Zhen Xuan slowly walked towards the courtyard where Zhen Lin lived.

There is no change from before, but the little maid who was guarding the door was extraordinarily blessed, and she blessed her body with the rules, and picked a curtain to invite Zhen Xuan in.

Zhen Lin sat on the soft couch, and her brother sat in her arms, listening carefully to her mother reciting the three-character scripture.

"Enlightened so early?" Zhen Xuan asked with a smile.

Zhen Lin raised his head when he heard the voice, and also smiled: "Idle is idle, I'll read it first, he can listen to a few words, even if it's a few words, and the rest is not in a hurry." After that, he handed over his brother to the nurse and asked Zhen Xuan to sit down.

Zhen Lin hurriedly came back from the capital, without anyone with her, Zhen Xuan glanced at the maids waiting in the house, and only recognized Hua Ji.

"What about the flower dew...... A thought flashed in her heart, and Zhen Xuan muttered.

Zhen Lin's eyes darkened, her smile was shallow, and there was a hint of bitterness, and she shook her head.

Zhen Xuan was stunned, what else did she not understand, and she was speechless for a while.

At that moment, in order to let Zhen Lin and her brother leave the Seven Princes' Mansion without being noticed, and buy more time, Hualu chose to stay. She's still there, giving others the illusion that it's business as usual.

When the time is urgent, if you don't have time to say something goodbye, you will be separated forever.

Hualu has been with Zhen Lin for so many years, Zhen Lin was heartbroken at that time, and Zhen Xuan knew it when she thought about it.

Hua Ji turned her back and quietly wiped her tears, Zhen Lin raised her chin and asked everyone in the room to withdraw, leaving only the two sisters.

Zhen Lin tugged at the corners of her lips, her eyes shining: "At least, we came back smoothly and didn't disappoint her." ”

Raising his hand to hold Zhen Lin's hand, Zhen Xuan squeezed out a smile. Said: "Fourth sister." Let's look ahead. ”

Listened to too much thanks. I saw too many tears, lived in fear in thoughts and concerns, and supported myself with the last bit of hope, but I didn't know which day I wouldn't be able to hold on.

Human.

But at this moment, they can only continue to look ahead.

The two sisters were silent and sat quietly for a long time before they calmed each other's minds.

When she was about to leave, Zhen Xuan smiled and said to Zhen Lin: "I thought that I met the fourth sister this time." I'm going to cry. ”

When Zhen Lin heard this, her eyebrows stretched, and she also smiled: "I think so too." ”

Outside Qing'an Hall, a carriage was parked.

Zhen Xuan asked, only to know that it was Mrs. Jiang who came to talk to Mrs. Li.

When she entered the courtyard, she saw a man standing at the door of her former boudoir, leaning against a red-painted pillar, motionless, until he heard footsteps, and then he slowly turned his head.

It's Zhenjing.

Even if there is a pimple in the heart. The two of them didn't tear their faces, and Zhen Xuan walked a few steps over. called: "Ninth sister." ”

Zhen Jue tilted his head, and only answered coldly after half a sound.

This was beyond Zhen Xuan's expectations, from childhood to adulthood, no matter when, Zhen Xuan was always smiling at people. Zhen Jue's appearance is not good-looking, but a pair of eyes are like crescent moon when she laughs, which is very pleasing.

And now, Zhen Jue is not smiling.

Between him and Zhen Xuan, there is actually nothing to say, since the other party has such a posture, Zhen Xuan has done his best, and he is not willing to stay longer, so he turns around and leaves.

Zhen Jue only spoke at this time, and her tone was calm: "I was thinking about what happened when I was a child just now. When we first came back to Yongzhou, we lived together. Seventh sister, don't you have anything to say to me? ”

Say what? Those ugly past events are sealed in the bottom of my heart, whether I suffer a loss or be fooled, it is not something that should be put on the table in this family.

Zhen Xuan turned his head and said with a smile: "Yes, I have lived together for a few months." ”

Zhen Xuan frowned, although Zhen Xuan's avoidance was reasonable, but it still made her feel very uncomfortable, she took a deep breath and said: "It's me who forgot, the past is the past, the seventh sister used to have no contact with the third sister, and in the end she shook hands and made peace." Such a big thing can be swallowed, not to mention other small fights, the seventh sister will definitely not take it to heart. ”

Everyone knows that Zhen Xuan went to find Zhen Ying, and after that, Zhen Ying's life took a turn for the better, and many people knew that when Zhen Ying was pregnant and gave birth, the most powerful Chen Mama went directly to Xia Mansion to report the news, in the eyes of others, the two sisters let go of their hearts, but Zhen Xuan herself knew that the relationship between her and Zhen Ying was not so simple and could be explained.

There is no need to explain it to Zhenjiao.

"For example?" Zhen Xuan raised her eyebrows and asked Zhen Xuan.

Zhen Jue was stunned for a moment, slowly walked to the middle of the courtyard, and squinted at the sky: "It's a really good day today, it's a good day to expose things." ”

There are words in the words, Zhen Xuan is not stupid, why can't he hear it: "I see." ”

It turned out that from that time, Zhen Jue had doubts in her heart, it was such an unbelievable thing, but she believed it.

