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Lin Xingyan was sick.

He has been ill since escaping from Huanyue Xuan that night.

With a high fever, the whole person was dazed, and he kept babbling in his sleep.

The imperial doctor came to see it, and said that he was overly frightened, and prescribed a lot of calming medicines, but after drinking the medicines, it was not good.

The doctors were helpless, saying that it was a heart disease, and that they had to find the root cause of Concubine Li's fright in order to prescribe the right medicine.

But Lin Xingyan was so confused that she asked her personal palace maid and couldn't answer why, this disease can only be consumed like this, and the imperial doctor even said that if it doesn't get better within a week, it will be necessary to prepare for the future.

The emperor came to see her once, and when he saw that she was asleep, he didn't stay long, and when he heard the words of the imperial doctor, he thought about it, after all, he was a concubine who had been pampered, and he was not too ruthless, so he planned to see her most ruthlessly.

It's just that after three or five days, her whole body has lost a lot of weight, and she is holding her knees and shrinking at the head of the bed, her cheeks are sunken, her eyes are empty, and the whole person seems to be in a state of confusion.

"Your Majesty!" The voice of the personal palace maid Yushu recalled a little of her senses, her body trembled, and then she turned her eyes to look at the emperor a little bit.

She used to have a pair of charming eyes, but she had been sick for four or five days, and her eyes had long lost their former sparkle, and they were dull and empty, and they looked strange and scary.

The emperor frowned, looked away and asked Yushu, who was kneeling on the ground, "When did Niangniang wake up?" ”

It was said that she was dying, and she had woken up, could it be that she was back to the light?

Thinking so, Yushu had already replied quickly and concisely: "If you go back to the emperor, Niangniang Shenzheng will wake up, but she can't speak, and the slave maid shouldn't call her, the slave and maid want to feed her medicine, and the maid will hide in the corner of the bed." kept shouting don't kill me, don't kill me, the slave comforted her for a while, the mother calmed down, and kept the way she is now, saying that she would wait for the emperor to come ......"

Don't kill me?

The emperor suppressed the surprise in his heart and moved his gaze back to Lin Xingyan.

Lin Xingyan seemed to have returned to normal, smiled at him slightly, and shouted softly: "Your Majesty ......" looked quite pitiful.

After all, it was a concubine who was once loved in every way, and the emperor felt a little pity, thinking that it was not really a return to the light. It's better to be kind to her and let her go with peace of mind!

The emperor walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, beckoning to her very gently, "It's okay, come to me, I won't let people hurt you." ”

Lin Xingyan moved, a smile appeared on his lips, and he obediently moved to the emperor's side, but there was endless indifference and resentment hidden in his lowered eyes.

These days, as soon as she closes her eyes. I can always think of the cold and bloodthirsty appearance of Prince Fengqing.

He really wanted to kill her, no joke.

The sweetheart she thought about day and night was going to kill her, just because she heard a secret that was not true at all, and he could even be so cold-blooded and ruthless even after knowing her affection for him. This made her feel that her affection was an out-and-out joke!

She hated him, hated, hated.

What elopement. What is she going to leave the palace, and what is she doing when she is out of the palace? After abandoning glory and wealth, will you be abandoned by your sweetheart?

She's not stupid enough yet!

It's enough to be stupid once, dead heart. No more delusions!

Even after going through the ghost gate once, what else would she be afraid of!

In the past few days, except for Yushu who sincerely takes care of her, no one else really cares about her!

Doctor, that's just doing what you are told.

Husband...... No, no, it's the emperor, he has his country, he has his beauty, she is just one of the many concubines in his palace, even if she is favored in life, what is it when she dies? He was afraid that he would be stingy to give even a tear.

Ally? She's just a puppet, and it's a pity that no one can manipulate her so easily anymore, so how can she be sad?

In the past four or five days, she has seen through and understood, this person can only plan for himself and think about himself, otherwise who do you expect to love yourself more than you?

Even if it's your parents......

No, since she entered the palace, she has no family.

The father no longer recognized her as a daughter.

Her aunt treated her as an enemy.

Her grandmother never looked at her in the eye, and even helped her aunt deal with her.

The sister in the family, one has hated her since she was a child, sneering at her, mean and domineering.

One, on the surface, pretends to be innocent, pure and kind, but in his heart he viciously wants to help others kill her.

Only her aunt, her dearest aunt...... It's to treat her sincerely.

But my aunt was killed by my grandmother.

When she was sick, she dreamed that her aunt was crying to her, and her aunt told her not to die, and her aunt wanted her to live well and live beautifully.

My aunt said that if she wanted her to live more beautifully than anyone in the Lin family, she wanted her to ...... Avenge her.

She survived.

She understands that only by living can she take revenge, and even if all thoughts are lost, she can't have the thought of dying.

"Your Majesty, the concubine wants to tell you a secret ......"

Concubine Wan, I'm sorry.

"Fengqing Gongzi wants to kill me and kill my mouth......"

