Chapter 33: Lamentation
"Well, I'm tired at Cheng's house, Dad, Mother, I'll go back. I won't be here these days. After waiting for 100 days, let's see how Uncle Cheng's poison is. Kira smiled at her mother and honestly applied for her father's leave.
"Be careful yourself, these days, you have touched poison, so check your pulse every day. Don't be careless! Doctor Duan nodded and instructed.
Qiluo was stunned, her face became even more ugly, and she bit her lip and nodded after a while.
Gu Ren didn't understand anything, his face turned white, he also thought about it, they had just patronized and had fun, and when Qiluo didn't know, she struggled with Cheng Ping's poison for a long time, and then she also ate a lot of antidote pills, I didn't expect it at the time, but now, she has a child. To be precise, she already had a child at that time.
On the way home, neither of them had anything to say. Until they got home and saw their in-laws, they couldn't speak. Because they really don't know, is it a good time to say this?
"What's wrong?" Master Gu looked at the two of them and really said that it was okay.
"It's fine!" Kira smiled at her father-in-law, "Mother-in-law, I'm a little unwell today, can I skip dinner?" ”
"Tired! The face is a little bad, go and rest, the meal still has to be eaten, and I will ask Gu Jia's family to bring you food when I go back. Mrs. Gu was busy asking Qiluo to go back, Gu Ren asked the girl to take care of it, smiled at her parents, and went to the shop. After going out for a day, I have to go to the shop.
Fortunately, they went to Cheng's house for a banquet, and Mr. and Mrs. Gu thought that they had received a cold reception from the nobles, so they were in a bad mood. I understand that no one will say anything more to make them more uncomfortable. But they both escaped the catastrophe.
Kira went back to take a bath. She fell asleep, she thought she wouldn't be able to sleep, but she didn't expect that after she really lay down, she fell asleep quickly. By the time I woke up, it was already late at night. Gu Ren was not around, she got up and put on a big coat. Come out and take a look. Gu Ren was reading a book in the East Chamber.
Kira walked over slowly, knowing without looking that he was looking for a solution. Kira gently pressed the book.
"Awake? Hungry or not. I let Erniu heat the chicken soup and added five jujubes, my father-in-law's recipe. Gu Ren chuckled.
"Not so desperate, I've been careful. Maybe it'll be fine. "Kira grinds her teeth.
"What if anything?"
"I don't know." Kira shook her head. That's why they're all desperate, because they don't know what to expect. The poison and the antidote she eats, as well as the ones she usually touches, all kinds of things are gathered together, no one knows what kind of effect this will have on a fetus, if it just can't sit still, maybe it's still a trivial matter, in case a life comes out of one...... So. It's not her alone.
You must know that no matter what kind of family, a daughter-in-law can not have children. It is possible to have an abortion, but it is not possible to give birth to a defective child. Because it represents a curse, it represents bad luck, not to mention the position of the clan wife, and even the clan will let him divorce his wife.
"Take advantage of the small month and let it flow." Gu Ren thought about it for a night, this was the safest decision he felt, and it was also the most hoode decision for everyone.
Kira actually thought about it in the afternoon, in fact, as soon as her father finished speaking, her first thought was this. As she told Gu Ren, the first lesson her father taught her was to make trade-offs. But his lesson was tough. She had just dreamed again in her dreams and almost cried again.
Now she knew why Gu Ren didn't pass that class, because it wasn't just because he wasn't Duan Ding's biological son, but because, in fact, Gu Ren was kinder than herself. He may really be a naturally cool character.
At that time, she really thought of it, while no one knew, while the month was small, she quickly flowed away, recuperated, waited for recovery, and conceived a completely healthy baby. But at that moment, Gu Ren's ecstatic face flashed in her mind, so happily hugged herself and asked if it was true, so happily hugged herself to get out of the car, and even wanted to carry herself into the house...... Faced with such a face, she was reluctant to tell him if she beat it off.
Now that Gu Ren has been thinking about it for so long, he has made this determination, this determination is a bloody determination for him, right?
"Wait! Whether it is healthy or not, in fact, can be seen after a while. Qiluo gently pressed Gu Ren, and she felt sorry for him.
"After a while, you'll get hurt." Gu Ren shook his head, looking insistent.
Qiluo understood, even Gu Ren understood, how could she not understand? The larger the fetus, the greater the risk of miscarriage, and the greater the harm to the mother, not that it can't be recuperated, but if it is said that as a rational doctor, it is time to make some rational decisions, rather than holding a fluke and expecting a miracle.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be nosy, I shouldn't put myself in danger. I was planning to have a child, so I shouldn't have done such a dangerous thing. Qiluo took a long time before she said to Gu Ren sullenly.
This is the first time Qiluo has said sorry to Gu Ren, or rather, this should be the first time in her two lives that she has said the word "sorry" in person. In her last life, she felt so guilty about her parents, she said countless sorry in her heart, but she couldn't say anything. And in this life, she knew that she was wrong, but she still gritted her teeth and stood firm, she knew that she was awkward and not likable at all, but sometimes she really couldn't say it. And at this time, she had to say.
