100 Don't waste time on me

Wu Mengnan sat in a corner of the school library and looked at a thick book on economic management in a daze, but his thoughts had already flown out of the clouds.

In a blink of an eye, Xiao Fan has been coming to Binhai for more than a month, and in this more than a month, Meng Nan often goes to Zhengyang Hotel with Xiao Yu and Yanan, but the opportunities to contact Xiao Fan are not as many as they seem, although he can be seen almost every time he goes, but his girlfriend Xu Linlin, who receives most of them, makes Meng Nan basically have no chance to contact Xiao Fan alone.

Xiaofan's girlfriend is a very easy-going person, and within a few days, the three girls all fell in love with her. Yes, including Meng Nan herself, she was also attracted by the mature temperament exuded by Linlin, if she put aside her feelings for Xiaofan, she was very willing to make Linlin a friend.

When she thought of Xiao Fan, Meng Nan had a feeling of mixed feelings. With more and more opportunities for the two to get in touch, she has become more and more truly aware that her love for Xiaofan has reached the point where she can't extricate herself, and this feeling has been deeply tormenting her heart recently, and she doesn't know what she should do.

If Meng Nan is told to give up now, then she is completely sure that she will definitely go crazy. She can't imagine how she will face the heart-rending lovesickness after Xiao Fan completely disappears from her life.

But what if you don't give up? After all, she is a girl, is it true that she wants to chase him regardless of her dignity? Even if he is really willing to do that, will he definitely be able to get Xiaofan's heart? If she hadn't met Linlin, Mengnan might still have some confidence in herself, but since she saw Linlin, she really felt that she couldn't compare with this mature and atmospheric woman in any way. If he rashly joins the competition at this moment, Meng Nan thinks that he has no chance of winning. What's more, although she has not known Linlin for a long time, Meng Nan can really feel that Linlin is very good to herself, so she is not willing to do anything to be sorry for Linlin.

Just when Meng Nan was undecided and cranky, a person suddenly blocked her vision.

"Yang Jian? What are you doing here? When Meng Nan raised her head, Yang Jian had already sat beside her.

"I'm looking for you." Yang Jian said with a smile.

"Looking for me? Is there something wrong? ”

"What? Can't I come to you if I'm fine? Yang Jian asked rhetorically with a good attitude.

For Yang Jian, Meng Nan was very helpless, of course she knew that Yang Jian had been trying to pursue herself, but her heart had been filled by Xiao Fan, and it was impossible to accept anyone else.

Although Meng Nan has hinted to Yang Jian many times that the two can only be good friends, and there is no possibility of dating at all, Yang Jian just refuses to give up. Meng Nan is also helpless about this, and she has no way to ignore him with a straight face, after all, the two of them are classmates in high school, and, in fact, objectively speaking. Meng Nan also felt that Yang Jian was a very good boy, but he really couldn't force himself with his feelings, and he didn't feel it.

Meng Nan sighed, lowered her head and flipped through the book, without saying anything more.

"Meng Nan, I'll invite you to the movies in the evening." Yang Jian whispered to Meng Nan and smiled, "Director Zhao Wei's "To Our Dying Youth", I heard that the reputation is very good. ”

"Go yourself." Meng Nan didn't look up, "I have an exam tomorrow, and I have to study at school at night." ”

"Shall we go tomorrow night?"

"There's no time tomorrow."

"That weekend, you're always okay on the weekend, right?" Yang Jian asked unwillingly.

"Yang Jian." Meng Nan raised her head and glanced at him, then lowered her head again, and whispered to him, "You still don't waste time on me, we can only be good friends, do you understand?" ”

"Why?" Yang Jian was a little anxious, "Where am I dissatisfying you, as long as you say it, I will definitely change it." ”

"You're good." Meng Nan said unhurriedly, "If I'm not satisfied with you, how can I be willing to be friends with you?" ”

"Then why don't you accept me?" This is Yang Jian's most concerned question, "You know, I have always liked you very much, I believe in me, I will definitely be good to you." I ......"

"Yang Jian, don't say it." Meng Nan interrupted Yang Jian's words and whispered, "You are really wasting time like this, you know?" ”

"I don't think so." Yang Jian said stubbornly, "I won't give up anyway, I know I like you, I believe that as long as I don't give up, you will understand my mind one day." ”

After speaking, Yang Jian stood up, turned around and strode out of the library.

Looking at his back, Meng Nan sighed softly, how could Meng Nan not understand his mind? But what about his own mind, when will Xiaofan be able to really understand it? Thinking of this, Meng Nan didn't feel stunned......

Yang Jian walked out of the library depressed and wandered aimlessly in the academy.

Since high school, Yang Jian has been secretly in love with Meng Nan, Meng Nan's smile and every move made him feel obsessed, but at that time, Yang Jian did not confess to Meng Nan because of his introverted personality, and at that time, everyone said that the person Meng Nan liked in his heart was Jiang Xiaofan in their class, Yang Jian was afraid that he would be rejected after confessing, so he buried his feelings for her deep in his heart.

It wasn't until he went to college that Yang Jian was ecstatic that the lover of his dreams was actually admitted to the same school as himself, and the Jiang Xiaofan she liked at the beginning was not admitted to college, and I heard that he was just an ordinary hotel waiter at home now, which made Yang Jian's confidence swell up immediately, is he not as good as an ordinary worker?

After going to college, Yang Jian's horizons have also broadened a lot, made many new friends, and been exposed to many new things that he had never been exposed to before, which made his personality much more open than when he was in high school, so he let go of his hands and feet to launch a bold investigation of Meng Nan.

However, what Yang Jian didn't expect was that Meng Nan didn't seem to be interested in himself, and Yang Jian didn't know what the reason was, he thought that he was still a very good boy in all aspects, no matter his academic performance or family background, he had already made many girls feel excited for him behind his back. However, no matter how he behaved, he couldn't get Mengnan's heart, which made Yang Jian very depressed.

"Hey, Yang Jian, what are you doing?"

Yang Jian turned around and saw that Geng Shaowen, his buddy he had newly met in college, was walking towards him.