Lu Xiaoxu looked at his mobile phone, it was a normal call.

"Jun Jinchen?" She shouted, "You're still there?" ”

A moment later, there was a heavy wheezing sound on the phone, as if it was deliberately suppressing something.

"What's the matter, talking?" Lu Xiaoxu didn't know what Lu Dao was about, his heart jumped and jumped, and an uneasiness suddenly enveloped his whole body.

The wheezing sound, as if with a deep pain, made her more uneasy.

"Jun Jinchen, what's wrong with you? Say back to me! What's going on over there? Lu Xiaoxu asked anxiously. For the first time, I felt how inconvenient the phone was. At this moment, she could only hear his gasps, but she couldn't see what was going on on his side, let alone do something.

His wheezing voice seemed to become heavier, but Lu Xiaoxu could only be in a hurry.

"Why don't I call your family now? Let them notify the people over there to see you? The only way she could think of this was this in her mind at this moment.

Just when she wanted to end the call first, so that she could call Xia Qi and find Jun Jinyan, Jun Jinchen's voice finally came from the other end of the phone, "Use ...... I don't need to tell them that I'm fine. ”

"Really?" Lu Xiaoxu expressed doubts, at this moment, Jun Jinchen's voice was hoarse, accompanied by that heavy wheezing sound, it didn't sound like nothing was going on.

"Speak...... You keep talking, as long as I can hear you...... I'll be fine......" his voice came intermittently.

"Oh, that'...... All right...... Then I'll just say it! Lu Xiaosu was a little frightened by the seriousness and faint pain in Jun Jinchen's voice, and hurriedly began to rack his brains and talk nonsense.

But it is not so easy for a person to talk to herself, from the weather to what to eat for dinner, to some trivial things at work, at the end, she really didn't know what to say, so she simply took out the textbook from the bookcase and read the words in the textbook.

Lu Xiaoxu read word by word, unaware that on the other end of the phone, Jun Jinchen's right hand was pinching the phone tightly, the green tendons on the back of his hand were bursting up, almost as if he was going to crush the phone, and his left hand was covering his chest, and his teeth were biting his lower lip tightly, so that his lip was almost bitten.

Pain...... The pain that runs through the blood, is stirring!

Now, although it is not yet the day of the full moon, this kind of physical pain has appeared from time to time. And on the night of the full moon, it only hurt even more, so painful that it was completely impossible for him to maintain his sanity like he did now.

Jun Jinchen half-leaned against the wall, listening to her stammering and anxious voice on her phone. Obviously, there are more voices that are softer and more beautiful than hers, but there is no voice that can attract all his body and mind like her.

It was as if just listening to her voice like this could slightly suppress the pain of the turmoil in his body, and also make his body react in another way.

The longing that had been buried deep became stronger and stronger in her voice.

He- wanted more, wanted her! Not just her voice, but also wanting to see her, wanting to touch her, wanting to hug her fiercely......

She knew that when his body ached for the first time, that longing was already buried deep in his heart. It was as if there was some kind of emptiness that was constantly reminding him of what he was looking for. If you find it, you can fill the void.

It wasn't until later that he learned from the mouths of the adults that what he was going to find was fate!

It is unique in this world, and it belongs only to him!

"What is Dependence?" When he was young, he once asked his grandfather puzzled.

"That's the person you can't let go of if you find it in your life." This is the answer of the old man Jun.

Got it...... Can't you just let go?

So, he has now found his life, so, for her, he can't let go of her in his life!

Her voice, through the phone, was still ringing in his ears.

"Little flocculent, if ...... If I'm in front of you now, will you hold me? He asked, gasping for breath and struggling.

She was surprised by this abrupt question, and after a short pause, she still answered one word, "...... Yes. Just because his voice sounded as if she hadn't hugged him, he ...... It's going to die.

Although the pain in his body was still there, his lips were smiling because of her words, very shallow, and the smile accompanied by pain was real.

"That's good...... Remember your words...... Absolutely, absolutely not forget......" he muttered.

It was she who said that she would hold him, so he didn't allow her to repent!

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Jun Haixin's meeting gift, Xia Qi likes it very much, and when it is empty, she will play with it and exchange the knick-knacks inside. And Jun Jinyan will sit beside her silently and watch her play.

When Xia Qi once again changed all the furnishings in this small apartment, which looked like a toy, and rearranged the layout of the room, he asked Jun Jinyan on the side, "What do you think?" This time, the space utilization rate of the room has become larger. ”

But Jun Jinyan didn't look at the small apartment on the coffee table, but still looked at Xia Qi steadily.

"I didn't let you look at me, I asked you to see the things on the coffee table." She smiled.

But his thin lips slowly spit out three words, "I'm sorry." ”

Xia Qi was stunned, "Why did you suddenly say I'm sorry?" ”

"If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to quit." Not to mention not being able to apply for the same job for five years. How could he not understand her love for work. Since she was a child, she has loved to draw all kinds of rooms and rooms on paper, and even insisted on completing a master's degree in interior design while working part-time.

But now, she has given up five years of work for him.

Xia Qi sighed, "I don't think, what's there to say I'm sorry for, I just can't find the same kind of job for five years, it doesn't mean that I can't do what I like, it's a big deal, I can also design two empty apartments next to you!" ”

At the beginning, Jun Jinyan bought the entire floor, because only one of them lived, so the other two rooms on this floor have been empty, and they have always maintained the state of a rough house.

"Okay, you can decorate however you want." Jun said sincerely.

"Then I'm going to think about it, by the way, I must design the baby room in." She said.