(62) Regret

Jinghua didn't know if she really slept, and the room was closed tightly again, and it was pitch black inside.

If it wasn't necessary, Xuanhua tried not to disturb him. He understands that his second brother only has the last bit of space, a little self-esteem, and don't force him anymore.

When he was still in Yunmengze, Xuanhua knew that if Jinghua could still live, then his savior would not be Miaoyuan, or even Yinlongyi, but this little girl named Ah Mo.

And now, he locked himself in that darkness and drove Ah Mo away, so how long could he last alone? Or maybe he was alive, but he was just an empty and broken shell.

"I'm worried about Jinghua's current state. Miao Yuan said, "No matter what, he was still positive. Practice hard, eat and take medicine seriously, and even if you can't eat, you will force yourself to eat.

At that time, I was secretly happy, if this is the case, even if it will not get better in three years, but in one hundred and eighty years, maybe I can really stand up. But if it's like this, I think...... I don't think he will last long. ”

"I know, Ah Yuan. I won't just let my second brother be depressed like this. I'll figure it out, Yuan, I'll figure it out. Xuanhua patted her and sighed, "It's just the second brother, is he really unable to heal anymore?"

Miao Yuan said: "Jinghua's dragon tendon keel was split by the thunder, unlike other connections, the internal organs are also fragmented, and these injuries are fundamentally incurable."

Even if he has the Yinlong Wing Protection, it can only guarantee that he will not die. To be able to get back on your feet in three years, as I said at the time, is almost impossible, as he said. ”

Xuanhua sighed: "The second brother is biting to get better within three years, just for the sake of the paper marriage contract with Miss Ah Mo." He has always been so proud, if he wants to sit in a wheelchair to welcome the sedan chair like now, and be looked at by people from all over the world, he would rather die than die. ”

"Then why did you bother to be reckless and suffer for Chenhua in the first place?" Miao Yuan said angrily: "That kind of person is originally evil and has evil retribution!"

"The second brother is too compassionate and stubborn, just like his mother back then, I didn't persuade him at the time, because I knew that I couldn't persuade him at all. ”

"But he regretted it himself, didn't he?" Miao Yuan's eyes were sad, "What he said today was that he had known that this was the result, and he would rather ......"

"Ah Yuan, that's just what he said. ”

Xuanhua interrupted her, her voice low and difficult, "He said that he regretted it today because he couldn't face Ah Mo anymore with his self-esteem.

But on the other hand, if he hadn't saved Chenhua at that time, he and Ah Mo would have been right, but seeing that Xuan Yao's child was born without a father, do you think he can be indifferent with the temperament of the second brother?"

Miao Yuan shook his head: "Jinghua will definitely blame himself and become depressed." ”

"Yes, just like back then, we forced him to find Yinlongyi in order for him to survive. Xuanhua sighed: "Ah Yuan, in fact, I also regret it, if we hadn't forced the second brother to kill my father, or if it was my own hands, his heart disease might not be as serious as it is now." ”

Miaoyuan said: "Killing his father is a big knot in Jinghua's heart, and he has always been stuffy in his heart. At that time, we all thought that if we got Yinlongyi, it would be very good for him, who knows......"

She knelt on Xuanhua's shoulder and wept silently: "I regret it too." Xuanhua, you said that if I had said more seriously at that time, saying that after being tortured, he would be like now, and he would never be able to face Ah Mo again, would he be afraid and not do that stupid thing?"

"It's all over, what's the use of regretting it?" Xuanhua glanced back at the closed door and said perfunctorily.

Miao Yuan didn't know that Xuanhua was also regretting it in his heart, not only regretting forcing Jinghua to take Yinlongyi, which led him to kill his father in the end, but also regretted the mistake of letting Jinghua and Chenhua exchange bodies.

When Jinghua told him that plan, his heart also wavered, and he almost blurted out that he should go.

But he still flinched, he saw Miao Yuan's pale face, and the bold words in his mouth immediately retracted. He doesn't have such a high level of cultivation, and under the thunder of the sky, he and Ah Yuan are eternal secrets.

He didn't dare, he couldn't bear it.

Ironically, he regretted it, but if he chose again, he still wouldn't dare.

Just like Jinghua, he regrets it now, but if he does it all over again, he will still go.

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In Chen'an Palace, there is a lot of traffic today, and there is an endless stream.

Ah Mo had just been taken to take a bath by Xuan Yao, and as soon as the front foot came out of the bathtub, the back foot Yu Li and Qinglan arrived, which made her wake up with an excited spirit, and secretly glad that this Xuan Yao was not useless, if she was caught by her father and drunk, it would be a long time to talk.

Although Ah Mo deliberately cleaned herself up, as soon as she appeared, she was still despised by Yan Li for a long time.

first said that her face was not good, why was her face so white, but her eyes were so red, and then she didn't know how to dress herself well, after all, she was a diva, and she didn't wipe a rouge, why was it gray from head to toe, not even a gold or silver.

