Perhaps it should be said that he is more and more aware of hiding his emotions.

But such a white chase is undeniably more attractive than when he was young. Jun Haixin remembers that when he first returned to China, he read a magazine, which mentioned that many women now prefer men in their 30s and 40s, and think that mature men are more attractive.

If he wanted to, he would be surrounded by a lot of women. Jun Hai couldn't help but think in his heart. Even sometimes, she would think about it, if she didn't inherit the blood curse of the Jun family, if she was just an ordinary person, then would she be tempted by such a white cloud?

It's just that this question, no matter how many times you ask yourself, there will be no answer. Because she will never be like an ordinary person.

"Doctor Jun!" A little girl trotted all the way to Jun Haixin. Jun Haixin knows this child, she is from the village, and she usually likes to come to her to play, and she often takes some candy for each other to eat.

Jun Haixin grabbed a handful of candy and gave it to the little girl as usual, and the little girl ate the candy happily, staring at Jun Haixin's already round belly and said, "Doctor Jun, when will you give birth to a baby?" ”

"It's going to be another two months." Jun Hai said in his heart.

Two months is a long time for a child. The little girl's two small eyebrows were knotted, "After the baby comes out, can you play with me?" ”

"Okay." If by then, she and the baby are still in the village. It's just that Jun Hai knows that after the baby is born, she will inevitably go back to Jun's house and explain everything to her brother and sister-in-law.

Suddenly, Jun Haixin's brows furrowed, and the baby ...... I'm kicking her again.

And the little girl obviously noticed that Jun Haixin's stomach moved just now, so she couldn't help but widen her eyes, "Stomach ...... It's moving! ”

"Well, it's the baby moving in the belly." Jun Haixin explained.

"Can I touch it?" A child's curiosity is always strong.

Jun Haixin touched the little girl's head and nodded.

So the little girl excitedly put her hand on Jun Haixin's stomach and touched it curiously. On the ground, the little girl's body stiffened, suddenly stopped moving, and hid behind Jun Haixin.

"What's wrong?" Jun Haixin was surprised.

"Doctor Jun, that person...... It's scary! The little girl grabbed Jun Haixin's hand and muttered. Jun Haixin looked up and saw Bai Zhuyun staring at this side.

"Don't be afraid, he won't do anything." She comforted the little girl.

The little girl seemed to be a little timid, "What is his hair white, isn't it only the old grandfather's hair that is white?" ”

The children in the village are afraid of Bai Zhuyun, usually as long as he glances at it, those children will scatter in a hurry, and this little girl is naturally no exception.

His gray hair...... Jun Haixin pursed her lips, she naturally knew very well what his hair would be white.

Because of this, every time she saw Bai Zhuyun's white hair, she would feel as if something was pressing on her chest.

"Gray hair because I miss someone too much." The familiar male voice sounded in his ears, Jun Haixin was stunned, only to find that Bai Zhuyun had walked to his side at some point, and was half-squatting down, talking to the little girl.

Although the little girl was still afraid of Bai Zhuyun, she couldn't help but ask, "If you miss people, your hair will turn white?" ”

"Yes, when you want to be alone, but you can't see her, your head will be white." There was an indescribable desolation in his voice.

The little girl looked like she didn't understand, Bai Zhuyun didn't say anything, stood up, and her eyes fell on Jun Haixin's face.

His eyes looked at him in silence like this.

Not far away, several children beckoned the little girl to play together, and the little girl left in a hurry. In front of the house, only Bai Zhuyun and Jun Haixin were left.

Jun Haixin turned his head away and turned around to enter the house.

"Tomorrow, I will drive you to the hospital here in K City for a prenatal checkup, and I have already arranged for the doctor." Bai Zhuyun's voice sounded behind Jun Haixin.

Her steps slammed. His words were not an inquiry, but an affirmation, as if to tell her that whether she wanted to or not, he would do it tomorrow.

"I'll have a prenatal check-up at a nearby hospital, so I don't need your car to pick me up." She replied.

"Are you planning to have a prenatal check-up at a small hospital outside the village?" He snorted coldly and strode in front of her, blocking her way.

"You can't do anything for it, the pregnant women in the village are all there for prenatal checkups."

"But you're different, do you know it, you belong to the advanced maternal age now, and you still have that damn blood curse on you." In any case, he definitely didn't worry about her going to that kind of small hospital for a prenatal checkup, and if something happened to her, he would definitely not forgive himself.

Jun Haixin's eyes drooped slightly, he looked down at his abdomen, and fell silent. Blood Curse...... If the pain is still there, then maybe her child can't be saved a long time ago.

Even if she wanted to keep the child, every time she had a blood curse attack in the past, she hadn't tossed herself until she was exhausted and collapsed to the point of fainting.

At the beginning, because Xia Qi happened to be missing, Jinyan's autism broke out, her mind was full of Xia Qi and Jinyan's things, and she didn't pay attention to anything else at all, and when she reacted to the full moon, when the pain in her body did not attack, it was already two months later.

Since then, this pain has never occurred again, which surprised Jun Haixin. Have you ever wondered if the pain of the blood curse will stop temporarily because of pregnancy?

It's a pity that there is no record of this in the codex left by the ancestors of the Jun family that she has seen in the past.

"When the moon is full now, does it hurt a lot?" Bai Zhuyun asked.

Jun Haixin came back to his senses and said lightly, "That's my business, it has nothing to do with you." ”

Isn't it irrelevant? The corners of his lips pulled a stiff smile, "Jun Haixin, do you have to reject me thousands of miles away like this?" ”

"Because you've never been the one I'm looking for." This is the answer she gave him.

Bai Zhuyun's heart hurt again, because he was not, so he couldn't get her smile and get her heart, even though he was the only man in her life, even though he was the father of the child in her womb, but she still refused to give him some of her heart, and she still didn't want to give him the slightest chance.

"Yes, I'm not the person you're looking for, Jun Haixin, what I hate the most in my life is that I'm not the person you're looking for!" He smiled softly, but his smile was uglier than crying.

And she, looking at his face in a daze, was speechless for a long time.

———— will add more chapters of more than 200 monthly passes tonight~~~ about 10 o'clock~