What does it feel like?

A lot of times, you know the outcome of a lot of things, and even the outcome after the result is clear, but you just can't accept it. However, when things really happened, there was nothing left to do.

After living for nearly 30 years, in Sheng Congsu's life, he has never felt helpless and panicked like this moment. A month ago, Song Ru and I lost contact, and he didn't have the confidence and courage to think that they would be involved. But a month later, the 'woman' who was obviously smiling at him just now couldn't wake up at all.

Many times, he knows that the most terrible thing is not the lack of hope, but the disappointment after having hope.

Sheng Congsu stood in the mall, the height of the third floor was not high, but looking down from his angle, he didn't know why there was a trace of fear in his heart. When he was on the phone, the counter lady in the children's clothing store had just walked out, and she waited next to him and asked, "Sir, do you need help?" ”

Others also noticed that something was wrong and came to ask, but what should Sheng Congsu say? The phone was finally connected, and Sheng Quan immediately replied: "Seventh Prince, what do you order?" ”

"Ego...... 'Unconscious', let the expert group prepare. ”

Sheng Quan on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then immediately hung up the phone.

Sheng Congsu picked up Song Ru and me, and the distance of the elevator on the third floor was just a few seconds. The warm body leaned into his arms, but he couldn't feel anything, only that time was too slow and too slow.

How many times has he experienced such a moment in his short span of less than thirty years? Six years ago, he was holding the suicide Song Rume in his arms, and six years later, he hugged her again who was silent.

The ambulance roared, all the surgical staff were on standby, and as soon as I arrived at the hospital, Song Ru and I were pushed to the operating room. The expert group sent someone to give Sheng Congsu a preoperative talk.

One by one, he barely heard a word, and only the sound of "buzzing" was left in his ears. After a few short minutes, he signed his name one by one.

Halfway through the operation, Li Mubai arrived, Fu Yu arrived, and even Chu Yu came. It was the last moment of the afternoon sunset, and the winter night was fast, and the bloody remnant sun was hidden in the sky.

Sheng Congsu watched from the small window of the hospital corridor as the sky darkened little by little, and finally the lights came on, and the city began to enter the night.

It was very quiet in the hospital, especially outside the operating room, Sheng Congsu did not move, and no one spoke.

I can't hide it from the children anymore, the old housekeeper called, saying that Sheng Yang was crying at home, Sheng Quan held the phone, looked at Sheng Congsu, who was silent on the side, and didn't know what to do.

"Let her come."

"The Seventh Son...... ...... like this"

"If there's anything wrong, she'll have to ask in the future, if it happens, I can't let her regret it."

At seven o'clock in the evening, Sheng Yang finished dinner in the villa and went to the hospital with the old housekeeper of the family.

The posture of their father and daughter is actually uncomfortable for others to see. The old housekeeper sighed, in fact, everyone was prepared for this result, but it still made people feel that there was a thorn in their hearts.

The operation time seemed to be particularly long, the little girl couldn't stand it, her eyes that were red and swollen from crying began to cry again, and the bean-sized teardrops were left in Sheng Congsu's heart one by one along her jaw.

"Don't cry, are you hungry, Auntie will take you to supper?"

Facing Fu Yu's invitation, Sheng Yang shook his head.

It's sad to be like this now. Sheng Quan and the old butler glanced at each other and sighed. The two of them ran out of the hospital and sat on the steps to 'smoke' cigarettes.

"Xiao Qi, this child I watched grow up since I was a child, when I was a child, my parents made a lot of trouble, and I didn't even care about the children, and then the two of them crashed a plane abroad, when he was a freshman, and was sent out of the country by his family. The Sheng family's uncles and uncles are eyeing the family business. ”

"He did stupid things, if he likes other girls, he chases them well, he has to be like that, I have to hate him. The girl looked silent, and her heart was very stubborn. ”

The old butler took a puff of his cigarette and continued, "Ah Quan, do you remember that time? It's really scary, after giving birth, the girl dared to leave the hospital after bleeding and pulling out the intravenous needle. ”

Without waiting for Sheng Quan to answer, the old housekeeper sighed again: "Xiao Qi is silent, he was stabbed, and he has been recuperating from his injuries for more than half a year, I think this has to rest." I didn't expect that after all these years, I would still see that girl. ”

"Madame is not quite the same as before."

The old housekeeper finally finished his cigarette, slammed the cigarette butt on the ground, and shook his head: "What's different, I still hate Xiao Qi as much as before." I can see that these two people are difficult. ”

Sheng Quan also understood in a trance that fate was so cruel to separate them with separation, illness and hatred, in the final analysis, he didn't want them to be together.

When they came back after 'smoking', Sheng Yang cried a little tired, but the person who had always spoiled the 'girl' to heaven no longer coaxed her softly, but just held her in his arms and sat alone on a small stool outside the operating room. People with long hands and feet look a little funny and embarrassed.

