[041] Reluctant

Who would have thought that this terrible man would have such a completely different side.

Not daring to linger in the ward, the nurse said a few words and left.

Xia Qi put the food on the small table and watched Jun Jinyan eat.

When he eats, most of the time he is quiet, and his posture is standard, like a sophisticated machine, every step has been set.

If Xia Qi was silent, Jun Jinyan would rarely take the initiative to speak during the meal.

Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan and suddenly felt a little confused. Now he seems quiet and harmless, if you just stay by his side like this and treat him as a friend, it's not impossible.

But the moment he became vicious and violent, what should she do?

Her buffer period, now counted, is not even two months. How will she face him then? Is it really "his" as agreed? Or try to convince him to give up the idea? Or...... Is it to run away from him?

In an instant, many thoughts flashed through Xia Qi's mind.

Jun Jinyan finished eating, put down the dishes and chopsticks, took out a tissue to wipe the corners of his mouth, and suddenly shouted, "Kiki......"

"Huh?" She came to her senses.

"I don't like the way you looked at me." He lifted his finger, his fingertips running thin across her brow, though he longed for her eyes to be the only being, but the kind of gaze she had just had—"It's like you're going to leave me at any moment." ”

Xia Qi was stunned, his gaze, as if he could see through her thoughts, made her look away at a loss, avoiding his gaze, "You think too much, rest well, go to bed early, and be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." She said it was half past nine in the evening.

She packed up her things and was about to leave, but he suddenly grabbed her hand.

She looked back at him in bewilderment.

"Stay, stay with me." He looked at her fixedly, he didn't want her to leave, he wanted her to stay with him! This desire is intense to the extreme at this moment.

Xia Qi's face turned red slightly, "Don't make trouble!" As he spoke, he tried to withdraw his hand.

"I didn't make a fuss." As soon as he exerted his strength, her whole body was immediately pressed by her on the hospital bed, most of his body was covered on top of her, his face was very close to her, and his breath sprayed on her face, with a crisp itching feeling.

"Get up, or I'll be angry!" Her face turned even redder, and this posture reminded her of ten years ago, when he had done the same thing, pressing her to the bed.

But he still pressed her, lips, and kissed the tip of her nose and cheek...... Linger.

"I want you to stay—stay with me." He repeated, his grip tightening tighter and tighter. I always feel that if she lets go, she will leave him, without nostalgia, completely!

"Jun Jinyan!" She angrily called his name, and now she really regretted that she had come to the hospital to see him, "Don't make me hate you." ”

His movements suddenly stopped, and even his body became extremely stiff in an instant, "If I let you go, you will like me?" He stared at her, lips closing and spitting word by word.

She choked, and suddenly didn't know whether she should answer "yes" or "no".

"But Kiki, I don't want to let go." He said to himself, whether she hated or liked it, he was unwilling to let go. "I've only been waiting for ten years, and I can't bear to ......"