"Let it go." Bai Yueran said, but Chu Lu didn't let go of his hand, just as Bai Yueran was about to use his fighting skills to force Chu Lu to let go, his lips suddenly kissed her fingertips.

Warm and soft lips wrapped around her fingertips, and then slowly, little by little, she took her index finger into her mouth, and the burning heat that kept passing from her index finger was his temperature.

Bai Yueran was stunned, she didn't expect Chu Lu to suddenly make such a move. She could feel the tip of his tongue, coiled around her fingers at the moment, sliding over and over her fingers.

He was sucking her fingers, and the anger that had begun at first had turned into a fascination. At first, he just wanted to stop her from leaving, to break the peace on her face, after all, her calmness only made him feel worse than he cared about. But the moment his lips touched her fingers, it was like a drug, and he couldn't help licking and sucking.

It was her breath, her temperature, such a touch, as if at this moment, he and her were closely connected, and nothing had happened between them as before.

Fascinated, and nostalgic, makes him want to sink - fall - into it......

How ...... is he

Suddenly, her fingers jerked out of his mouth, causing him to snap back to his senses.

Chu Lu only felt that his heart seemed to be empty in an instant, and her breath was still in his mouth, but the soft touch was no longer there. What happened to him just now, he was so addicted to sucking her fingers that he even forgot to think about anything.

It was him, not her, who really lost his peace!

"Well, my skills are much better than Cang Yao." The corners of his lips twitched slightly, to hide the confusion in his heart.

Bai Yueran took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped the fingers he had sucked just now, "You can do this to me, it's Haruka instead of you, so don't have a second time." ”

Chu Lu's complexion changed, and her eyes stared at the handkerchief in her hand, didn't she want to have anything to do with him at all? He even wiped off the traces he left as if he were a germ, "What, you're disgusted with me to this extent?" He sneered.

"It's not disgust, it's just dislike." She said indifferently, didn't look at him again, and turned to leave.

And he, standing still, stared at her departing back in a daze.

How many times has he looked at her back like this?! It doesn't seem to linger at all, it's just panicking!

"It's just...... Don't like it? Chu Lu muttered to himself, what a simple sentence, but what made him feel like he had been sent to hell.

Once, she said that she liked him, and at that moment, he was happy as if he had gone to heaven. And now, her indifference makes him so uncomfortable.

Even, maybe it's better to be hated by her than to be ignored by her!

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What made him lose his cool? Since the breakup, he has been deliberately avoiding her, not because he is embarrassed, not because he is embarrassed, but because he is afraid that he will continue to covet her.

The original breakup was because of anger, because of insecurity, and because of the kind of helplessness that I couldn't control myself more and more.

His emotions would always easily rise and fall with her. He thought that if he broke up, if he no longer liked her, he thought that he would return to his previous self without any troubles, but just seeing the scene in the shade of the tree made him unable to control the jealousy in his heart.

He...... There was still no way to get rid of her influence on him.

So what has he done in the past two years or so?!

Bai Yueran ...... Ran Ran ......" he whispered her name as he looked at a glass-sealed jar in the cabinet with chocolates in it, it was...... She gave him a birthday present that year.

When Chu Hao came to look for his son, he saw that his son was staring at the glassware with chocolate in his mind. He lost count of the number of times he had seen his son look at the jar of chocolate like this.

There is also the jujube red hand-woven scarf, which was a gift from the little girl of the Bai family to her son back then, and for more than two years, Xiaolu has not allowed anyone to touch the scarf, as if the scarf has become some kind of taboo.

"Xiaolu, listen to the maid, you didn't have dinner today." Chu Hao said.

"Hmm." Chu Lu responded lightly.

"Is there something going on at school that is making you feel bad?"

"Nope."

Chu Lu denied it, but the contradictory gaze in his eyes made Chu Hao guess something, "Is it related to Bai Yueran?" ”

Chu Lu's body stiffened for a while, pursed his lips, and did not speak, but his whole body was filled with a dejected aura, and his handsome face was as if he had been covered with a frozen mask.

Chu Hao couldn't help but sigh, although he has been watching the changes in his son over the years, he has no power to change anything. He still remembers that after the birthday party, when he took care of things and returned to the banquet hall again, he saw his son squatting on the ground, picking up the chocolates scattered all over the ground one by one, cherishing each chocolate and carefully picking it up, putting the chocolates back into the box that had been broken, and then clutching them tightly to his chest.

Xiao Lu's tears continued to flow, and the first time Chu Hao saw his son crying like that, it was as if he had lost some of the most important treasures.

"Xiaolu, what's wrong?" He asked nervously.

However, he, a child who had always been arrogant, looked at him with an almost desperate look, "Why did she agree?" Why didn't she say she couldn't break up?! For what...... Why doesn't she look at me more? ”

Something over and over again, accompanied by the choked hoarse cry, it will still linger in Chu Hao's ears to this day.

That box of chocolates, the son hugged all night.

"Daddy, she's never going to like me the most, is she?" Xiao Lu asked him this, but he was speechless.

Not long after, he learned that his son and the little girl from the Bai family broke up that night, so Xiao Lu cried so badly that night.

After that, the transparent glassware contained those chocolates, but Xiao Lu didn't eat any of them, just put them in the cabinet, and from time to time he would stare at the jar with a puzzled face, as if he was thinking about something.

It was also since that day that Chu Hao had never seen his son really happy. Even if sometimes my son is smiling, the smile can't reach his eyes.