My current self......

Thinking of her current self, Xia Yanran's feet were a little unstable, she retreated, her body was weak, her eyes were full of panic, thinking about what she had been doing in the past few years.

Is the person in Lu Feifei's mouth talking about himself? The original self is like this in his impression, why do you want to destroy the image in his eyes? For what?

She stood there like a chicken, as if the whole world was spinning, her memories began to sweep over, the first time she went to the Shengjue Group to apply for a job, the first time she saw Lu Feifei in the hall on the first floor of the Shengjue Group, she walked into the president's elevator for the first time in ignorance, the first time she talked to him, the first time she covered him with a blanket when he was asleep, the first time she went to the suite of the president's office to see him shirtless and changing clothes, the first time she accepted a gift from him, it was a very beautiful necklace, The first time I simply felt that his voice was very sexy, the first time I was pressed by him on the wall and kissed, the first time I was so domineering and proposed, but I didn't hesitate to escape from the office, although I had feelings for him in my heart, but she was looking for Lu Jiakai, not Lu Feifan!

But...... But how did she know that Lu Dao Lu Feifei was the Lu Jiakai she had been looking for!

"Huh...... Hehe...... Hehehe...... How could this be......"

A string of desolate laughter sounded in the dead silent cemetery, lifeless, Xia Yanran's body trembled slightly, and looked at the photo of Coco on the tombstone, for a moment, she felt so strange, this child was actually born to her?

What was once so innocent for her, but now she has become like this?

All kinds of voices began to mix in her ears, disturbing her thoughts, and she kept thinking about Lu Feifei's words, he said...... Do you know what you've ruined? You've ruined everything I could have made you like!

He said...... When you were a child, although you were very dirty and loved to cry, you were very cute, and I loved it! You're really sick to me right now......

Xia Yanran looked at the photo on Coco's tombstone, cried with tears in her eyes, and said, "Could it be ...... Did I really ruin everything? ”

Originally, she was so beautiful in Lu Feifei's impression, but now what has she become? All the smiles she used to have were occupied by jealousy and resentment, and she didn't dare to mention any of the things she had done, because even she felt disgusting!

"Lu Jiakai, please don't be disappointed in me, okay...... I'm not like this...... but it's late, and there's no room for maneuver, so like, so love, in exchange for such an ending, shouldn't the effort be rewarded......

Xia Yanran knelt down in front of Coco's tombstone under her legs, and cried out in a broken heart, originally she could have anything, originally according to the previous road, she could walk beautifully, originally ......

"Coco, what do you say mom should do...... Originally, your father could be his, and you and I could be very happy, but my mother was not like this, but ...... What to do......"

"What should I do, my heart hurts, I regret it, if I can go back to the beginning, I will not let myself become what I am now, I will definitely not ......"

I really regret it, if I could go back in time to the first time I met Lu Feifei, how good would it be, if I knew that he was Lu Jiakai from that time, how good would it be......

'How about being my Mrs. Lu?' ’

This sentence slowly drifted into her ears from the distant past, if she had agreed to this sentence when Lu Feifei first said this to herself at that time, what would be the ending now? Is it as happy as Ye Haining, with a husband who loves him, a lovely child, and a perfect family......

The more she thought about it, the more it hurt in her heart, and the more she thought about it, the more she wanted to go back to the past, why did she want to make herself to the point where she is now.

"Ah............h

Xia Yanran felt that her head hurt so much, as if it was about to be blown up, it hurt, it was so noisy around, there were so many noises...... In the depths of her heart came another voice, splitting her mind, telling her: It's not your fault in all this! Why don't they know everything for a long time? Why should you bear all these consequences? You can't see how shameless they are, even if Coco is dead now, they still don't have the slightest pity for you, you said you didn't mean it, but as a result, does he understand you? He just hates you and wants to stay away from you! What exactly right does he have to scold you here? Isn't it because of him that you became like this?

Xia Yanran lay on the ground whimpering and cried, shouting, "Don't say it!" Say no more! I beg you to say no more! Yes!!! ”

She didn't want to listen to it anymore, but the voice kept ringing in her ears.

In the empty cemetery, only her screams and cries could be heard in pain, as if she was fighting against another person, but she was the only one here.

The next moment, Xia Yanran angrily pointed in the air and shouted, "Shut up!" You shut up!!! ”

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Bite...... Bite......

Lu Feifei, who was walking in the cemetery, stopped when he heard the ringtone of his mobile phone, picked up his mobile phone and glanced at it, put it in his ear and said coldly: "Say." ”

"Mr. Lu, there is one thing I think you should know, they went to check the situation of the hospital, and checked all the public and private hospitals in Ludao City, and finally found it! At about 7 o'clock to 8 o'clock in the evening at the end of last month, there was indeed a woman who took the child to the hospital for rescue, the doctor said that the child was seriously injured at that time, internal organs and brain were bleeding, and it took four or five hours to breathe, and he was unconscious until more than four o'clock in the morning the next day, which was mild, but the woman ...... Surname Xia...... You say it'......"

This result was unexpected by anyone, but the facts are just in front of them.

In Lu Feifei's deep eyes, his handsome face was tense, and the pitiful voice of many years ago floated in his ears......

"Kai Kai...... Kai Kai ...... Woo, I'll always be here for you......"

The little girl who used to be dirty, now her heart has finally become dirty, and it is dirty.

But after a long time, he said to the person on the phone: "Don't check it again, that's it." ”