He shrugged, looked at her again before turning, and said, "Okay then...... Lunch is up to you. It's nothing uncommon anyway. ”

"Okay." Jingyi agreed and walked to Suixin's side.

A family of three who came from the opposite side, the little boy held a marshmallow in his hand, held his mother's hand, and watched Suixin and Jingyi while eating...... Jingyi looked down at Suixin and asked, "Want to eat marshmallows?" ”

Sui Xin twisted his face away and shook his head.

Jingyi looked at Suixin's eyes, and turned back to find the guards who were following them from afar—Suixin didn't like them to follow closely, and asked them to go away as soon as they came—but didn't see it, and then looked at Suixin, who was looking at her.

"Grandma won't let me eat this, saying it's not clean." Then he whispered and sighed.

Soft sighs, listen to the quiet ripples and soft intestines.

She whispered, "It's okay to eat once in a while, it's not that unhygienic." ”

"Well, my grandmother even bought me rock sugar gourds." Then he said suddenly.

Jingyi was stunned and realized that the grandmother she was talking about was Du's ...... She looked in the direction of the entrance to the park and said, "I'll buy it for you when I go out." ”

Sui Xin frowned slightly, but did not object.

Xu is marshmallow opened the door to dialogue between the two, Jing Yitong walked casually, looking for topics to talk about, and was willing to say a word or two to her occasionally.

Jing Yi was in good spirits.

She basically didn't sleep in two emergency surgeries in a row last night. After giving birth, the good body that was recuperated in the heart has never recovered well because of Can'er's child. In recent years, her body has indeed been much worse than before, and she gets tired easily.

Sui Xin walked faster than her, she looked at this small figure in front of her and seemed to be getting smaller and smaller, only to feel a burst of Venus in front of her, and had to hold on to the bench to stand firm. It's easy to wait for this time to faint, and she suddenly finds that she is no longer satisfied. She hurriedly turned her head, looking for Suixin, who should have been only a few steps ahead of her, long gone.

"Hello! Fulfillment ...... Tao Suixin! Jingyi panicked and cried out.

No response.

At this time she was by the lake, and the weeping willows stood densely, with bare branches and cold wires.

Jingyi spun in circles, and the objects around her spun with it, and she cried out to her heart, walking briskly as she screamed. Following the path by the lake, she searched as she went. There is no shadow of the heart, and there are no other tourists.

Her cry alarmed the guards who followed the mother and daughter. The two of them quickly walked this way. Jingyi saw it, but she still didn't dare to stop looking for Suixin.

"Hello!" She stood at the water's edge, looking at the gray water under the gloomy sky, and her heart shrank, she threw what she was holding, and ran along the lake—her heart was dressed in a white coat...... Suixin in a white coat...... She panicked, only knowing that this small lake was probably the most dangerous place at this time.

She cried out in panic, her hoarse voice echoing across the water, still unanswered.

She pressed her forehead, her legs already limp.

Suddenly, she saw a small patch of white in the distance, and thought she was dazzled, but when she looked at it, it was the coat of Suixin.

"Mr. Cheng!" The guard shouted, running this way.

"Quick!" Jing Yi ran in that direction first, and the small white shadow flickered and disappeared again. But she was not mistaken, this time she was in the right direction. There is a small body of water cut off by a small bridge with nine curves. In the summer, there will be beautiful lotus flowers, but at this time, only the withered lotus leaves remain, and the surface of the lake is chaotic. She ran, and the wooden bridge was clattered by her stepping. The footsteps of the guards behind him were even heavier. The coat on the water is motionless, something must have happened...... She panicked, didn't care about what to think about, threw off her shoes, threw off her coat, and immediately jumped into the water.

Jing Yi took a deep breath and plunged down. When I got out of the water, there was only one thought in my mind, and that was to hurry up, hurry up and save Suixin.

She swam into the water, grabbed the corner of the coat, and was about to pull it up, only to find that it was just an overcoat, and it was empty underneath. Her heart was cold, and she hurriedly looked back, only to find the small figure standing at the head of the bridge—she couldn't see Suixin's expression clearly, but she heard her scream, obviously very frightened.

