Seeing that she was about to trip, she was suddenly grabbed by an arm around her waist, causing her body to stop and avoid the fate of falling.

"Jun Jinyan?" Xia Qi asked again.

However, the owner of this hand did not answer her, but only supported her body and made her stand firmly.

Xia Qi pursed her lips, suddenly stretched out her hand, and groped the other party's shoulder, then the neck, and then the other party's shoulder, and then the arm along the waist, and then ...... She stood on tiptoe, her hand touching the other's face.

Her fingers, following the contours of his face, touched the eyebrows, eyes, and bridge of his nose...... And lips! And he, just stood quietly, letting her fingers caress every inch of his face.

It's your words! This familiar touch, as well as the breath, was making her understand who was standing in front of her!

"Why don't you make a sound?" Xia Qi lowered her hand and asked.

In the darkness, she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could feel that he was looking at her.

After a long time, when Xia Qi thought that Jun Jinyan would not answer, a cold voice suddenly sounded a little hoarse, "What do you want me to say?" ”

"How long are you going to keep me here?" She asked.

"As long as it's past tonight." He replied, and suddenly picked her up in the darkness and walked towards the bed.

When Xia Qi walked by herself just now, she was slowly groping all the way, and she almost fell, but at this time, Jun Jinyan walked with her, but it could be described as a meteor in stride, and after only a few steps, he walked to the side of the bed.

"You sleep well, I'll send you back to school tomorrow." With that, he put her down and lifted the thin quilt over her.

Sensing that Jun Jinyan seemed to be leaving, Xia Qi grabbed his wrist violently, "Wait!" I think we need to have a good talk. ”

"No matter what you talk about, the outcome will not change. If you are really pregnant, we will get married, if not......" His voice paused, and he suddenly leaned down, his lips touching Xia Qi's lips, "I also want you to marry me!" ”

She was stunned! Lips are burning but cold.

"Marrying ...... You? ”

"Yes, Kiki, I want to marry you, you should be mine." He said.

"But I haven't ...... at all," she said, and in the middle of her sentence, her lips were completely choked. He kissed her hard to stop her from continuing.

"Uh-huh......" she was forced to bear his kiss, her lips pressed tightly, and the tip of his tongue pried open her teeth, squeezed into her sandalwood mouth, brushed every part of her mouth, and squinted around her lilac tongue.

It's like dying.

The blood rushed to the top of her head, Xia Qi only felt that her lips and tongue had become no longer her own, and when she was almost out of breath, he finally let go of her tongue.

Slender fingers were inserted into her hair, and he clasped the back of her head with his right hand, leaning over her ear and whispering, "Don't say anything." ”

She is like an oxygen-deficient fish, her lips are closed one by one, and her chest is constantly rising and falling, "Jun Jinyan...... Can't you just respect me? I'm not your toy, I'm not what you want to do, say a word, and I have to do it! ”

In the past three days, the depression and grievances of being locked in the house, as well as the uncertainty of not being able to control her life, made Xia Qi explode all of a sudden.

Because in the dark, she couldn't see his face, but let her say all these things that she usually didn't dare to say, "If you say you are dating, you must be dating, you say you are not allowed to take Yun avoidance medicine, I can't take it, and even if you say you want to get married, I can only get married?" ”

He jerked her into his arms, "I didn't treat you like a toy!" If it was really just a toy, he could easily destroy it, or he could easily find another one, how could he have so much fear, insecurity, and ...... because of her. It was so deep that he couldn't even explain his attachment.

"But what you're doing is treating me like a toy!" She clenched her hands into fists, pounding his chest and struggling to get out of his embrace. But every time her body pulled away a little, he pulled her back into his arms.

This kept going on and on, until Xia Qi was so tired that she was out of breath and had no strength to struggle anymore.

"I didn't treat you like a toy! Never! Jun Jinyan repeated this sentence word by word in Xia Qi's ear, "Qiqi, don't refuse me, I won't be able to bear it." ”

"So, I can't refuse you at all, can I?" She asked rhetorically.

He wrapped his arms around her and tightened again, "Yes, you can't. The cold voice, like an ice pick, pierced into her eardrums.

"Unless I die, or—we die together." He said.

And at this moment, she suddenly felt a chill rise up her spine.

Maybe it's because of the autistic relationship, his paranoia, with a pathology, has always scared her. Even though his illness has recovered now, this paranoia has not changed in the slightest.

She used to think that maybe by dating her, she could slowly change this paranoia, but now, she was wondering if she was too naïve, and his paranoia was actually not something she could easily change.

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Early the next morning, Jun Jinyan drove Xia Qi School. Along the way, there was silence in the car, and no one spoke. Until the car drove to the gate of K University, when Xia Qi opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, Jun Jinyan suddenly reached out and grabbed Xia Qi, "Are you going to stop talking to me again?" ”

She bit her lip uncomfortably and said, "No! ”

"Remember when you were a kid and said to me that any baby is a gift from God?" He said abruptly.

Xia Qi paused for a moment, and only remembered after a while that she had indeed said this to him, that was when she was still in kindergarten, because of her mother's explanation, she had to mix with Jun Jinyan all day long, but he also occupied almost all of her time as a matter of course, and then she was so annoyed that she pushed him away very hard, and said loudly, "I don't like you, don't play with you." ”

As a result, Jun Jinyan asked her pitifully, was it because he was sick, so she didn't like him?

At that time, she knew from his mouth that the name of this disease was autism, and from the mouths of adults, she knew that people who had this disease were unwilling to talk and play with other people, and she was the exception.

At that time, she suddenly felt a little sympathetic to him, so she specially comforted him and said, "Any baby is a gift from heaven and earth, this is what my mommy said!" Like me, although I don't have a daddy, but I am a gift from God to Mommy, although you are sick, but you must be a gift from God to your daddy Mommy. ”