That year, when Zhen Ying and Zhen Xuan returned to Qing'an Hall from Qingrong Hall, Tao Aya was drying things, and there were many hand-embroidered handkerchiefs of Xiao Zhen Xuan, and Zhen Xuan stood aside and looked at it for a long time.

With just that one negligence, Zhen Xuan sensed that something was wrong, and even though Zhen Xuan later tried to imitate Xiao Zhenxuan's stitches, there were still clues.

Until one day, Zhen Jue unexpectedly saw some things left by Mo Yan in Qingfu Hall, and the shock and fear at that moment she has not forgotten until now, she has seen a lot of different aspirations and dream words, and it took a long time to gradually accept it, and even look forward to it curiously.

didn't tell anyone, once she said it, she would be regarded as a madman, Zhen Jue didn't ask Zhen Xuan for verification, just asked, will Zhen Xuan admit it?

At this moment, Zhen Jue dared to ask: "I just want to know what to do to have such an opportunity." A chance to do it all over again. ”

Origin is not something she can choose, and she doesn't want such an embarrassing and embarrassing background, her existence itself is evidence of her father's youth and absurdity, a scandal in the family, and she can't hold her head up even more than a concubine sister like Zhenhuan.

From childhood to adulthood, in addition to trying to please people, Zhen Jue couldn't think of any other way, she bothered to serve Mrs. Jiang, and won her pity and love, but she was still a thorn in Zhang's side, and her grandmother helped her in small things, and she has always followed Zhang's in big things.

She is too inconspicuous, and in order to make the elders notice her and make the subordinates think that she is easy to get along with, Zhen Jue must do a lot of things.

At first, the sixteenth old man accidentally caused the branch to break the sleeve of his coat, and Zhen Jue personally sewed it for his father, the stitches were not meticulous, and he also won a few words of praise from Mrs. Jiang for "filial piety";

Later, it was the maid in the courtyard who did something wrong, she happened to pass by, and was busy saying a few good words, and the maid was grateful to Dade, and when she met people, she said that Miss Nine was bodhisattva-hearted;

She is used to being a "good person" and doing "good deeds", but where are there so many things waiting for her to do? Gradually, she learned to create opportunities on her own, and even in the end, she found a trace of joy in such opportunities.

It's actually quite interesting to see others anxious and anxious, so that those people are as helpless and frightened as little Zhenjiao, isn't it?

On weekdays, there are high-sounding ones, and there are unspeakable secrets in private, those things are far more filthy and shameful than her aunt who climbed out of bed, but those are buried deep in the soil, and she is forever exposed to the sun, and everyone who sees her knows her unsightly origin.

Zhen Jue likes to dig up secrets, and even if she can't tell them, she can feel some fairness.

As long as it is harmless to herself, Zhen Yao doesn't mind having more fun to enrich her depressed and boring life.

Zhen Jue hid well in front of the elders, but no matter how good it was, it couldn't be exchanged for a good future, and he could still hope for the Yongliang Palace, but he was blocked by Zhen Xuan and Zhen Ying joining forces.

Mrs. Jiang said that the Zhang family didn't care about her marriage, and the grandmother would definitely take care of it, and the clan also had some ideas to say a family affair for her.

Zhen Jue was just silent after hearing this, she wanted to know more about how she could start all over again than such a family business.

has no shady background, no need to bother and no toss, and even heartless can be exchanged for the love of the whole family, that is the life she wants.

Zhen Xuan sighed secretly, she clearly saw "escape" from Zhen Xuan's face.

What's the use of running away from life's events? Escaping this life and hoping to do it all over again, can it really change?

Zhen Xuan experienced it once, and she knew that what really needed to change was not her background, but herself.

Face it head-on, not just go with the flow.

If she could understand this when she was still Mo Yan, even if it was hard in the Shao family, even if Zhen Che turned around and left on the wedding night, in the next two years, she would not live like that and enter a dead end.

And after being reborn as Zhenxuan, if she is still like before, let alone the Yongliang Palace, let alone the Imperial Merchant Family, she will not even be able to find a foothold among her sisters.

Zhen Jue tried, but she used the wrong method, and now she is disheartened.

"How do you know that the day of doing all over again must be better than the day waiting for you now?" After Zhen Xuan finished speaking, she caught a glimpse of Mama Qin smiling and looking for her, so she stopped talking to Zhen Xuan and walked over quickly.

Zhen Jue still looked up at the sky and muttered, "It's better than now." ”

Mrs. Jiang looked tired, said goodbye to Mrs. Li, and left with Zhenjiao.

Mrs. Li frowned and said to Ji's: "I know that the fourth sister-in-law is anxious, the ninth girl is not young after all, but if you want me to say, the one that the sister-in-law picked is not bad, she doesn't like it." ”

Ji Shi didn't want to gossip about the elders, so he only responded: "The fourth aunt is nine girls and one granddaughter, so naturally be more careful." ”

Zhen Xuan listened, and then he knew the situation.

Mrs. Ma chose a few for Zhen Jue, and asked Mrs. Jiang to have that idea, and then go to find out.

But Mrs. Jiang was very hesitant, and after a long time, people had already agreed on family affairs. This back and forth has dragged on until now. (To be continued......)

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