Yun Yan's face was slightly embarrassed, but what she was thinking about was what Mu Jingnan said just now, please doctor, she raised her head slightly and looked at the man in front of her, did he know what he said?

But there was no extra emotion on the handsome face of the man opposite, and a pair of eyes fell on her face calmly, helping her wipe the soup off her face. Didn't she think too much? Yun Yan lowered her eyelids and tried to stabilize her emotions as much as possible.

"Please doctor you don't have to, I don't feel any discomfort now, I'm going back in a while, when the holy decree arrives in the morning, I'm not in the house, I'm afraid I'll go back and be in trouble again." Yun Yan smiled indifferently and said.

Wiping off the most scorching trace of soup at the corners of her mouth, Mu Jingnan was slightly satisfied, and casually put the handkerchief on the table, his eyes fell on her softly, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and he said jokingly: "Isn't it that Yan Er has always been afraid of seeing a doctor?" In this way, my Yan'er is really childlike. Although the words were casual, his eyes were full of scrutiny.

Hearing this, Yun Yan was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "How come? It's just that I haven't had the habit of seeing a doctor all these years. Moreover, I myself am well versed in medical skills, and ordinary doctors are afraid that they are not half as capable as me, so I feel that there is no need to find a doctor. ”

"Don't refuse, Yan'er, be obedient!" Mu Jingnan frowned slightly, and his originally smiling face gradually sank, if it was really as she said, how should she say what happened that night? At that time, it was clear that he felt her breath disorder, the heart-piercing cough, thinking about it, he was a little afraid. And again and again, including her current face, pale and bloody, the red birthmark on her face is becoming more and more demonic. And the moment he mentioned the doctor, the panic in her eyes fell on him at all, and he said in a deep voice: "Yan'er, I hope you don't hide anything from me anymore." ”

The corners of Yun Yan's mouth opened slightly, looking at Mu Jingnan's solemn appearance, her hand slowly put under the table, and clenched unconsciously, yes, she seemed to have promised him to tell him about her, but the things next to her are okay, this matter, how to say, can she tell him, in fact, the person standing in front of him is very likely to die at any time, and there is not even any sign at all? If it weren't for the internal force that her master sent her, she would not be able to hold on today, and now the internal force in her body is flowing everywhere.

Yun Yan looked at Mu Jingnan's resolute appearance, his heart was relieved, and he nodded and said, "Then let the doctor take a look." ”

Seeing that Yun Yan agreed, Mu Jingnan's heart was a little dark, he nodded and said, "The doctor will come in a while, didn't you say that there are a lot of things to tell me?" Let's just talk and wait. Although his words were relaxed, there was a trace of solemnity in his eyes.

Yun Yan raised his head slightly, looking at Mu Jingnan, his eyes fell on him tightly, and his deep eyes could vaguely see her image, yes, he had been telling her before, and she had never told him about her past, what she had experienced in the seven years since she left Liangdu. And she thought about it and told him.

With a sigh of relief, Yun Yan looked outside the door, she slowly stood up, walked out towards the door, and finally stood at the door, looking at the scene of heavy rain and early sunshine outside, the blue sky and white clouds are like a picture, the air after the rain is extraordinarily refreshing, and countless pictures emerge in her mind, fighting, blood, despair, it turns out that she has experienced so many things in the past seven years.

Seeing Yun Yan standing at the door, Mu Jingnan also stood up, looking at her back, his heart twitched, and the lonely figure was distressing.

Yun Yan's eyes slowly closed, and he said in a quiet voice: "You probably know everything before I left the Prime Minister's Mansion, so let's start from seven years ago." Seven years ago, I was kicked out of the prime minister's house and left to live in the countryside. Maybe I'm disgusted everywhere I go, and when I first arrived, even the dogs bullied me, chasing me and biting me non-stop. Not to mention people, because the birthmarks on my face are all because I am a bad star, chasing and scolding, and they are all light. As she spoke, she raised her hand and stroked her left cheek, without the slightest fluctuation of expression on her face, "But you can never imagine how they treat a helpless old woman, an old woman who was kind to me and brought me food when I was seriously ill, and they said that she was biased towards the evil star, and actually stoned her to death." ”

Behind him, Mu Jingnan stood up, looking at the thin figure in front of him, her eyes moved slightly, and her lonely coldness seemed to flow from her body, slowly infecting him.