She saw the guards coming, and was about to call them to watch Suixin, but Suixin jumped down without hesitation. She was angry for a while, and struggled to swim towards the place where Suixin had fallen into the water...... The water is very turbid, and the still ripples are stirring the dry lotus, and I see the fluttering and sinking heart. Her eyes were blurry, and she knew in her heart that she was tired, but she was in danger, and she had to hold out until she was rescued ashore...... She felt like she was sinking. Suddenly, a pair of hands lifted her up from behind and lifted her to the shore. Someone on the shore pulled her back. Jingyi went ashore and sat on the ground, just after recovering a little, she woke up suddenly, turned around and found Suixin. Pushing away the guards who were taking care of Suixin, she knelt beside Suixin, unbuttoned her clothes, and made her prostrate herself. Sui Xin closed his eyes tightly, and spat out the water violently, spitting one after another, his face turned white, and he gasped for breath...... Jingyi seemed to collapse, sat on the ground, looked at her for a while, and threw herself into her arms.

"You're scared the hell out of me! I'm scared to death......" she choked up, "Nannan, Nannan, Mommy should be watching you...... Shouldn't have left your ...... It scared the hell out of me......"

She repeated softly, hugging her heart.

Then he shivered with cold, clinging to her chest, and without saying a word, he grabbed the hem of her clothes.

Jing Yi held her pale little face, just staring at her face. She gritted her teeth and tried hard to pick up Suixin, but she couldn't hold it.

Someone behind him called Mr. Cheng and said let's come.

Only then did she look up and see the same drenched guard. She wanted to say thank you, but her teeth kept fighting.

Finally, they got to the gate of the park, and there were two more cars waiting for them.

Seeing them, the people in the car got down one after another, and the people who walked in the front were all over the road.

"Mr. Cheng!" Lu Sihai saw her and Suixin's appearance, and hurriedly came over to pick Suixin over.

"Hurry home." Jingyi was also shivering with cold.

Lu Sihai looked at her with a blank face, and her usual composure was replaced by a trembling appearance, and she didn't have time to comfort her, so she ran towards the car with her heart. Jingyi followed and got into the car, and shivered when she saw Suixin being wrapped in a coat from all over the world.

She urged the driver to hurry up.

The driver didn't ask her which way she was going, but drove the car back to Gisfield Road. When the car stopped and saw the car coming back, Tao Xiang, who was waiting at the door, saw that after the car door opened, Jingyi, who got out of the car first, turned out to be like this, and his face suddenly became gloomy.

"I'll explain to you later." Jingyi said, turning around and hugging Suixin.

Tao Xiang stopped her and said, "I'll come." ”

His tone was cold. Lu Sihai was also silent when he saw his appearance.

Jingyi held on to the car door, watched Tao Xiang take Suixin out, and instructed people as he walked: "Heat up the hot water, light the fireplace in the room, be quick!" ”

He didn't even look at her.

Jingyi took a breath.

"Mr. Cheng." Lu Sihai called her cautiously.

Jingyi said: "Let the car wait here for a while, I'll go up and have a look before leaving." ”

Lu Sihai saw that the shoes on her feet were gone, and when he followed her in, he hurriedly asked the maid to quickly find a pair of slippers and prepare dry and loose clothes.

Jingyi walked halfway up the stairs, and the maid caught up, she put on her slippers first, asked about Suixin's room, and followed.

The door of Suixin's room was open, and the people who came in and out were all around Suixin, busy in an orderly manner, especially Fu's mother, and Zhang's mother changed Suixin's clothes, crying anxiously. But Tao Xiang was present, and they didn't dare to speak out.

Jingyi was by the door, watching Tao Xiang sit on the edge of Suixin's bed, and took hot cocoa to feed Suixin...... She heard the sound, hurried footsteps, and retreated, and sure enough, from the other side of the corridor, a cluster of figures appeared, it was Madame Tao and Tao Er'an, and she heard Madame Tao say from a distance: "...... If you take it out well, you should send it back...... I knew it wouldn't work! If the seventh doesn't listen, he knows how to fight with me......"

Er An saw Jingyi first and pulled Mrs. Tao.

