Chapter 211: A Rift in Feelings
Today is the first day of the new January, and the four nerds broke out and begged everyone to support the nerds in the new January!!
First of all, thank you for Xiaoyao's monthly pass and 5888 reward, and let Xiaoyao break the bank at the beginning of the month. In addition, there are 588 tips thanks to Cu(OH)2CO3 and Zihuang Zi book friends, as well as the update votes of Zihuang Zi book friends, but everyone will vote for 9,000 in the future, and 12,000 really can't afford to be sad. There are also rewards and monthly tickets from Ajiexi's book friends, as well as the rewards of the three book friends of Attack Minion, Alu, and Hyun Yunxi. Idiot, thank you.
Just like the girls think, Li Tianyu in the past, even when he was just reborn, Li Tianyu would not think of getting some surprise party or something, after all, no matter how perfect a person is, it is only that he can do everything he knows, but for Li Tianyu, who has been living a dull life with Taeyeon in the past ten years in the previous life, and after being reborn, he just treats women as a tool to vent. In his cognition, he never knew that girls also needed surprises and the like.
But don't all people slowly grow from ignorance to people with their own cognition, even if they didn't think about such a thing in their previous lives, when Li Tianyu was with the girls in this life, he deeply felt that the girls were not all Taeyeon, and each of them had their own personalities and preferences. Taeyeon can let go of everything and enjoy the bliss of peace and happiness like herself.
It's not that every girl can enjoy this kind of happiness, just like Seo Hyun can listen to natural music to relax and Hyo-yeon will only be more angry. Taeyeon likes to keep a lot of things in her heart like Lee Cheon-woo, and there are many things that she likes to be silent and silent alone, so she also enjoys the quiet like Lee Cheon-woo.
But in addition to Taeyeon, even Pani is a very joking, fun-loving person in her usual life. Although she doesn't have the talent in this area, although Xu Xian is always quiet on weekdays, it doesn't mean that she really likes to be quiet, it's just that she is more able to control herself.
After experiencing Sika's envy of other couples on the street that day, Xiuying has her own choice, and Li Tianyu has finally figured out whether to continue dating the girls during her three months in Japan. His biggest gain is probably to recognize clearly, there are nine people in Girls' Generation, and nine people and nine colors are their charm.
In the past, he had been getting along with them the way he got along with Taeyeon in his previous life, so Li Tianyu was always silently giving, always doing some wordless actions, but in the previous life, Taeyeon could see all this he did in his eyes and get the happiness he wanted from it, but now not everyone among the girls can see what Li Tianyu has done.
For the girls, their lives don't necessarily mean how much Li Tianyu has to pay. How to be good to them, maybe what they want more in their hearts is to play crazy with Li Tianyu, even if it causes very bad consequences in the end, but the two of them are together through thick and thin, that is the love in their hearts. But these Li Tianyu also have his own personality and ideas, which is really difficult to do.
Therefore, true love in this world may only occur between two people, because it is not so easy to manage a relationship, let alone get along with so many girls at once. There is a gain and a loss. When Li Tianyu was enjoying the love of so many girls, he was destined to pay some price for this love. If you don't give love, you will collapse sooner or later.
It is only now that Li Tianyu really knows that the so-called blessing of Qi people is not so easy, maybe it may be easier to maintain it with money or interests, but if you really want to get the other party's heart, then it is not like what is written in many novels, three or two sweet words. It can be done by sacrificing one's life a few times, but how can the things of a lifetime be replaced by three or two days?
Although he has understood all this, Li Tianyu also feels the hard work of maintaining this relationship, but at this time he can't let go of these girls, so although he doesn't like to be lively. Although he didn't want to do some superficial so-called "surprises", all of this was beyond Li Tianyu, and it was precisely because of this that during Xu Xian's birthday party, Li Tianyu wanted to make some changes, and he wanted to prove to himself that he could make changes for his lover.
However, Li Tianyu is a person who would rather take straight than beg for Quzhong, even after he came out of the orphanage when he was a child in the previous life, he has been relying on his own ability to find something to eat and live, even if he picked up something to eat in the garbage, he has never begged from others, and he has to beg in the end, but he has never bent down to anyone, even if such a person makes a compromise, how long can he last.