"It's as if people like me are inherently unworthy of love, so since there is no love, there can always be hatred. Whether it is the death of my mother or the death of that old woman, it seems to tell me, Yunyan, you have to be strong, you have to kill all those who have lost you. Yun Yan put down the hand that was caressing the left side of her face, clenched it into a fist, her teeth were slightly cold, and she continued, "But revenge is so far away from me, because I am too weak to even survive." At that time, the people of the village thought that I was going to harm them, so they decided to get rid of me. That night, I was still sick, I didn't know where I got the strength to run, I ran out of that little broken house, I kept running, I kept running, I didn't know where the road ahead would lead, but I just wanted to run, because running forward has the hope of living, there is the possibility of revenge, how can I be willing to die like this, those who hurt me and my mother can live well. But I ran out of strength after all, and the people behind me finally caught up. I hate those people, and I hate myself even more for not being angry! Speaking of the back, her voice suddenly became sharp, and her eyes instantly opened, like sharp blades.

"Yan'er......" Mu Jingnan's heart trembled, and he murmured, he frowned, looked at the woman in front of him, and whispered, "Don't say it again...... If her confession will remind her of these unhappy pasts, then he would rather never know the truth.

Looking back, a trace of pain appeared on Yun Yan's face, and she forced a smile and said: "I have never talked about these things to anyone, people who know the Dao don't need to say it, and I don't need to say it to people who don't know the Dao, but I want to tell you." As she spoke, she turned her head to look outside again, with longing in her eyes, "On the occasion of life and death, he came, he was like an immortal who came from the nine heavens, white-clothed Shengxue, and he shook those people out of the sky with just a flick of his sleeves, and at that time, he only asked me one sentence, that is, what is my name." ”

The shock in Mu Jingnan's heart became even worse, because it was him, so did she want to tell it? How much such a thin body had carried, he didn't know how much he had carried before, so he couldn't ask, but this time everything for her would be carried by him. Listening to Yun Yan's description behind, he frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, "That person is your master?!" He had also seen the man, plain and snowy, and his eyebrows seemed to be completely devoid, if he hadn't really come into contact with such a person, he wouldn't even think that this was a living person, as if the blood was cold.

"I told him that my name was Yunyan, and when he heard my name, he was stunned, and I only vaguely heard him say that it was Yunyan. I thought he would hate me like those people, but he took me away, he taught me martial arts, he taught me medicine, he taught me music, he taught me poetry. With his help, my martial arts improved by leaps and bounds, but I never gave up revenge for a moment, and in the second year of learning martial arts, I joined a killer organization. I know that only after experiencing life and death, I will become strong, but at that time, I was young, and I missed several times, I don't know if God has mercy on me, every time I crawled out of the pile of corpses. Master said that my murderous intent is too heavy, and living like this will only lead me into the mud and fall into the devil's path. But even if it doesn't come back, then I'll pull those enemies together. He never persuaded me again, but only said to me that although life is painful, only by living can we experience good things. But how can a person like me, who bears a deep hatred of blood, continue to live, and all I can imagine is to kill those enemies. Yun Yan smiled slightly bitterly, yes, it is indeed a beautiful thing to live, but life seems to be not as long as it has been, there are some things in this world that you always cherish when you are within reach, but when you want to lose, you feel reluctant and unwilling.

"After that, I practiced martial arts and business, got acquainted with Leng Xue and Chunqiao, established Linglong Pavilion, and became the Seventh Prince, these are all preparations I made for revenge, and I know the strength of my enemy. No matter how difficult the road ahead is, I am not afraid, I almost forget how many wounds there are on my body, and it doesn't matter if there are new or old wounds. At least I'm alive, and I can't die until I don't have revenge. The purpose of my return to Liangdu this time is to make Yunmo ruined, I want him to have nothing, my mother because of the suffering he has suffered, I can't forget it in my life, and killing him will not solve the hatred in my heart. During the birthday banquet of the Prime Minister's Mansion, I was deliberately extravagant and wasteful, just to make him suspicious of Yun Mocheng. When I first traded with you, that is, the night ghost, in fact, I was also selfish, I knew that if I suddenly married Mu Qingyuan, it would also be a blow to him Yun Mocheng, no matter the gossip, the emperor's scolding, as long as he was angry, as long as he was damaged, I would feel happy. Later, including what happened to Liu Molin's mother and daughter now, it was all because of me, I can never forget their cruelty to my mother, and I want to retaliate with a tooth for a tooth. Speaking of this, Yun Yan suddenly stopped, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, she turned around and looked at the man behind her, with a poignant smile on her face, "Do you say that people like me are too ruthless, I blame you for deceiving me and deceiving me, and I'm not, Mu Jingnan, do you regret it?" But I'll never regret it! ”