Mrs. Tao gasped and glared at Jingyi. Although he didn't say anything, he was angry, and when he went in, he let people close the door casually.

Jingyi was separated by the door panel and froze.

After a while, I heard Er An say: "Then there was an accident, the old lady was distressed, and she didn't have a good face in her anger." She saw that Jingyi was soaking wet, her hair was stained with water weeds, her legs were exposed under the slit of the cheongsam, her stockings were torn, and her feet were injured...... She whispered, "Quick, go to my room to change clothes and take medicine." ”

Jingyi shook her head and said, "If it's okay, I'll go back first." ”

Seeing that her face was blue, Er'an said, "It's better to go back first." If there is something in my heart, I will call you for 61 words. Er An was worried about his niece's safety, so he ordered someone to follow and send Jingyi back.

Jingyi nodded with tears in her eyes, and hurriedly got into the car and left......

Back at the residence, Aunt Li saw Jingyi happily go out, and when she came back, she was so embarrassed that she followed her upstairs at a loss. Jingyi didn't say a word, went into the bedroom and closed the door.

As soon as she entered the door, the last bit of strength was gone, and she did not even climb up to the bed, but sat down at the foot of the bed, and finally wept...... I don't know how long I cried, but I just felt hot and groggy. Someone knocked on the door, and the 61 bell rang, she didn't want to open the door, not that she didn't want to answer the 61 call, but she didn't have the strength at all.

The door was probably open, and she knew that someone had carried her to bed, someone was touching her forehead, someone was feeding her water...... It hurt all over her body, as if someone was pricking her all over her body with a needle. She tried her best to dodge, but the needle was still able to pierce her bones, and the fine and dense pain accumulated, and the pain was unbearable.

She couldn't help but want to cry, but she had to tell herself that she couldn't cry, and she was going to cry at every turn for a while, so it was not good to be weak...... There have been times like this, and she has been able to get through it every time, and this time is the same.

The pain and burning heat gradually tortured her to the point that she didn't know anything, and her consciousness was confused. But she still knew that when she woke up, she had to go and see Suixin...... She finally knew that when she accidentally fell into the water in order to chase the cute little kitten, the third brother rescued her, why her mother was scared like that, and why she was no longer allowed to go near the water's edge, but let people quietly teach her to swim. Because of fear, but also because of love, I can't bear to lose.

And she can't afford to lose again......

"Mom...... Mom ......" was a very soft and delicate voice, calling Mom.

It's a sher, apple-faced sher.

Like an angel, he ran towards Yamei.

She watched from the sidelines, wanting to call her, but turned around and called her "little aunt...... Her outstretched arm fell into the air.

Cersei threw herself into Yamei's arms, a ball of golden light behind their mother and daughter, and she called out to the second sister-in-law, Cersei...... The golden light grew brighter and brighter, and she had to close her eyes. My eyes were stinging, and I finally burst into tears. She knew she was dreaming. This dream has been going on for many years...... She raised her hand to her forehead, still feverish.

When she opened her eyes, there was a bright sun in the room.

There was a faint smell of potion, and she braced her arm.

That's right, there are people in the house.

The man was standing by the window, by the tulle curtains, with a tall figure and a strong temperament, and it would not be anyone else.

She turned her head, this was indeed her bedroom, and the pain in her body made her sure she was awake now.

"Why are you here?" She asked. She didn't know how this person had come to be or how long she had been here.

Tao Xiang turned to look at her.

Jingyi lifted the quilt and got out of bed. As he spoke, he took a dressing gown and put it on. Her hair was disheveled, and her face was puffy and pale...... She was so embarrassed to appear in front of him in such an embarrassed way...... But what else is there for her to be ashamed of?

"If you ask for guilt because of yesterday's incident, you can scold and scold - but Muzhi, I may not be a good mother, but I can't give up being a bad mother......" She was top-heavy and struggled to stand firm.

Tao Xiang stood right in front of her.

I couldn't tell anything from his expression, compared to when I saw her and Suixin yesterday...... Her heart twitched violently, and she immediately asked, "Where's the girl?" Is she okay? ”

She went weak in an instant.

