Chapter 6: The Sea of Sinking and Floating (12)
    Probably only Meng Yuan. Shu Xun fold
    But Meng Yuan said, I can't dance. I don't like it either.
    Well, he doesn't like these rides.
    It's just that he can say Jingyi, dance, if you like it, I can also learn it.
    But, where does she have to have someone to dance with?
    So in her life, she probably won't dance such a gorgeous suffocating dance that seems to burn herself to death......
    Jingyi moved slowly.
    Under the cover of the beautiful melody of the fan, there is a low voice. I couldn't hear clearly, I didn't know if the nurse was passing by by accident, or if Sibo and Abe were chatting...... I don't see Qiu Wei, at this time, she should always be by the bedside.
    It doesn't matter if she's not there, she doesn't want anything.
    She gently moved her neck again.
    There is a vase on the bedside table. But there was not a single flower in the bottle. A thermos with a bamboo shell is placed next to the vase. Lined with white walls, monotonous to bleak...... But yesterday, as far as the eye could see, there were still white roses, and although the medicine in the ward was heavy, it could not hide the fragrance of roses.
    She didn't know how many days and nights she had spent here.
    I only know that the flowers in the bottle have changed one stubble after another, and I lie here every day, and I will lie down with soreness. The joints are soft and difficult to move.
    The doctor told her to go out and bask in the sun. In addition to the nurse and Qiu Wei, it is necessary to add the four treasures and they follow and watch from afar. Although they will deliberately avoid it so as not to make her feel inconvenient, the kind of suffocation and depression, like germs, is difficult to eliminate. In fact, she couldn't go far, and the farthest she could walk was a few steps into the courtyard downstairs.
    After countless injections and countless medicines, the pneumonia has been cured, but she is still weak. She knew that there were rumors that she had tuberculosis and that she might die soon...... For a while, she thought that this terminal illness was not so easy to get. At this time, the frost has passed, and if you get up early and go for a walk, the hoarfrost that has curdled on the dry grass will soon snow, and it will be even colder......
    The family took turns to see her.
    Xu has been here for too long, and recently, only Mother and Brother Jiu are the ones who must come every day.
    One day, Brother Jiu said to her, Yi'er, get better quickly, there will be a big event in the family soon, what can you do without you.
    She lazily waited to listen to the "big things" that Brother Jiu was going to say, thinking that it was nothing more than that Brother Jiu wanted to talk to her about business things or novelties in the city as usual. I don't want the ninth brother to say that it is not only a big event, but also a happy event - the Jin family, the Kong family, the Zhao family and the Cheng family in Beijing are preparing to hold a wedding on the same day - it is the initiative of the third brother and Miss Suo, saying that now young people are also yearning for a civilized lifestyle, and it is good to make their wedding a simple Western-style, and if it is held again into a popular group wedding, it will be even better.
    She didn't expect that the initiative of the third brother would match the hearts of the two couples. Cousin Flawless is a peaceful and low-key woman, Jin Biquan is also the same character, it is not surprising that the two of them agree, it is rare that Su Xi's extravagant cousin and Kong Yuanxuan did not object. I think that for them, it is already a blessing to have the people they love in one place, and the form has become the least important......
    She didn't express her opinion, and Brother Jiu thought that she didn't take it to heart again, so he repeated it again, and said: "Which of the three marriages is enough to take out for several days, and even if the wedding is held, I'm afraid all relatives and friends can't stand this trouble." My father and mother discussed it, and they thought that it was better to be frugal, and it was the intention of the person concerned. The Suo family does not want to be too high-profile in marriage, saving the truth, saying that it is extravagant and wasteful, and being impeached by the Senate is a trivial matter, and I am afraid that many things will not be easy to handle in the future. Besides, the Jin family and the Kong family will soon go south, and I heard that they have already bought a mansion in Nanjing......"
    Nine Brother said while peeling pears for her. She took it and didn't eat it, and the pear juice was dipped in her hand. Brother Jiu took a wet towel to wipe her hands and said, "Look at your sloppyness, but let me say what is good about you?" Why is it that when you get better, people seem to be getting more and more confused? ”
    She nodded, choking in her throat.
    The ninth brother looked at her and said, "If you go on like this, you're worried about the dead." The third brother left and sent a telegram to ask you, and repeatedly interceded for your father and mother, what do you want, the third brother blocked it for you. Since the third brother became an adult, have you ever seen your mother get angry with the third brother? Do you know how much we reprimanded our father for you? The father asked Aunt Cui to think about it behind closed doors for a few days, but Aunt Cui pleaded several times before she relented. I'm not making you uncomfortable. I saw that you were much better, so I told you. ”
    She nodded again.
     I thought about it.
    Du's mother stayed until she woke up that day, but she almost didn't strangle her...... Du's mother's fat hands are really big. No one stopped her, even her aunt helped scold her...... Not to mention others.
    She didn't look at her mother's face at that time.