The birthday party went smoothly, Seo Hyun shed tears of emotion from the beginning, and then he was always smiling happily, and the other girls were the same, they were always having fun, and everyone was very high. But Li Tianyu looked at all this from the perspective of a bystander from the beginning.
From the beginning, Li Tianyu has always played the role of a chef and constantly made things in the kitchen, after all, with so many people, it is impossible to make a lot of things at once. However, Li Tianyu doesn't have a sense of escape in his heart, because he has never been a person who likes to be lively.
It is precisely because of this that Li Tianyu hardly lives with Park Jae-beom and them, and there are not many opportunities to be together with the girls because they have their own schedules, even when they are together, each of the girls is a character who loves to talk and make trouble, and they have never felt different because of Li Tianyu's silence. The time when Lee Tianwoo talks to the girls the most is probably when he talks to Taeyeon on the balcony twice.
In fact, Li Tianyu really likes this feeling, although he doesn't like to talk about life, but he likes to watch others talk, laugh, and indulge happily, even if he is a bystander, he feels very happy. It's a pity that the world of love is destined to be the protagonist, not an audience.
After making the food, Li Tianyu hugged his daughter and hid in the most corner and brought some food to play with Ling'er. It's funny to say, I think that from the last life to the present, it is her daughter who talks to herself the most, although she doesn't understand anything, and like now, she can't even speak, but Li Tianyu likes to say some things to Ling'er, and he and Taeyeon have never said these words, because the two of them have almost reached the point of having a heart.
A lot of times with Taeyeon, Lee Cheon-woo doesn't need to say that Taeyeon can already understand his mind, so when he is with Taeyeon, it is when Lee Cheon-woo feels the most relaxed. "It's not delicious, this is a cake that Dad specially made for you, it is your favorite cake, you used to eat a piece every day" Li Tianyu looked at Ling'er who was full of cakes and said.
But after Ling'er took a bite of the cake, she immediately turned her head to the lively living room on the other side, "Do you want to go over there too?" You must also like to be lively, then go ahead, hehe, you are really different from your parents' personalities, but even if you are my daughter, I will not restrain you, like, just like I will not ask for anything from them" Li Tianyu glanced at the girls who were playing.
However, Ling'er crawled to the side immediately after Li Tianyu put himself down, and then picked up a tissue on the ground and crawled back back to Li Tianyu's body, after Li Tianyu picked her up, she stretched out her fleshy little hand and kept wiping the corners of Li Tianyu's mouth, but it was some cake residues left at the corners of Li Tianyu's mouth.
"Hehe, it's really my good daughter" Feeling his daughter's movements, Li Tianyu immediately laughed, and then kissed Ling'er fiercely on the face, "Ahh
Lee Tianwoo's actions fell in the eyes of Taeyeon on the side, I don't know why, obviously this room is crowded with people now, and the room is surrounded by laughter and music, but Taeyeon once again saw the feeling of loneliness and loneliness from Li Tianyu's body, this feeling made her heart like a knife, looking at the oppa in the corner and looking at the sisters who were having fun in the distance, Taeyeon stood in the middle as if she was standing on the edge of two worlds.
"Am I really wrong? Is it happiness or ...... for oppa to be with her sisters" Taeyeon stood still and didn't know what to do. "Taeyeon, let's go see him" At this time, Taeyeon's voice sounded next to Lee Hyo-ri.
Taeyeon turned around and saw Lee Hyo-ri, but Lee Hyo-ri said directly, "You know what. I don't know why I have always felt an indescribable sense of maturity in you and Tianyu, and it can even be said to be a sense of vicissitudes, obviously you are both so young, even if you have experienced something, it is impossible to give such a feeling, but I feel it."
"In the past 30 years, from the debut of a trainee to the present, I dare not say anything else, the ups and downs I have experienced in the entertainment industry are definitely not what ordinary people can imagine, but in front of you, I always feel that I am not enough, and even I sometimes wonder if you are the ones who have crossed over" Lee Hyo-ri's words shocked Taeyeon's whole body.
"I was fascinated by Tianyu at first sight, in fact, in the final analysis, it was the vicissitudes of life in him, the feeling of belonging to a man, and a man with a story, it was this feeling that attracted me deeply, but this feeling is not understandable by those girls who have not experienced any wind and rain, on the contrary, in the eyes of those young people, this is an old spirit, so I think he should be very hard now." (To be continued......)