"Yesterday I was just thinking about it." Tao Xiang said.

Sui Xin stabilized, and when he heard his mother blame him for not letting Sui Xin go out with Jing Yi, he realized that she was no longer there. Turning around, the eldest sister told him that Jingyi looked very bad when she left......

Tao Xiang looked into her eyes and said, "Nan Nan's fever has subsided." You don't have to worry about her. ”

Jingyi looked at him in a daze—he was wearing shirt cufflinks...... Apparently he's been here for a while.

Seeing her in a daze at herself, Tao Xiang picked up his coat and said, "Have a good rest." Aunt Li said that you haven't had a good rest recently. You burned so badly that they were worried that it was going bad. ”

"Then I ...... last night Did you say anything...... What shouldn't be said? Jingyi's throat was dry and sore, and she had trouble spitting words. The face was probably still feverish, and the heat was terrible, and the forehead was sweating.

Tao Xiang glanced at her.

At this glance, Jingyi's sweat on her forehead couldn't be stopped.

"I'......," she said, holding up her hand over her forehead, "if you want to say something you shouldn't say, you're ...... When you don't hear it, okay? There are some words that I am ......"

She couldn't go on.

Tao Xiang's gaze was too deep.

"There are some things that you are not prepared to say to me." Tao Xiang put on his coat and was neat again.

The car ticked downstairs, and he looked at his watch.

"As we discussed last time, you still have to decide as soon as possible." He said.

"I don't want to go with me at all. I can't force her away. I can wait. Until she is willing to accept me, even if you can only look at her from afar...... We can't force her unless we have to evacuate. Also, I can't leave the hospital alone. Jingyi whispered.

Tao Xiang raised his eyebrows.

"Mu Zhi, she doesn't want to go with me, she hates me......" Jingyi said. This sentence slipped out almost unconsciously, and she was stunned after she finished speaking. But what has been said is simply the most hurtful thing about the self-esteem of a mother. Her face immediately turned red. She looked away, unable to look at him. She was looked at by him, and she could feel something in his gaze, not as if he was blaming her, but with a little warmth...... Their daughter hates her mother and doesn't want to leave her father...... How failed did she have to come to such a conclusion? This seems to be a never-ending war, she has to fight against the past time, maybe one day, she can win back her daughter's love...... "But, I love her...... I love her so much......" She turned away, her hands firmly gripping the iron frame at the head of the bed.

So love, so love...... I don't know. He doesn't know, he can't understand it, and he can't understand it. They all do......

Tao Xiang looked at her slender shoulders trembling.

She is very thin, but she always makes people feel that there is a strong iron bone under her slender appearance......

He walked over and hugged her in his arms.

"We'll find out someday." He said.

She turned around and buried her face in his chest.

There was a faint smell of potion on him.

Cool, thin, and cold.

She was clearer, but she still relied on him.

"I'm sorry, Makiyuki. Even if she hates me, I still want to guard her. "Her voice was very low, very low.

The car ticked again.

Tao Xiang stroked Jingyi's shoulder.

He said goodbye, and as he walked to the door, he looked back at her and said, "Don't worry about some things." Get along with the girl. Nan Nan is a very kind-hearted child, like you. ”

He finished and left.

Jingyi stayed for a while and saw the black scarf that fell on the back of the chair...... She picked it up.

Ordinary velvet scarf, half-used but not new. There is a small section, the knitting is awkward, as if the force is uneven, some are fastened, and some are loose...... Jing Yi held the scarf, opened the door of room 61 and chased out. She stood on the stairs, and Tao Xiang walked through the living room and out the door...... She wanted to catch up with him, but she was so weak that she couldn't even open her mouth.

"Mr. Cheng," Aunt Li came over to help her up and sat on the wooden chair by the stairs. "Commander Tao has guarded you for most of the night. If it weren't for him, we wouldn't know what we would have done...... You had a terrible fever last night, and you were talking nonsense. ”

Jingyi nodded.

