"There are songbirds in the garden trees, and the red and green spring go to the forest. Come on,.! Suddenly, there are good poets in their eyes, and it is difficult to find the syntax of arrangement. "The ears are full of birds, the eyes are full of green branches, green and red support each other, and they are different and attractive. The spring water is born, the milk swallow begins to fly, the bees collect flowers and make nectar, and the fish hug the hook to feed.

Fang Monan didn't look at Han Zhaoqi, just quietly looked at this great spring. In the distance, the low mountains can see the peach blossoms swaying in the breeze in the faint breeze, and it seems that you can still smell the sweet fragrance of the peach blossoms, and occasionally one or two green leaves have emerged, and spring has arrived.

And Han Zhaoqi was still a little nervous, afraid that she would ask her lover what was going on on her face? Seeing that she didn't ask anything, she gradually relaxed, lay down on the rocking chair by herself, looked up at the blue sky, and naturally put her hands on the armrests, squeaking and squeaking.

There was silence all around, and the sound of the wind blowing through the branches and the squeak of rocking chairs were sung in harmony, and it seemed quiet and peaceful. Han Zhaoqi's facial expression softened a lot, and he gradually withdrew his heart.

After Wang Ting finished medicating her face, she quietly walked back, sat beside Han Zhaoqi, no one spoke, quietly looking at the birds and flowers, a spring scene, and felt that her mood was a lot more transparent, which made people feel comfortable.

Han Zhaoqi sat up straight, frowning, maybe the atmosphere was too good, maybe it was too long, he said slowly, "I was the first to enter the battlefield in southern Xinjiang, at that time I was in the reconnaissance company deep into the hinterland to carry out the mission, young man, hot-blooded and impulsive, some expectations for everything on the battlefield, and even faintly excited, when I went in, it was very smooth, all the way to avoid obstacles. Several times they brushed shoulders with small units of enemy patrols. When resting, he is always half-asleep and half-awake, and his nerves are tense. Especially at night, the activities of Vietnamese agents and stragglers are very strong, in case they are touched by the enemy. That's it. In a high degree of mental tension. His mouth trembled and he continued, "It was early in the morning, and there was a thin layer of mist. I was hiding in a hollow in a tree, sheltered by weeds outside, because the fog was so great that the Vietnamese agents hit me directly on the muzzle of my gun, all barefoot, and they seemed to want to take advantage of the morning fog to sneak attack. Although before going to war. We're also trained. I was panicked and scared, but I knew I had to let them walk past me. ”

His hands kept shaking, and Wang Ting hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed his hand tightly, rubbing it constantly. She had never heard her husband say anything about the battlefield. This is the first time I have heard him mention it, and I didn't expect such a big reaction. She raised her eyes to look at Fang Monan, only to see her shaking her head at her, signaling her not to speak.

Han Zhaoqi seemed to be stuck in his own memories, his eyes were dark and there was no focus, he shook off Wang Ting's hand and compared the posture of the machine gun, "I close my eyes." Da Da ...... One pass of strafing. The bullets were gone, and I was still pulling the trigger hard. Even my comrade-in-arms came, and my mind was very confused, and I only thought about killing him, killing him. I was so scared that I tried to fight him with my saber, and I almost hurt my own people. ”

"Smack...... Han Zhaoqi gave himself an ear scraper. In the end, it was the company commander who slapped me hard and I came to my senses. ”

Wang Ting covered her mouth in fear, afraid that she would cry, but the tears couldn't stop flowing down.

Han Zhaoqi touched his tall and swollen half of his cheeks, and his eyes returned to clarity, "There are four corpses of Vietnamese soldiers lying under my feet, and I am shooting all 30 bullets from a magazine at once, those four people were made into a sieve, one was fatally hit in the chest, a big hole in the back, and the other three people were unfortunately shot in the brain and face, the forehead went in and out of the back of the head, and the huge impact pulled off the small half of the head, and the red on the ground was blood and the white was brain. ”

"Wow...... I threw up right then. Han Zhaoqi yelled, "I haven't even killed a chicken at home, I killed someone, I killed someone." ”

"My comrades-in-arms comforted me, and they said, 'Okay! You kid, kill four of them as soon as you come up! How could such a good opportunity to show your face be called to the stall? ’

'Killing someone on the battlefield is a fart, just endure it and it will pass. ’

The company commander comforted me, 'Either you die or I die on the battlefield, otherwise you will be glorious, just get used to it.' ’”

"Yes! Just get used to it. Just get used to it. Han Zhaoqi said mechanically. Gradually, I killed more and more people, and I saw more than 100 corpses of the enemy lying on the ground, and the air was filled with the smell of gunpowder smoke and blood, and I lost my senses.

He saw his comrade hit in the face by a bullet that passed through the back of his head. Another member of the team was forced to pull the glorious bullet hanging from his chest during the struggle with the enemy, and each of them had one of them, and swore to die not to be captured.

