidly, although they could not touch, but they knew that they were thinking of each other bitterly.

Every day it was like this, and during the day he was shut up in the cellar and did not eat, and at night he went out and lay in the wilderness all night, and returned to the cellar of the manor in the early morning.

Pei Xuan's heart froze, "Then what made the third brother suddenly cheer up?" ”

Pei Zhan turned his head to look out the window, the silhouette was deep and faint, and the long eyelashes seemed to tremble uncontrollably, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

Pei Xuan didn't urge, just elegantly sipped the best red wine, and quietly waited for the third brother to solve his doubts.

Pei Zhan mechanically brought the red wine to his lips and spoke after a while, "Sometimes, it is more difficult to live than to die, and at the moment when I heard that she went to heaven, if I was alone, I might have given up my life, but with you and the fourth child, I lost this power and qualification." Because during my treatment, my mother said the most that she had a premonition that she would leave us, and that if something happened to her, we would definitely be sent to my grandfather! Mother once knelt down and begged me: No matter what, I want to protect you and the fourth child. And he didn't want his mother to be sad, so he agreed.

Pei Xuan nodded subconsciously. He remembers very well that when the three brothers were sent to Ireland by their grandfather, his grandfather did not like them, because his grandfather had always suspected that his mother was the product of his grandmother's cuckolding of him! It is said that my grandmother was also very tough back then, and after 20 years of fighting, she directly shouted at her grandfather that none of the two children she gave birth to was my grandfather's species! Grandpa was angry and separated from his grandmother, and on the second day of separation, he found a woman who was enough to compete with his grandmother, the woman was also a high-spirited woman, and her grandfather must build a place exactly the same as Jiangnan Zhouzhuang to marry her, and my grandfather's career focus at that time was in the United Kingdom, so he bought land in Ireland, and it took three years to build a manor that was unique to Jiangnan Zhouzhuang. And that woman also gave birth to Zhou Ziruo when the manor was built, and my grandfather held a feast to marry that woman and his own young daughter born in old age.

Who knew that woman was not a fuel-efficient lamp, not long after getting married, she made the Zhou family into trouble, and it was rumored that she had an adulterous affair with her uncle before marriage, and her mother was so angry that she broke off the father-daughter relationship with her grandfather, and vowed not to communicate again. However, that step-grandmother was also a poor life, and she only harmed the Zhou family for five years, so she left Zhou Ziruo and returned to the west......

Since then, my grandfather has suffered from lovesickness for that woman, and after his temperament faded, he poured all his love into Zhou Ziruo, and almost didn't care about the mother and uncle born to his grandmother.

The deadlock of not communicating with each other was broken when his mother Zhou Fangfei died in a car accident twenty years later - the eighteen-year-old eldest brother, with himself and the fourth child, must have exhausted his strength to survive in a place where laughter was not welcome. It was then that he found that Zhou Ziruo began to spare no effort to help their brother.