Chapter 583: Painful Memories (Part 1)

Hua Wenhao felt that he was constantly struggling in the abyss this night, the cold world made him terrified, and he kept calling for his mother.

Then his mother stretched out her hand and pulled him out, and the sun was shining in the distance, and he seemed to see that smiling face in the sun.

Like Bai Xueqing, and like Tao Hui, he couldn't tell who it was, and the pain in his heart made him look at the two people in front of him in horror.

He cried and called out to his mother, but Bai Xueqing just looked at him expressionlessly, and then turned to leave. Tao Hui stretched out his hand to him, but he tried his best to pull Tao Hui's hand, but he didn't grab his adoptive mother's hand.

He shouted in horror, and suddenly a pair of warm hands pulled him up, and he felt that her arms were so warm, just like when he was a child, he was lying in Tao Hui's arms.

Although that person was not Tao Hui, it gave him great peace of mind.

He stopped crying, feeling the hard-won warmth, like a drowning man grasping at a straw and never letting go.

He couldn't see her face clearly, but it was so sweet that he felt the pain in his heart gradually healing.

She kissed his lips, with a maternal light in the softness, he was afraid of losing her, and tried hard to find the soft lips, catching her, just wanting to be closely combined with her, as if in this way, he could vent the pain in his heart.

I don't know how long it took, he finally woke up from his dream, this night, he seemed to have crossed one abyss after another, fortunately, there was a pair of hands that had been by his side to lead him and help him through one difficulty after another.

Hua Wenhao sighed, it was just a dream, just another form of inner sorrow.

He opened Qingqing and wanted to support his body, but he could already feel the fragrance of birds and flowers outside the window, and the morning had come.

But he sensed something was wrong. He was clearly holding a person in his arms, the fragrance of the hair on the tip of his nose was so familiar, and the plump and plump, convex and concave body hugged him tightly.

Hua Wenhao's heart was pounding, although she hadn't seen that person's face clearly, but the body fragrance on her body was so familiar. I already felt it in my heart.

Thinking of the hands he had grabbed so hard last night, the man who had grabbed him on the edge of his pain and collapse, the one that had given him a warm hug when he was helpless.

It wasn't a dream, it was her.

Hua Wenhao was in a cold sweat for a moment, he didn't expect it to be like this, in this night that made him grief-stricken, it was Xu Ying who comforted his wounded heart with her body, and it was she who was licking his wounds. Let him feel the warmth of a mother in the dark.

Hua Wenhao's heart swelled with guilt for Xu Ying, and the hands around her trembled slightly.

Looking at the sleeping Xu Ying, there were still some tears on her bewitching face, ruddy lips, white neck, and pink round breasts squeezed on his chest, and he could feel the amazing delicacy.

Hua Wenhao involuntarily used his strength and hugged her tightly in his arms. It was as if the pain in my heart had healed a lot at this moment.

Xu Ying hummed softly and woke up from her sleep. She opened her eyes and realized what happened last night, she didn't dare to look up at Hua Wenhao, and she didn't know how to speak.

Feeling his strong arms hugging her tightly, she felt that this moment was so happy, better than ever. She thinks of happy moments.

Involuntarily, hands wrapped around his body.

"Sister Xu Ying!" Hua Wenhao shouted, his voice trembling.

"Hmm!" Xu Yingjiao was infinitely ashamed and raised her head. Hua Wenhao's dark eyes stared at her, and she wanted to dodge. But those sparkling eyes seemed to be magical.

The two looked at each other, refusing to take their eyes away, Xu Ying felt that he was growing strong and upright, her heart began to panic, thinking of the lingering last night, her body involuntarily burned, and her face was hot and panicked.

She wanted to stay away from Hua Wenhao's body, she was wrong once, she couldn't be wrong a second time, maybe last night was to comfort his injured heart, but now it's nothing.

But I think like this, but I can't control my body, and the more I want to stay away, the more I can't give up. Even her breathing gradually became heavier, and the surging lust made her can't help but let out a soft 'ah'.

