She still remembers that it was a day when spring was getting old and early summer was approaching.

The wind was already warm, and with a warm breath blew in through the half-open windows, and smoked the room warm. The sunlight was like broken gold, illuminating the smoky red cicada wing veil on the window in a crimson color, deep and shallow, very eye-catching.

At that time, she was not an old lady, she was still just a well-maintained middle-aged woman, with a pair of daughters who were like flowers and jade, a son who had been crowned the son of the world, and her life was rich and carefree. She had a son first, and then many years later, she had an eldest daughter. The eldest girl didn't like to cry when she came down, and she giggled at the slightest teasing, which made everyone laugh when they saw it. At the same time, it was born with pink carving, which is really loved.

When she was pregnant with her last daughter, she had already passed the time when she was looking forward to her daughter, but she thought that her son had no brother to support her when he was older, and she wanted to have another son, but who knew that when she fell to the ground, she was a girl. Although the girl was also conceived and born in October, no matter what, it is her child, there is no reason not to love, but if you say that you are not disappointed, it must be false.

After the birth of her second daughter, she still put most of her thoughts on her son and eldest daughter. The second daughter is mostly carried by the nurse, and she is a taciturn character, and the half-grown child is like an old-fashioned child, asking and answering, which is really unlikeable.

After getting used to the eldest daughter's coquettishness from time to time, and then getting along with the quiet second daughter, she always seems a little unhappy.

The child is also sensitive, so he is less likely to be close to her.

After so many years, looking back at the past, Mrs. Wan finally understood. In the final analysis, it was her fault. If it weren't for her eccentricity, she would have spoiled and spoiled her eldest daughter. I'm afraid that the things that will happen in the future will not happen.

On that day, she was taking a nap on the beauty couch near the window, and the maidservant was gently shaking the fan on the side, which was very comfortable.

Suddenly, the curtain of dark flowers and bamboo leaves woven by the lake blue in front of the door was raised.

Suddenly, the footsteps approached. Someone whispered from her side, "Ma'am, something is wrong. ”

She was sleeping hazy. Suddenly hearing that something was wrong, he woke up suddenly, opened his eyes and sat up, looked at the person who came and frowned, "What's wrong?" After asking. She recognized. The person who came was the housekeeper in the eldest daughter's room, and she was always very respectful of her, and she could be called a confidant, so she was willing to send her to serve the eldest daughter.

Tuesday's family lowered their eyes and did not dare to answer immediately.

She saw it clearly, and was slightly surprised in her heart, and immediately waved her hand to send the rest of the people in the room out, leaving only one person from the Tuesday family to speak.

When all the people dispersed, the curtain at the door hung quietly. Tuesday's family knelt down with a "plop" and said, "Miss's monthly letter." A month late. ”

The eldest daughter's food, clothing, housing and transportation, and the affairs in the house are all taken care of by the Tuesday family, and when her monthly letter will come and go, the Tuesday family knows best. The little girl's family, it is possible to be inaccurate from time to time, but since the eldest daughter came to the water, it is at most three or two days in the evening, and he has been a month late.

She scolded in a panic: "Why did you just come to report this time, but you can ask the doctor to come and take a look?" ”

The woman's monthly letter is not allowed, but it is a big deal.

However, when the Tuesday family heard her ask about the doctor, they shook their heads again and again, knelt on the ground for a long time, and lowered their voices to persuade: "Madam, don't ask for a doctor!" ”

Old Madam Wan had a lot of temper when she was young, and she couldn't help but get angry when she heard it.

A month late, maybe she was sick, this woman actually persuaded her not to ask for a doctor, what kind of thoughts did she have in her heart?

She immediately got angry, got up and was about to put her shoes on and go out, but she was stopped by Tuesday's family. Tuesday's forehead was covered with sweat, and he chewed a sentence in his mouth many times, and finally said it: "Madam, Miss has been nauseous since she got up in the morning, and she has been doing it several times." ”

"Presumptuous!" They are all people who have come over, and as soon as they hear this, they will know the meaning, and Mrs. Wan is so angry that her hands begin to tremble.

Tuesday's family was even more frightened for a long time, as the housekeeper mother in the young lady's room, but there was such a mistake, and she was to blame for her death. But this matter can't be hidden, if it is really as she thinks, she will continue to hide it like this, but I am afraid that when the time comes, the master will kill her heart alive.

But Mrs. Wan had such thoughts on the spot, and she pointed to the angry shouts of Tuesday's family: "You are also an old man, don't you dare to say such a lie in front of me when you are drunk!" ”

Tuesday's family wanted to cry without tears, kowtowed again and again to apologize, and said: "The slave doesn't dare to tell lies......"

Old Madam Wan was even more angry when she heard this, raised her foot and kicked it, and then turned her head and went to the eldest daughter.

She still remembers that the moment she stepped into the door of the eldest daughter's room, she stood outside the curtain and heard the words of the eldest daughter and the maid Qiang.

The girl's yellow warbler-like voice sounded in her ears, and she said, "It's so light in my mouth that there is no taste, this sour plum is good, let them stain it more later." ”

She panicked, opened the curtain and broke in, and saw the eldest daughter holding a small blue and white jar and taking sour plums into it to eat. One after another, as if they don't know what is sour. She remembered Tuesday's words, and shouted in a lost voice: "Ru'er! ”

The eldest daughter turned around while eating plums, and called to her with a smile, "Mother, why are you here?" ”

She stood stunned, her gaze over the eldest daughter's shoulder and landed on a gardenia tree blooming in the courtyard outside the window, as white as she was at the moment.