Feng Qing, you shouldn't have moved the killing intent, but you couldn't stick to the end.

"Because, I bumped into the ugly thing about him and Concubine Wan......"

It's not a son, is it? Naturally, I have other ways to make you pay.

"If the emperor doesn't believe it, he can find a reason to imprison Prince Fengqing, and then see if Concubine Wan, who seems to have no intersection with him, will get out of control and plead."

Lin Xingyan finished saying these words expressionlessly, and smiled lightly at the emperor's shocked and stunned look.

Your Majesty, you haven't loved me, you're sorry for me, and I want you to be in pain.

Your beloved woman, I want you to destroy with your own hands.

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"Mother!" At this time, far away in the Jian'an Hou Mansion in Badeng Lane, Lin Zhaoyan woke up from a nightmare, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

Man Shuang listened to the movement and entered the house, and while touching the fire fold to light the lamp, he asked, "Girl, what's wrong with you?" Had a nightmare, didn't you? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the slave is here to accompany you. ”

As he spoke, the lamp and candle had been lit, and the originally dim room instantly lit up, and in the light and shadow, Man Shuang saw Lin Zhaoyan's pale face and frightened expression clearly.

She walked over distressedly, patted Lin Zhaoyan's back and said softly in relief, "It's okay, it's okay, it's just a nightmare, it's good to wake up, it's good to wake up." ”

Seeing the girl's fragile and helpless appearance, Man Shuang suddenly realized that she was only a fifteen-year-old child, and she would only officially meet tomorrow, she had always thought that the girl had grown up and could do anything, and now, the girl who was awakened by the nightmare had regained the timidity and innocence that a fifteen-year-old girl should have.

It's a little distressing!

"Mother......" Lin Zhaoyan looked at Man Shuang in a daze, and only after half a sound did he speak in a hoarse voice, probably in shock, and his voice was a little trembling.

Man Shuang was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, it turned out that he missed his wife.

Silly girl, obviously she forced the lady and the master to leave, and she didn't even allow them to participate in the ceremony, now is this regretting?

"Madame and Master only set off yesterday, and they should not have gone far yet, does the girl want to see them?"

"No, it's not." Lin Zhaoyan shook his head, then grabbed Man Shuang's hand tightly, and said eagerly: "Is there still no news from Xuanwen?" About Fengqing Gongzi! ”

She shouted that her mother was not Liu, and she finally used the hand of Mrs. Lin to persuade Liu and Lin Chen to leave Shengjing first, and a big stone in her heart had already fallen, how could she have a nightmare.

She dreamed of Concubine Wan.

I dreamed that she hit her headfirst on the pillar of the Taiji Hall and fell in a pool of blood.

She couldn't save it if she wanted to.

She was scared.

Fear of nightmares coming true.

Feng Qing Gongzi has not heard from her for a week, and since her letter was sent, she has not received a response.

She sent Xuanwen to investigate, but she couldn't find anything.

This has never been the case before.

Feng Qing Gongzi will generally reply the next day after receiving the letter, and at the worst, he will definitely send her a message within two or three days to make her feel at ease.

There has never been such a long time without contact.

Lin Zhaoyan held Manshuang's hand and couldn't stop trembling.

Man Shuang was also frightened by Lin Zhaoyan's reaction, and was stunned for a while before stammering: "No, no...... Manhua didn't say anything. ”

Lin Zhaoyan closed his eyes, and his heart became more and more flustered and helpless.

"Lin Zhaoyan, don't be afraid, just go your own way, you have done enough, if the situation is irreparable, then there is nothing you can do, you must not mess up because of this matter."

There was a voice in my head that kept echoing.

Lin Zhaoyan knew who Lu Dao was, and he also understood what she said, but he was uncontrollably afraid in his heart.

What if Concubine Wan and Fengqing Gongzi really had an accident?

She didn't do it, accepted the fact calmly, and then left in style.

"There's no way you can worry about it, at least you can't do anything now, instead of thinking about it, it's better to sleep well, cheer up and think again." The voice was so reassuring again.

Lin Zhaoyan understood what she was thinking, she had said that she would leave early on, but the premise was that she could leave with peace of mind after her safety was confirmed, if something happened to this body because of her nosy, she would not be able to forgive her.

occupies other people's bodies, and it is natural to live well for others.

Lin Zhaoyan took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled it, and finally regained his composure, "Okay, Manshuang, you can go out, I'm fine." ”

Man Shuanghu glanced at her suspiciously, but he didn't dare to question it, and only said, "Then the slave and maid turn on the light, so that the girl won't be too afraid." ”

Lin Zhaoyan nodded, and watched Man Shuang get out of the house before lying down again.

As a result, of course, she couldn't sleep, as soon as she closed her eyes, she would remember the appearance of Concubine Wan lying in a pool of blood, so she had to open her eyes and look at the blue curtain above her head, and try to empty her mind as much as possible, until dawn.

(To be continued......)