Hua Wenhao's heart was pinched, and he could no longer suppress his inner feelings, like a fuse, his lips suddenly pressed over, and the moment the two lips touched, the two of them ignored the rules of the world and desperately asked for each other's lips.

Wheezing, moaning, intertwined.

Over and over again, the two were entangled with each other.

At the beginning, Xu Ying was still trying to suppress the lust ignited by Hua Wenhao, but as Hua Wenhao continued to collide, constantly advancing and cutting down the tartar, her body that had been silent for many years could no longer be uncontrollable, and it seeped into the bone marrow, and the whole person seemed to rush into the sky, moaning uncontrollably.

That coquettish voice attracted a new round of Hua Wenhao's Tartar, and only in this way seemed to be able to send that boundless pain.

The two of them lingered endlessly, until they were exhausted, and then they hugged each other, kissing each other's lips, but they did not want to stay away from each other's bodies.

"I'm sorry, Sister Xu Ying!"

Xu Ying gently pressed Hua Wenhao's lips with her hand, she had never been so happy as she was now, and she was not satisfied.

She shook her head: "Don't say it, I'm willing, I don't blame you, if I hadn't met you, I don't know what I would have become, maybe I can't bear the pressure of life, and I've already sunk." ”

Xu Ying choked, she didn't dare to think about it.

If she hadn't met Hua Wenhao, Nannan's illness would never get better, and she might have succumbed to life as she was forced by life.

She took a deep breath, stroked Hua Wenhao's angular face with both hands, and looked at him obsessively: "I am willing, I am willing to do it for you, you don't blame yourself, let alone affect you because of me, you just think it's a dream, when your heart is hurt, I'm willing to help you heal, stand behind you, and never be seen." ”

Hua Wenhao's heart trembled, how could he not understand what Xu Ying meant, maybe he would never be able to make up for the guilt of Xu Ying.

Xu Ying hugged his head to his chest and kissed his forehead, the warm embrace made Hua Wenhao forget the pain.

"When I was four years old, my mom took me out of a small place, and I don't remember where that place was.

As far back as I can remember, I lived alone with my mother for as long as I was sensible, and I don't remember having a father, and when I asked her, she never said anything.

I just remember that she was a very good person, beautiful and gentle"

Hua Wenhao painfully recalled the fragments of those memories, he was only four years old when he was abandoned by Bai Xueqing, and most children couldn't remember what happened before the age of four at all.

If he hadn't been abandoned, Hua Wenhao might not have been able to remember that period so deeply, but the more profound the memory, the more irreparable damage it brought him.

Hua Wenhao told the story of his abandonment as it was.

He had never mentioned a word in front of anyone, and even Ji Xiangnan didn't know about his painful memory.

In Xu Ying's arms, he can feel the warm maternal love more, perhaps this has a lot to do with the fact that Xu Ying is also a mother, and he is more willing to confide in Xu Ying.

When he finished telling all the stories, Hua Wenhao felt extremely relaxed, and the thoughts that had been suppressed in his heart for more than 20 years finally poured out, and he felt that his sky was still so blue.

Because when he confided, there was no Bai Xueqing in his mind, only Tao Hui's loving gaze, which was his mother.

Xu Ying listened to Hua Wenhao's confession while crying.

She didn't expect Hua Wenhao to hide such a painful memory in her heart, as a mother, she understands the depth of maternal love so well.

She even thought of betraying herself when she was most desperate for the sake of Nannan, but why did Hua Wenhao's mother abandon him, and now that they meet, it is just in exchange for such an ending.

She understood what Hua Wenhao longed for in his heart, but that woman refused to give him even this most basic thing, no wonder he squatted on the ground alone last night and cried so sadly, so desperate, thinking that he had endured such a painful memory alone since he was such a big child.

Xu Ying's tears rolled down like beads with broken threads, and she hugged Hua Wenhao's head tightly in her arms, wanting to warm him.

Thinking of him squatting on the ground and shouting his mother over and over again, Xu Ying's heart was broken. (To be continued......)