The Lord has no words, and all men have no words. The lights in the operating room are on all the time.

Later, Fan Wushuang, a doctor who was transferred from abroad, and his colleague Huo Minglang discussed the case. She said excitedly: "This is the coolest operation I have ever done, and my feet are numb when I stand on the platform, but when I look at the side, the main knife is 'flowered', and the small blood vessels can be clearly distinguished, and I haven't touched it at all." It was clear to me all at once. ”

"Later, a group of us lay down in the operating room, and I really wanted to sleep with him for a day and a night."

"Did the operation succeed?"

Fan Wushuang glared at Huo Minglang: "That's not the point. ”

New Year's Day is finally here, and the weather in Busang is a little colder. The kindergarten has begun to have a holiday, and on the last day of school, Zhou Wei said goodbye to Sheng Yang: "Goodbye." ”

The little girl hung her head, kicked the stones on the road, and occasionally raised her head: "Oh, goodbye." ”

Zhou Weiwei thought about it, got in the car and got out again, he ran to Sheng Yang's side with a "puff", knocked on the car window, and the little girl wilted and 'exposed' her head.

"Hmm...... Sheng Yang, new year, new weather, don't worry, your mother will be back soon. Hey, you're better than me, I won't be to my mother's place right now. ”

Being comforted like this, Sheng Yang really didn't know what to say, so he could only nod in the end: "Oh, okay, goodbye, one by one." ”

Today's road was particularly congested, so Sheng Yang turned on the tablet and immediately connected to Sheng Congsu.

It's still warm weather in the southern hemisphere, Sheng Congsu's face appeared on the screen, and his deep voice came out: "What's wrong?" ”

"I'm not happy."

"Why aren't you happy?"

"It's going to be the New Year, why am I still home alone?!"

"Good."

Sheng Yang pouted: "My mother, I want to see my mother!" ”

Sheng Congsu had no choice but to move the tablet, and Sheng Yang saw Song Rume as he wished.

Although her mother was still lying on the hospital bed, and she couldn't say hello to her, the little girl was satisfied.

"Okay, okay? I'm going to hang up. ”

"Goodbye." The little girl beckoned and closed the video interface.

In fact, Sheng Yang also feels that his father is not as spoiled as before. In the past, even if she wanted the moon in the sky, it was estimated that her father would go to space with her. Now, she is required to study mathematics well, listen to the housekeeper's grandfather, not be naughty, and not quarrel or fight with the kindergarten children.

Probably so, my mother will be happy when she wakes up.

The operation a month ago, it was not a success, and the embarrassing blood clot in Song Ru's skull was removed, but for some reason, the patient did not wake up after the operation. Even after a few days in the hospital, her physical performance indicators were 'disordered' and declining.

The expert group doctor Jian Yiyi transferred the patient to a 'private' hospital with more complete medical treatment abroad, so Sheng Congsu took Song Ru and I to the southern hemisphere, while the 'daughter' Sheng Yang stayed in the Xiangjiang villa, and the poor person was at home, at most she could only go to Zhou Wei's house for a meal.

Fortunately, after arriving abroad, Song Ru's physical function indicators have stabilized and have an improvement trend. Yesterday, the expert consultation also gave Sheng Congsu more exciting news, Song Ru and I should be able to wake up soon.

Of course, it was not only Sheng Congsu who came abroad, but also Li Mubai.

At that time, when the new 'drug' of the Sain system was on the market, the CEO Li Mubai left a qiē to go abroad, and the domestic 'chaos' became a hospital, and the little 'daughter' of the Fu family, Fu Jiabi, called a golden-eyed classmate from abroad to come back to take on the important responsibility, for such a somewhat childish approach, the rest of the Fu family actually didn't say anything, just like the Sain 'medicine' was a toy in Fu Jiabi's hand.

Li Mubai's current blood pressure soared and he was admitted to the hospital. Sometimes Li Mubai would make depressive phone calls in the corner of the hospital.

"Say no more, I've done enough, and I won't be returning home anytime soon."

"You're crazy! She is already Sheng Qi's wife, you carry it clearly! Suddenly, the voice on the other end of the phone weakened again: "Don't be kidding, the one Fu Jiabi brought is also a half-old child, and he told me what the champion of the World Junior CEO Simulation Contest is, what is that?" Do you really want your father's hard work to be ruined by someone else?! Well?! ”

Even so, Li Mubai still didn't go back, just stayed abroad like this, watching Sheng Congsu take care of Song Rume.

The author has something to say: remember King's Landing? She also came out of the World Junior CEO Simulation Competition.

Thank you for the little angels' mines, love you, Mo Da, the author will work hard~

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