He had obviously decided to have a child, but Weishenme didn't expect that as a doctor, even if he was not a highly toxic patient like Cheng Ping, even an ordinary patient, he should not come into contact with it. Because that's actually harmful to the fetus.
And why is the Gu family rule that you can stop taking medicine during pregnancy? It's not that I'm afraid of the hard work of pregnant women, but that traditional Chinese medicine believes that medicine is poisonous, so pregnant women shouldn't get any medicine. She was still dispensing poison a while ago, and she was still thinking about helping the Cheng family make explosive mines, she was a doctor, why didn't she know how to avoid taboos? At this time, Kira really had deep remorse.
"When you were wrong, you refused to daoqian, and now it's obviously right. You're daoqian. Gu Ren sighed lightly, he had actually thought about it if Qiluo hadn't been called home by his father-in-law. Maybe it won't be like that.
But think about it again, if it hadn't happened to see, if Qiluo hadn't happened to know about this poison, then the Cheng family might have died. It may even be a plague that has swept through the capital. At that time, it was still impossible for Changchun Hall and Qiluo to really hide. Maybe it's even more sinister! Is it better for three doctors to face one patient, or is it better for one doctor to face ten or even more patients? He can do the math.
So he understands it very well. In the matter of saving Cheng Ping, Qiluo really didn't do anything wrong, he could only say. This child has nothing to do with them. But from this, he also understood that Kira had already figured it out, daoqian. Thereupon. She should have agreed to this child.
Gu Ren's heart hurt a little, but he also understood that this was right.
"Don't think about it, I'll have the soup brought in." Gu Ren got up to call someone, and Qiluo sat silently in place.
Soon the soup came in, but Kira didn't drink it. She looked at Gu Ren for a long time and smiled bitterly. Say, 'I'm tired. Can't eat. He got up and went back to his room.
Gu Ren looked at the soup bowl silently and smiled bitterly. That's right, she is a doctor, a doctor, just smelling the taste, you know that there are not only jujubes in this chicken soup. I didn't even dare to open a prescription to save people, but this prescription was quite easy. Staring at the bowl of soup, I was startled.
The couple didn't say anything all night, and the next morning, Qiluo got up earlier than Gu Ren, Gu Ren fell asleep almost early in the morning, and Qiluo asked people not to call him, silently got up and went to ask his in-laws to say goodbye, and then went to the front for Gu Ren.
Intellectually, Kira knew what the right way was. But when she actually saw the bowl of soup yesterday, she retreated. Even if she knew that Gu Ren was right, she didn't know what she was insisting on.
Gently stroking her still flat abdomen, she never thought in her previous life that she would one day become a mother, so, often, she said to herself that she didn't like children. And in this life, on the issue of having children, in fact, she has been entangled for a long time, and she even thought about taking advantage of the childlessness to get away from the Gu family. From then on, he only guarded his father and mother and lived his own peaceful life.
But now, I'm really going to become a mother. After really feeling the joy once, God suddenly played a big joke on her. Now she really thinks that God may hate her, and the last life made her a big joke. Let her live again, and then, she thought, that she could make up for her regrets, and she could start again, when Weishenme asked her to make such a difficult choice.
Gu Ren was chosen like this, so she had no choice. Later, they were doing well, and she felt that fate had chosen Gu Ren, so she just believed that God had asked her to come back and treat Gu Ren well, and then believed that God wanted her to be happy, so she came back.
But what about this time? Obviously gave Gu Ren a big surprise, and weishenme wants to ruthlessly take it away? I knew what kind of meaning this child meant to the Gu family and Gu Ren, but it was too cruel to let Gu Ren take it away in this way.
Gu Ren, a person who didn't even dare to prescribe medicine, let people cook such chicken soup. In fact, Qiluo understood Gu Ren's mind at that moment, and Gu Ren didn't want to let himself get involved in this matter. If you want to hate, then let yourself hate him! Because he made her drink the medicinal soup with his own hands. Later, when his in-laws and parents really knew, he could bear it all his might, saying that it was his idea.
How could Kira let him take on this? Originally, he was looking forward to this child more than himself, but he had to make such a difficult choice for himself, and he had to become a scapegoat, and she couldn't let Gu Ren do it anyway.
Thinking of last night, Gu Renping was lying beside him, motionless. Kira was full of distress. So she knew very well that she didn't drink the medicinal soup, and it was not the child who chose it, but that she couldn't let Gu Ren be charged with cruelty from now on.
She knocked the child out now, and then, in the future, this is an indelible scar in their hearts. Other children can never replace this child, because it is not this child. So even if something really happens, she will decide for herself, and the blame should be borne by herself. (To be continued......)
PS: It was originally two chapters.,But when I got off work.,Suddenly something.,Can't go back.,Fortunately, I coded a chapter early in the morning when no one was around.,Otherwise, it's troublesome.。 If I go home early, I'll try my best, and if it doesn't work, don't wait.