Aunt Li looked at her expression and said, "Commander Tao said that Lao Li's matter is already in order. But he had to learn a lesson. Commander Tao wouldn't let him out so soon...... Mr. Cheng, I don't know how to thank Commander Tao and you for your great kindness...... You and Commander Tao are great people. If it weren't for you, sir, Commander Tao wouldn't have worried about our life. ”

Jingyi whispered, "I hope you will suffer less from now on." ”

"He almost died, and he didn't repent, so it's better to be a pig and a dog. I'm not going to have anything to do with him anymore...... By the way, Mr. Cheng, a gentleman came to visit in the morning. The butler said you weren't there, so he left his business card and left. That's it. Aunt Li handed a business card to Jingyi.

Jing Yi took it and looked at the words printed on it.

Lawyer Ding Jiacheng.

She didn't recognize the man.

She was still drowsy and in dire need of rest, so she took her business card and went back to her room.

When she fell on the bed, she vaguely smelled the faint smell of potion on Tao Xiang's body...... She sat up sharply.

61

61

61

"Dean Cheng?" Anita Mui called Jingyi for the third time.

Jingyi looked up at her.

Anita Mui pushed the document in front of her again, and said, "I signed it in the wrong place." ”

Jingyi lowered her head, but no, she signed her name in the position where it should have been signed by Party B.

Xiaomei wanted to laugh but held back, so she had to take another copy and sign it for her. While destroying the original documents, he looked at Jingyi and asked, "Your body has not fully recovered, and you haven't rested well in the past few days, do you want to postpone the next operation?" I see you're getting a full schedule of surgeries these days. If you don't have to have surgery, you might as well push it. ”

Jingyi signed, took the seal, and said, "Okay." ”

She was indeed a little uneasy, and it was irresponsible to go into the operating room like this.

Xiaomei took the document and said, "There is no work schedule in the afternoon, dean, you can take a break." ”

Jingyi nodded.

Xiaomei went out, and after a while, she still picked up her coat and left the office.

She let the car run along the river, but looked at the muddy Huangpu River on a rainy day, the chaos on the streets, and the people with sad faces...... The heart is even more disturbed. She instructed the driver to go to Anna's house.

At tea time, Anna is making coffee.

The sudden arrival of Jingyi did not seem to surprise Anna.

She also made a cup of coffee for Jingyi and said, "Come and have a cup of coffee...... Thanks to this student, Commander Tao didn't forget to bring me the best coffee beans. You know how in-demand it is in wartime. ”

In wartime, these two words are extremely harsh.

Jingyi held her coffee cup.

"You can't make up your mind?" Anna asked Jingyi.

Jingyi shook her head.

"I don't mean you're right." Anna's green eyes have a cunning gaze like a cat. "I heard that the name of Suixin has a very greedy meaning in Chinese. Who can do it? Once upon a time, my father, mother, brothers and sisters, were nobles of the purest Russian blood, and when they said they were expelled, they were expelled. There is no homeland, no treasure, and those closest to them die...... Isn't it true that those who are alive want to continue to live? That's why I said, "That's a good name." Although the world is impermanent, people must always have hope...... The coffee is good, but I only drink one cup a day. At my age, the pleasure of a cup of coffee is also a luxury. There are fewer and fewer things that can make me happy, and fewer and fewer people can make me happy, and I have to know how to cherish them. ”

Anna sniffed the aroma of coffee and smiled.

The jovial ...... of a cup of coffee Jingyi took a sip of her coffee.

The doorbell rings.

Anna said: "Rain or shine. ”

Jingyi's hands trembled.

Coffee makes waves in the cup.

She hurriedly put it down, took a hand towel, and pressed it on the back of her hand.

Anna looked at her and said, "Be diligent." Her father said, "My heart is like you." It's not like that at all. How lazy should you have been when you learned the piano with me? Never be lazy. If you miss a class because you are not feeling well, you have to make up for it. I told her that the weather was bad today and that she didn't have to come, but she wouldn't. ”

Jingyi lowered her head and said, "She's much stronger than me." ”

"yes, it's much stronger. Many tunes that she couldn't control at her age, she easily mastered. Anna smiled.

Jingyi heard the soft sound of the stairs, but it was clear that there were more than two people in the footsteps.

At first, she thought that she was happy to see her mother come up with her, but it was Tao Xiang who didn't want to appear.