    She thought that her mother would want to beat her up if she could......
    She sniffed.
    Brother Jiu peeled another pear for her and put it on the crystal plate on the bedside table, and said, "Yi'er, are you embarrassed to say that it is a woman in the new era?" As a new woman, she should always be able to take it and put it down. You can't stand a little thing like this, can you blame us for hiding it from you? If the person is gone, you can't get it back. Now is a good time, and everyone is looking forward, for fear of missing the opportunity. If you don't want to go any further, you have to at least stand up straight. Lying here, like this, your body is rusty, what else can you do? ”
    She just listened and didn't say a word.
     Brother Jiu seemed to know what she was thinking, and finally whispered: "It's a natural disaster, it's a man-made disaster, even if it is calculated, it may not be avoided." Benevolence and righteousness are exhausted, Yi'er, there is no fault with you here. ”
    Brother Jiu's painful tone sharply opened the memory she had been sealing for a long time, as if she was in the dark mourning hall, pushing open the little gap with all her strength...... Tears rolled down unconsciously.
    In her eyes of tears, she looked at Brother Jiu, and heard him say cry, if it will be good to cry, you can cry.
    She cried more and more fiercely.
    She doesn't remember how she got into the hospital, and even for a long time, she didn't know why she came in. No matter how sad I was, I never cried.
    The pear juice on his hands was on his face, and his face was sticky and washed away by tears.
     Crying to the point of delirium alarmed the mother, alarmed the nurse, and alarmed the doctor.
    Dr. sedated her and put her to sleep for a long time.
    After that, no one talked about that day again.
    Two days later, she heard Du's mother lose her temper with her mother, saying that her mother should not have indulged her and let her stay in the hospital for a long time," she said...... I know that you feel sorry for the child, and I feel sorry for me, but always clinging to her like this will hurt her! Look at what has become of her?! No, I forced her to be discharged from the hospital earlier, and what if she lived in it and became a waste? ”
    They said on the other side of the screen, their voices so low that they thought she wouldn't hear them when she was asleep.
    I woke up and heard it.
    It turns out that she is about to become a waste......
    She looked at the ward, from the empty room at first, to now, for her comfort, her mother has asked her to move a lot of her things...... Her mother did indulge her this time.
    She heard her mother say, "It's already like this, let her get through it for a few more days." ”
    Du's mother seemed to be angry and didn't know what to say, and sighed: "Among so many daughters, Yi'er is the one who has made me worry the most since she was a child, where did I think that now, she is the one ......who worries me the most."
    When she heard Du's mother come around the screen, she hurriedly closed her eyes.
     Du's mother thought that she had changed into a brocade skirt again, yes, it was cold...... Du's mother reached out and touched her forehead. There is a faint fragrance on the cuffs, which is the smell of her daily incense...... I don't know if she also recites the Buddha and prays for blessings every day, so that she can get better as soon as possible?
    Du's mother explained to her mother and said softly: "The second young grandmother of the Tao family wants to come to see Yi'er, and after saying it a few times, I said that it is inconvenient, wait for Yi'er to be better...... It's rare for people to take care of each other's faces and not make evil noises. After all, it was their kindness. In my opinion, it is better to let her come and see Yi'er, even if there is anything to say, we can just listen...... Besides, the more people don't come to visit, the more people will speculate. Yi'er will see people in the future after all, what do you say? ”
     was asking her mother, but Jingyi felt that she was asking her.
    She closed her eyes and waited for her mother to speak.
    The mother said, "In that case, you are in charge, wife." ”
    Du's mother then discussed some things with her mother, which was nothing more than the third brother's wedding, as well as some trivial things here and there. Soon, she left first. Before leaving, she complained a few words about her mother, saying that in the past, she was strict with Yi'er, but in fact, it was all fake, and she treated Yi'er as a little ancestor in her bones...... Du's mother smiled as she spoke. It's helpless, but it's also funny.
     listened to Du's mother leave, and she opened her eyes.
    The mother came back and saw that she was awake and gently asked her what she wanted.
    She shook her head.
    Her mother sat on the edge of her bed with her.
    It's night, and my mother didn't leave, embroidering under the lamp.
    She took a closer look, embroidered with a small purse, a very small "old and young" pattern. She asked who it was for, and her mother said it was for the old lady of the Zhao family. She watched it for a long time, and she couldn't remember the last time she saw her mother embroidering, what was embroidered, it was about a red thing, red and dazzling...... Makes her eyes hurt.
    's mother gave her some eye drops, lightly, and treated her like a child.
    The eye drops flow into the eye, and the irritated tear glands secrete a lot of fluid, which falls down.
    Her mother wiped her tears, and the more she wiped them, the more she wiped them.
     woke up in the hospital, and this was the second time she cried. Tears fell, and my heart seemed to feel more comfortable...... I held my mother's hand and shook it for a long time.
    Xu Yamei, the second young grandmother of the Tao family, came to visit her two days later.
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