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Rong Yi keenly noticed that her daughter-in-law seemed to be a little unhappy, and she was also stunned, so she pushed her and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Not happy? Who upset you? ”
Yang Lan reacted, pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, "It's okay, I just want to be a girl when I marry someone in the future, I will definitely be reluctant, even if my son marries a daughter-in-law, I don't know if Lu Dao will forget me?" ”
She touched her stomach with a gentle face, and said silently in her heart, "Grandparents, parents, no matter where I am, I will be strong and brave, I will take care of myself, I will make myself happy and happy, don't worry about me." ’
Rong Yi pursed her lips, her face sank, she was lying, but for what reason, she actually had an inexplicable sadness on her body, wasn't she happy? Is something wrong?
Thinking of this thing, I didn't want to eat it, I turned my face a little depressed, and I didn't tell me when I had something on my mind, hum! Treat me like an outsider.
Yang Lan raised her head and saw that he was angry, looked at him curiously and asked, "What's wrong with you?" He pulled his head with his hand, and he shook it off irritably.
"What's going on? Angry with me? Yang Lan felt that it must be related to herself, there were only two of him in this room and no one else.
Rong Yi pursed his lips and puffed, "If you have something on your mind, you don't tell me, you treat me as an outsider, and you will definitely tell me if you have something, and you won't hide it from me, it's all a lie." ”
Yang Lan didn't choke for a moment, her heart was a little stunned and a little sweet, this man was very keen, and smiled helplessly, "Fool, I don't have anything on my mind." ”
What does she have to say? Could it be that he is reborn and reincarnated? Just kidding, it's good not to be pulled out of the gang and burned.
Rong Yi was even angrier when she heard this, shook off her hand and strode out. I didn't even give her a look. This made Yang Lan a little stunned. This is the first time since I got married that I have thrown my face like this.
Yang Lan opened her mouth, but she didn't call him, what did she call back? For the first time, she found that there was a gap between herself and the people here, no matter how hard she tried to fit in here, suppressed her nature and pretended to be stupid, after all, something was different.
Sighing, I was suddenly in a bad mood, and tears fell one by one as I looked at the dishes on the table. I remember that when I was at home, no one dared to give her grievances, and even when I fought with my brother, I would be helped by my grandmother.
Eating the cold skin, she remembered the cold skin made by her grandmother, and her grandmother would put spinach juice in the cold skin, because she and her brothers didn't like to eat vegetables, they loved meat the most, and for this grandmother always tried every possible way to make the vegetables more delicious.
Grandpa always said that he was not beaten, and he ate very fragrant shit after being hungry for three days, and Dad never said anything. Just a simple smile, he is very busy and there are always few days at home. As soon as she was a child, she remembered that she and her brothers grew up with their grandparents.
She is a girl in the family, she is a princess, she is pampered by everyone, even outsiders will pamper her, but it is just the difference between sincerity and insincerity, but grandpa said that life should be a little confused in the world, too sober will be painful, people are happy to be happy with you, you just bear it, and you don't have to be sad when you leave.
When she was at home, others scolded her, and now she has to learn to slap others and please others, just so that she can let her father and mother who gave birth to her feel at ease, and her grandfather said that you can't forget your roots and know how to be kind.
She has lived here for sixteen years, but sometimes she still feels that she is out of place here, she is no longer the wanton, willful and delicate Yang Lan, but Yang Lan, the lord of Jing'an, she has to tell herself every day that if you have no desire, you will be strong, be kind to others, and so on.
But it's not the life she's familiar with, it's not the life she likes, it's not the life she's good at, but so what? If you don't like it, you have to do it, life is always painful because of choices, and life becomes meaningful because of responsibility and protection.
Since she has become the daughter of the Yang family and the lord of Jing'an, she has to do things that are in line with her identity, and she is no longer the Yang Lan who is protected and pampered, she must learn to bear it, learn to face everything by herself, learn to grow up, people can't live only for themselves.
Tears slowly slipped down, still unhurried eating cold skin, grandma said, full of people will be happy, you can forget sad things, happy is also a day, unhappy is also a day, at any time to be optimistic and positive face life, there is nothing that can not be passed.
With a faint sigh, the tall body sat next to her, "What can't I say?" Or do you like someone else? The voice was clear and bright, but with a hint of helplessness and gloom.
Yang Lan didn't look up, but said in a dumb voice: "Don't give me a black cauldron, I'm innocent." ”
"And what's wrong with you?" Rong Yi is even more anxious, and she can't get angry at will, she always has to take care of the child in her belly.
Yang Lan looked at him, her eyes were moist, and her long eyelashes were still stained with crystal tears, looking more and more pitiful and cute.
"Do you really want to know the way?"
"Hmm." Rong Yi's face was calm, his eyes were dark, and there was a little more evil and deep aura on his body.
Yang Lan lowered her head and continued to eat Liangpi, she did it with Liangpi today, "I remember when I was a child in Guangdong, there was a child in the village who looked very cute, but everyone never played with him, once I was very curious and ran to play with him, but he ran away, and then I heard from other people's mouths that it was a strange child, his eyes were too bright, and he could always see some strange dirty things, and everyone was afraid of him."