Ah Mo endured it silently, glaring angrily at Qinglan, this kind of thing of communicating feelings with eye contact is familiar to the two of their brothers and sisters. Ah Mo glared at Qinglan, and Qinglan understood and interpreted the following words: "Okay, why did you bring your father here?

Qinglan opened his mouth, and Ah Mo immediately understood, what he meant: "How can I say it in advance? It's my father who went down to the court today, and he wants to come on a whim, and I can't hold it back." I think instead of you being trained alone, I might as well join you, and maybe I can help you. ”

Ah Mo nodded slightly, squeezed his eyes at him, and Qinglan smiled. The meaning of that sentence is very simple, "Good brother, righteous enough!"

After a few glances between the two of them, Yu Li finally ended his first round of chatter, looked around left and right, and started the second round: "Ah Mo, Your Majesty's Chen'an Palace, not to mention the remoteness, doesn't look luxurious enough, and ...... And look at it, why don't you even have a maid? Ah, do you have to do all these things yourself?"

Ah Mo looked at the floor and said, "I don't want it myself, and I don't have much work." I can do it myself. ”

Yu Li said: "It's one thing to do it yourself or not, whether Your Majesty feels sorry for you, and it's another thing not to let you do it." ”

His face was already a little stiff, and his voice was deep, "Ah Mo, when you are at home, it doesn't matter how much your father spoils you, but when you get married, your father can't do anything." I had heard some remarks and thought it was just a rumor from an ignorant villain, so I didn't take it to heart, but when I saw it today, it was true. ”

He said to Qinglan: "Go and help your sister see, if there is anything to bring, pack up, my father will take you home now!"

"Ah, don't!" Ah Mo was startled and shouted, "Father, I'm not going home, it's good for me to live here!"

"What's good!" Yu Li no longer regained her usual gentle and loving appearance, and said indignantly: "You haven't gotten married yet, so you live in the Nine Heavens without permission, what kind of system will you become! If Your Majesty spoils you, forget it, now Your Majesty doesn't return every night, what else do you have to live alone!"

The more he spoke, the more angry he became, and his voice became louder and louder, "What's so great about Yinlong, can you bully my Ah Mo like this! Since I was a child, I was reluctant to say a heavy word in the palm of my hand, and I was treated like this when I ran to the Heavenly Palace! This is not bullying me Canglong!"

Yan Li stretched out her hand to pull her, and said angrily: "Ah Mo, go! Go home with my father! It's a big deal, let's get out of the marriage and not get married! My father will find you another good family, if you can't find it, your father will support you for a lifetime, I see who dares to gossip!"

Ah Mo was pulled by the glass, but his feet didn't move as if he was sticking to the ground, and he bit his lip and said, "Father, you misunderstood." Jinghua: He's very good to me, don't listen to other people's nonsense!"

Yu Li painfully hugged Ah Mo into her old arms, sucked her sour nose, and said: "Ah Mo, don't be afraid that your father will be sad, you are wronged, why don't you know how to tell your father?"

Ah Mo was already in a bad mood, and he was cried by Yu Li, crying so much that he almost wanted to cry, so he quickly inhaled and said: "Jinghua is really good to me, Father......! It's just that I was busy with official business, and I was afraid that it would affect my rest, so I went to live in Surabaya Pavilion. ”

She squeezed her eyes at Qinglan, and Qinglan immediately said, "Yes, father, I can testify." That Jinghua ......"

Before Qinglan's words fell, a clear voice sounded outside the door: "I don't know if my father-in-law is driving around, but Jinghua is rude." ”

Yu Li was startled, and hurriedly looked out, only to see Jinghua walking in quickly outside the palace with a dark blue python pattern, striding forward, calm and relaxed, followed by a personal guard, bowing his head, and also walking quickly.

Ah Mo and Qinglan were also shocked.

Ah Mo was even more shocked that his face turned white, and he stared at Jinghua for a long time, first surprised, and then the smile on his face faded little by little, and finally ended miserably.

That's a doll, the one made by Brother Xuanhua.

Although he looked almost exactly the same as Jinghua, Ah Mo recognized that the person was not at a glance.

His eyes were empty, there was no love, no love, and no self.

And her Jinghua, that day in Bodhi Town, so far away, just a cursory glance, she could read that his eyes were full of thoughts that were about to overflow.

Yu Li hurriedly saluted: "See Your Majesty!"

"Jinghua" said: "Lord Yuezhang is exempt. He walked over, mechanically took Ah Mo's hand, and made a loving smile again, and said: "Lord Yue, I may have a misunderstanding, I just want to talk to Qinglan Bing Candle Night because of business, so I came back late for a few days, and I don't want to worry Uncle Yue." This is indeed Jinghua's, but please give your son-in-law another chance, and don't say anything about taking Momo away. The son-in-law and her are indeed inseparable for a moment. ”