Sui Xin came in holding her father's hand, and when she saw her, Sui Xin was silent. Jingyi stood up.

Tao Xiang came in a military uniform unlike before, and Jing Yi's heart sank. Realize he's leaving. Otherwise, he wouldn't have gone out in a military uniform, especially to send his daughter to learn the piano...... She had to take a closer look at him.

Tao Xiang calmly patted his heart.

Sui Xin stood in front of Tao Xiang, bowed to Anna, and looked at Jingyi again, but still didn't make a sound.

Tao Xiang took Suixin's little hand and motioned for her to salute Jingyi. Sui Xin raised his face to look at his father, and his small mouth seemed to be tightened, but he still bowed obediently to Jingyi.

Jingyi's heart throbbed, and her face was hot. She really wanted to rush out of this house...... She listened to Tao Xiang apologizing to Anna, saying that she was sorry for being late.

Anna beckoned, as usual, to sit down and eat a snack.

Jingyi and Tao Xiang accompany them and listen to Anna's homework as she asks Suixin.

Jingyi saw that Sui's heart was no different, and she was completely relieved. Talking to Anna, he was quick and polite...... She looked at Suixin like this, but Suixin only looked at Anna. Anna drank up a cup of tea and took her to the piano room. Tao Xiang said he was leaving. Sui Xin didn't look at him, just waved his hand and said goodbye to Dad. Anna quietly explained to Jingyi: "I'll send Commander Tao for me later." ”

Jing Yi saw that when Sui Xin sat on the piano bench, her little face collapsed.

She turned her head to look at Tao Xiang.

There was a fleeting little bit of unbearability in Tao Xiang's eyes. Seeing Jingyi coming over, he put on his military hat, tidied it up, and said, "It's time for me to go." ”

Jingyi stood for a moment before going down to see him off.

During the day, the power was cut again, Jingyi pressed the electric switch, and the lights in the stairwell still didn't turn on.

The staircase was narrow and steep, and she followed him two steps apart, as if her chin was stretched out to touch the brim of his hat. She held her breath and didn't dare to get up quickly...... They finally walked down the stairs. In the little light in the hallway, Tao Xiang looked back at her and said, "Just send it here." ”

Jingyi nodded.

"I've already told Suixin." Tao Xiang said slowly, "She comes to you every weekend." If you want to see her in the future, tell your mother in advance. My mother has already promised me. ”

"Thank you." Jingyi said.

Tao Xiang looked at her for a moment and nodded.

Jing Yi thought he would say something else, but he didn't.

I didn't even say a word to take care...... He must have thought she didn't know how dangerous it was for him to go.

Jingyi stood by the door for a long time. She didn't go out to watch him leave. It was only when she turned around that she looked up and saw a small figure at the top of the dark staircase.

She walked up, but the little figure didn't move.

Knowing that she was only a few steps away from her, looking into her eyes, I saw that Suixin's big eyes were full of tears.

"Satisfied." She cried out to the heart.

"Dad said he'll be back soon......," Sui Xin said.

Jingyi nodded and said, "He has never said what he has done." We'll wait for him to come back. ”

The tears in her heart fell down and Jingyi was so distressed that she panicked, wanting to hug her and wipe away her tears, but she didn't dare to reach out easily.

"Will you wait for Daddy with me?" Then he asked.

"I'll wait for him with you." Jingyi said.

"Dad said you'd never leave me again." Sui Xin said.

"I'll never leave you again." Jingyi could only hear her own heartbeat.

She didn't dare to move, there seemed to be a colorful soap bubble in front of her, and if she breathed heavily, it would shatter...... But then, Sui Xin stretched out his arm and put his arm around her neck, and put his little face against hers, and said, "If you dare to lie to me, you will die." ”

She nodded, and the force of her nod did not dare to weigh a single point.

"I'm sorry that day." Then he said, "I just want to scare you." You jumped, I was terrified, and I wanted to go down and save you...... But I forgot that I couldn't swim. ”

"It's okay." She hugged Suixin, "I'll teach you later." ”

Her soft, delicate flower-like daughter was finally in her arms.

[End of Chapter 25, 61]