At first, I didn't understand it, but then I realized that the boy's eyes were yin and yang, and he could see ghosts and other things, so everyone didn't associate with him and thought he was a monster. Everyone has their own things that they can't do for outsiders. ”
She didn't know how to express it, so she could only explain it like this.
Rong Yi leaned closer to her and took a look? "You can see ghosts too?" The tone was raised, with a touch of ridicule, and the mood seemed to be much better.
"No, I forgot to drink Meng Po soup, hehe." Yang Lan smiled half-jokingly and half-seriously, but her heart ached.
"Oh, then you also had a husband before?" Rong Yi asked this for the first time.
Yang Lan rolled her eyes, the jealous man really couldn't afford to be hurt, and he pulled his pigtails and refused to let go, which was really speechless. "Nope. I'm dead. When he died, he was still very young, and he was still innocent. "Blinking, why do you think this topic is very unnutritious.
This topic is simply God's opening, can she end it this morning?
Rong Yi nodded, his face instantly softened, "Then I'll rest assured, it's okay, I'm not afraid of you, as long as you don't have anyone else in your heart." He patted Yang Lan on the head. Smiled and went out.
Yang Lan's originally gloomy mood was stirred up by him like this, and it was messy in an instant, forget it, don't be emotional, let's wash and sleep.
Yang Lan slept in a daze at night, Rong Yi climbed up at some point, and said in her ear: "No matter who you are, no matter what you want in your heart or not, I am by your side, a man you can rely on." ”
Yang Lan silently shed tears. Holding him and whimpering and crying, it was indescribable bitterness. She was holding back very uncomfortable, but she really didn't know what to say.
Rong Yi hugged her tightly and kissed her forehead, "Silly girl, don't cry, I'm here." ”
"Why are you so annoying, I wasn't sad in the first place, but I wanted to cry when you said it." Yang Lan angrily wiped his tears with his clothes as a small revenge.
Rong Yi chuckled, "Can't you say it?" ”
Yang Lan opened her mouth and sighed, "I'm not lying, I really didn't drink Meng Po soup, and you won't understand if you say it." She sighed again, feeling like she was lying.
Rong Yi didn't laugh again this time, "I don't care, anyway, you are my daughter-in-law, you can't go anywhere, you can only stay by my side." He hugged her as if he was afraid she would run away.
"Do you know that the way to fight evil spirits? Or is it a ghost? Yang Lan had something she couldn't say, but she didn't want him to misunderstand herself.
"Well, I'm probably someone who hasn't drunk Meng Po soup, reincarnated with the memories of my previous life, sometimes a little tangled, do you know what I mean?" Yang Lan said to him with a smile.
Rong Yi was silent, not knowing how to answer.
Yang Lan suddenly laughed, "I'm kidding you, you also believe this, fool, pregnant people will be in an unstable mood, don't guess, I don't have anything, it's just that I'm in a bad mood all of a sudden, hahaha, you're so stupid." Tears of her laughter came out.
Rong Yi didn't smile, and buried his head in her arms, "Lan'er, I like you, no matter what kind of you are." The voice was a little fluttering, with a hint of grievance.
"Am I a bad woman?" Yang Lan sighed, hugged him tightly, and rested her head together.
"Well, you're very bad and bad, you always pretend not to understand knowing that I like you." Rong Yi pouted aggrievedly, rubbed her chest with her head again, and sniffed it, with a faint body fragrance.
"Because I don't know how to respond, or how to love you, I don't want to hurt you, but I like you, just not as much as you like me." Yang Lan decided whether to tell the truth.
Rong Yi didn't get angry, although he was a little uncomfortable, he was not unacceptable, "Then I suffered a loss, what did I do badly?" He looked up with some indignation.
Yang Lan chuckled, "It's not your problem, it's me, I don't know what to say, but apart from you, I haven't been in contact with other foreign men, I think life should be calm and serene, things that are too passionate can't last, I don't like that kind of thing, I can't elope with others to the family for love, I can never do such a thing, I can't be like a moth to a fire like Le'an, I don't think I understand that feeling, I can't accept it, do you know what I mean?" ”
She is a person who is more rational than emotional, more suitable for long-term feelings, even if it is not the favorite in her life, it doesn't matter, but she can't do stupid things for love, this kind of thing can't be done by people like her, and she can't understand this kind of practice.
Rong Yi suddenly smiled and kissed her lips, "I like you to tell me the truth, forget it, anyway, as long as you have me in your heart, you will be it." He thought that what did it matter if she didn't like herself so much, she didn't like others in her heart, anyway, she had a lifetime to grind slowly, what were she afraid of.
Yang Lan frowned, how could this person's mood always change like a March day, after thinking about it, he still said truthfully: "Actually, I also like you, but I don't worship you so much, it's different from the kind I dreamed of, I admire a big hero like my father the most, and I can look up to a man like a mountain, do you understand?" "A woman's love because of adoration is the first reaction.
How could Rong Yi not understand, the little girl has a kind of hero-like plot, he has long found that his daughter-in-law admires her father-in-law and brother, and her eyes are shining and dazzling when she looks at them. (To be continued......)