Watching our comrades fall, we realized that we would also die, and we hugged the mutilated bodies of our fallen comrades and wept bitterly. Although we were prepared to accept the sacrifice in those days, we ...... But at this time, I really saw the body of my comrade-in-arms who had begun to turn cold. It is a pity that we cannot bring them back to our country and bury them on the soil of our homeland. It is not even possible to cremate the remains of comrades-in-arms and bring back the ashes. We conscientiously buried the bodies of the martyrs, found a direction facing the motherland, buried our comrades-in-arms, and shoveled down the soil one by one, gradually covering the young and pale faces of the martyrs, and they rested in peace. Resting in a foreign land, they seemed to just fall asleep, sleeping peacefully and peacefully, and finally becoming one with the lush bamboo forest. They will never see their mother again, and their mother will never see them again. Tears were streaming down his face. Ah......" heartbreaking, mournful and desolate roar resounded.

Fang Menan saw that someone wanted to get closer, so she hurriedly waved her hand to prevent them from coming in and disturbing her. Han Zhaoqi choked and said, "I don't want to die, I don't want to see my mother again, I don't want to die, I can only kill!" Kill! His face contorted, and he cried out through gritted teeth, "Kill! With murderous eyes in his eyes, he jumped up from the rocking chair.

Seeing this, Fang Monan went down with a hand knife, supported his falling body, and put it on the rocking chair.

"He's okay!" Wang Ting asked worriedly.

"It's okay! He was too tired, let him sleep for a while. Fang Monan shouted outside the courtyard, "If you don't come over to help, carry people in." ”

"Hmmm! Good! Li Qingjie and Li Daniu stepped forward quickly, and the two carried both sides of the rocking chair and carried the person into the house. Fang Menan followed him and said, "Go to the guest room and let him sleep for a while." ”

The two big men worked together to lift Han Zhaoqi to the bed, Wang Ting took off his shoes, put his legs on the bed, and covered the quilt again.

Fang Monan took advantage of the three of them not paying attention, turned over and took out a soothing incense stick and lit it. "This is a soothing sleeper."

Wang Ting looked at the clean and spacious guest rooms, looked at herself, and said embarrassedly, "I will wash the sheets and quilt covers." ”

"Let's not talk about this yet, let's go out and talk." The four mermaids burst out and sat down in the living room.

Fang Monan got up and went to the kitchen, brought three cups of tea, and put them in front of them one by one.

Li Qingjie and Wang Ting took a big sip of the teacup in their hands, and took a few deep breaths before Li Qingjie calmed down, "Sister-in-law, is Lao Han usually like this?" ”

Wang Ting took another sip of water, her eyes were misty, as if she was recalling, "I didn't find out when I first got married, he was always silent, he looked like an honest man, he hid everything in his heart, and then he didn't know what was going on, and he was furious when he was a little unsatisfactory, first he still had things at home, and then he punched and kicked me." When he was sober, he made a hard reparation, so let me forgive him. In order to give the child a complete home, I endured. Later, he felt that he could not control himself, so he asked me to tie him up, but this time, he chopped up the family dog. She shuddered as if remembering the horrible scene, "I'm afraid he'll hurt our son." She sniffed, "We also went to the hospital to check, and the doctor said that he was not sick, but he was just depressed, and it was estimated that his work was not going well." ”

Fang Mo Nan rubbed his chin and asked, "Irritable and irritable." Is he doing the same at work? He is a public security officer, how is the relationship between colleagues. ”

"He's a lone ranger in the unit, a loner." Wang Ting then said.

"And how does he treat the prisoners?" Fang Menan asked again.

Wang Ting frowned, "I don't ...... Treat the prisoners, ah! I do remember that he was always murderous with his prisoners, and on several occasions he almost killed them. She paused, "He has received a lot of criticism for this, and his promotion has always been delayed because of his fiery temper." Later, he was afraid that something similar would happen to him, and because of his good brain, his superiors only asked him to analyze the case and no longer participate in the arrest. ”

Fang Menan asked again, "What is his level of education?" ”

"Oh! Joined the military after graduating from high school. Wang Ting looked at her and didn't know why, but she replied honestly. Dr. Fang, what's wrong with my lover? ”

"That's right! Doctor Fang, the last time I went to see Lao Han, he was quite a normal person! Li Qingjie also asked eagerly, "Doctor Fang, what's wrong with Old Han!" How could he beat his sister-in-law! ”

Fang Monan sat up straight and said lightly and coldly, "War has changed many people who have participated in it, it is war that makes people strong or sinking, maybe at the beginning it was blood and passion that supported them, but later it was death and blood that numbed them. He paused and continued, "Although the lives of veterans who have returned from the battlefield in southern Xinjiang have returned to peace, their experience is as if they are always on the battlefield every day, constantly flashing pictures of war, dead comrades, scenes of killing, gunfire and shouting, and so on. Sleep disorders, very unstable moods, no sense of joy in life, living every day with memories of the past, and it is fragmentary, fragmentary. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )

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