After a long time, she withdrew from everyone, leaving only the eldest daughter with Tuesday's house, and let people close the doors and windows.

The eldest daughter was only twenty-eight years old at the time, and it was the time when she was like a flower, and when she was born to stand there, it made people happy. At that time, she couldn't even laugh.

She sat on the Taishi's chair, and for the first time in front of her eldest daughter, she said to Tuesday's family in a solemn voice: "Say it in front of the young lady!" ”

Tuesday's family glanced at her, didn't dare to disobey, lowered their heads and said the matter.

Old Madam Wan bowed her head, drove the person out to guard the door, and immediately looked at the eldest daughter and asked, "Do you understand?" ”

The small blue and white jar in the eldest daughter's hand fell to the ground with a "clang".

Mrs. Wan didn't know whether she was heartbroken or angry, so she forcibly asked people to invite the old lady next to her to give her a pulse.

The old lady checked his pulse. Immediately, his face changed.

She knew at a glance that something was wrong.

Tuesday's family was also frightened, not knowing what to do.

Both of them are Madam Wan's henchmen. But she didn't dare to stay any of them. When something like this happened, she couldn't believe it to anyone but herself. If the husband knows about this, there is only one way to die waiting for the eldest daughter......

Children can be used to being petted, but the bottom line is always insurmountable.

Within a few days, she had eliminated the two of them one after another. It is better to seal it with silver than to seal it with "death". They are all people who have followed her for many years, but they know things that they shouldn't know. That's the only way to do it. Only the eldest daughter made her heartache.

The eldest daughter has a good nature, like a child who does not grow up, which is the opposite of the second female child.

Because of the exclusive favor of the eldest daughter. So she thought it would be okay to keep her eldest daughter for an extra year or two. did not stick to the theory of the eldest and youngest, and first prepared for the marriage of the second daughter. Chengguo's Yan family is indeed a good family, and the sons of the Yan family are almost grown up by her, which is very good. Therefore, it doesn't hurt for the second daughter to marry first.

However, he planned to keep the eldest daughter for a while, and the disaster came first.

She is used to her eldest daughter, and this child is an active child. Therefore, he didn't keep her at home, and if he wanted to go out, he just had to talk to her.

Result -

Private teaching, beads and secret knots. Life was born into a catastrophe.

For the first time in more than ten years, she got angry with her eldest daughter, and she wanted to kill this evil obstacle to be happy, but where did she succeed. And because she couldn't drag it out, the dog jumped over the wall in a hurry, telling her to hit the second daughter with her idea and take away the Yan family's family business. For people like them, as long as the family affair is completed, Yan Jing has to admit it even if he grits his teeth......

Seventeen years have passed, and she has become a dying old woman.

In the flickering candlelight, she looked at the child who would have stayed because her eldest daughter would rather die, and said exhaustively: "It's my fault, I didn't teach your mother well." The eldest lady of the Wan family, but she fell in love with the reckless ...... of the rivers and lakes."

A song of the Palace of Eternal Life, a few peach blossoms brewed, a sound of greed.

She is so accustomed to her eldest daughter that the maid and woman next to her eldest daughter are always cautious when facing her eldest daughter, and only know how to serve, but do not know how to persuade and obstruct. When the time comes, no one can look at anyone. Everyone thought that the young lady had always been fun-loving and noisy, but she just took advantage of the play and sneaked out to drink alone, as long as she returned safely, if the lady knew, they would not have any good fruit to eat. So one or two of them hid it.

In the lonely night, Yan Huai was dripping with cold sweat on his back.

He lowered his head, letting the cold sweat soak through his clothes, and his voice was full of weakness: "Who is it...... Who is that man? ”

Mrs. Wan coughed up a mouthful of blood, wiped it off with a handkerchief, shook her head, and said, "I only know the surname Zhao, and the single name is a Jing character." I sent someone to look for it privately, but there were no clues. ”

Even if he claims to be a reckless and ranger-like person, how can he easily stay for a long time.

She smiled bitterly, "Your mother has read too many books, and she just thinks that the world is full of legends, so she doesn't care about the consequences." ”

"The consequences ......" As soon as Yan Huai's hand was released, the jade pendant held tightly in his palm fell to the ground along the hem of the lake blue.

The jade with its back facing up exudes a warm luster, and in the corner, there is a Jing character engraved in the shade.

When he was seventeen years old, he learned that his father's name was not Yan Jing, but Zhao Jing. Even, whether this name is true or false, he has no way of researching.

After the second watch, he staggered out of the door.

"Huai'er!"

He turned a deaf ear, ran away in one go, wandering under the corridor, his whole body cold, as if he had been immersed in the harsh winter water, and it was bitterly cold.

The pain was like a cocoon, wrapping around him tightly and making him breathless.

The wind suddenly roared, and the sleeves of the clothes were hunting.

He gritted his teeth and slammed his fist into the wall.

Struck after slap, and the back of his hand was a blur of flesh and blood.

His eyes were red, but there were no tears.

Shock, anger, shame, despair, and powerlessness that goes deep into the marrow.

Everything he had been holding on to for so long was shattered into powder in an instant. The night wind lifted the hem of his clothes, and it was so cold that it made people shiver.

He suddenly calmed down.

These courtyards have nothing to do with him.

It was never his home. (To be continued......)

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