Yun Yan was slightly stunned, he? Does it mean Mu Jingnan? What will he leave for her?

"Still, he seems to have misunderstood something?" While Feng Lingxuan was handing over something, he suddenly spoke.

Misunderstand? Hearing this word, Yun Yan frowned, if it was really a misunderstanding, it would be fine, so that she would no longer have to worry about how to face him.

Looking at the box and a piece of paper handed over by Feng Lingxuan, she was slightly suspicious, and took it, she directly unfolded the paper, no, this is not a piece of paper, to be precise, it is a picture scroll, drawing a woman, like this, so familiar! Looking at it again, the left side of the woman's face is clearly visible with a red birthmark, isn't this her?

Yun Yan was slightly surprised, what did he mean by giving her this picture? However, she suddenly thought of something, didn't Yan Lingxiao say that he left her portrait in the Drunken Red Mansion? At that time, the person who went to check the drunken Red Mansion was Li Zhiye, and Li Zhiye was clearly Mu Jingnan's person, so to speak, Li Zhiye handed over the portrait to Mu Jingnan after the most reluctance, and he brought it directly to her!

Hehe, Yun Yan suddenly smiled and bit his lip, did he come here today to talk to her about this? Why is her portrait in the Drunken Red Mansion, and the Drunken Red Mansion is the place where Yan Lingxiao once appeared, even if it is not related to Yan Lingxiao, then what is the matter with this portrait? He must have had a lot of things to ask in his heart, and she didn't seem to have any intention of telling him the truth from the beginning, and what she said was just hurtful words.

"I've seen the contents of this box, and the reason why I opened it was because I smelled the fragrance coming from inside." Feng Lingxuan glanced at Yun Yan and suddenly spoke.

Hearing this, Yun Yan came back to his senses, put the scroll in his hand aside, and directly called the long box, in which a purple flower jumped into his eyes, this flower was only about the size of a fist, and there were many petals on it, tightly clustered together, and a faint fragrance gradually spread in the air.

Smelling this fragrance, Yun Yan was stunned, looked at Feng Lingxuan in surprise, and said in surprise: "This is ...... Ice Lotus! ”

Nodding, Feng Lingxuan took the box containing the Ice Lotus from Yun Yan's hand, frowned deeply, and said in a deep voice: "If I hadn't seen this, I wouldn't have believed it, this is indeed the Ice Lotus." Although the ice lotus is not as precious as the heavenly cardamom, it is also unique in this world, a holy medicine for detoxification and healing. Later, when you find that it has no effect on your illness, you will give up looking for it. However, I don't want to see it here today! As he spoke, he looked at Yun Yan and said with a sigh, "A person who can make a person willing to give away the strange flowers of this world unconditionally shows the status of this person in his heart." ”

opened her mouth slightly, Yun Yan directly covered the box, she turned her face, her face was full of forbearance, she said in a low voice: "Don't say it again, you know the truth, I can't, I can't!" "How? If so, what will happen in the future?

"Can't? There's never anything you can't do in this world, it's just up to you to do it. Feng Lingxuan said indifferently, he put his hands behind his back, and a trace of melancholy flashed in his eyes, yes, that's why he can live until now.

"How do you look like a lobbyist today! But even if it does, so what? There will be no results? You know better than anyone that I have less than a year left, no, it's already May, and by this time next year, I'm gone. Yun Yan bit her lip and whispered, her originally pale face becoming more and more pale. She won't live that long, perhaps, sometime this year, she will die suddenly somewhere, without warning, without anyone noticing, just like today, suddenly fainting and never waking up again.

"So what?" Feng Lingxuan asked directly, his cold eyes fell lightly on the woman on the bed, but his eyes were slightly distracted.

Yun Yan shook her head, her hand was unconsciously raised, and she caressed her chest, she whispered: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'll be greedy for the days I live, and the time I'll be with him, because I won't be able to get rid of the fact that I'm about to die, if so, I'd rather die like this, never have love, I don't want to, he won't suffer because of me in the future." ”

"Isn't he miserable like you? People are going to die after all, even if you don't have this disease, there will always be a person between you and him who will go and leave first, birth, old age, sickness and death are just a cycle of heaven. Feng Lingxuan came back to his senses and said lightly, his eyes were clear, and his mood was still calm.

Is that so? Yun Yan was slightly stunned, and looked at Feng Lingxuan with some surprise, this was the first time she had heard him say these words to her, but looking at his eyes, there seemed to be something else mixed in them.

"If it is the desire of the heart, when there is no fear and no regrets, who can know what will happen when the Ming Dynasty wakes up? It's just the situation in front of you, and you have a lot of worries, isn't it a mediocrity to disturb yourself? Did you ask him? Feng Lingxuan said with a sigh.

Hearing this, Yun Yan was stunned, is he still alive in front of him? Was she really overthinking? When she rejected him that night, although he said yes, his brows never relaxed, and his face kept stiff, her refusal hurt him! Since that day she came back, she has not had peace in her heart. She seems to have always done what she wanted, never asking him!

"Actually, he came to me once." Feng Lingxuan said suddenly.

Hearing this, Yun Yan was slightly surprised in his heart, and said, "He is looking for you?" For what? ”

"I told him at the time that if I wanted to know about you, why didn't I come to ask you, but his answer was, if you were willing to say, you would explain it to him one day. When I heard this, I knew that this person was treating you with his heart. Speaking of this, Feng Lingxuan looked at Yun Yan and said in a low voice, "Let's make it clear to him, your illness is not beyond cure." Speaking of the back, the thoughts in his eyes became heavier and heavier.

Slightly stunned, Yun Yan suddenly chuckled, did he use his heart? It seems that yes, every time, he will appear when she needs him, without warning, never ask for anything, he can obviously be the terrifying night ghost on the rivers and lakes, why do you want to be Mu Jingnan, if you do Mu Jingnan, you are destined to have love and love, he treats her like this, how can she repay it. She looked ahead intently, clasping her hands, it was really her mistake!

However, when I talked to him about this, it seemed that I suddenly became enlightened. Yun Yan raised his head and looked at the man in plain clothes and snow beside him, among all of them, he was the most beautiful in white, because probably his heart was pure, but the melancholy in his eyes was as if it could not be dissolved all the year round, and over the years, she had also wanted to inquire, but it was difficult to open up after all.

As if he didn't notice Yun Yan's gaze, Feng Lingxuan sighed to himself and said: "For so many years, here, it is the first time I have seen such a man, deep and introverted, when I see him, it always reminds me of a lot of past events. ”

Past events? Hearing this, Yun Yan was stunned, he actually took the initiative to tell her this, she lowered her voice and said, "What is the past?" ”

"You're a lot like a person." A soft smile appeared on Feng Lingxuan's face, he suddenly got up, looked outside, and sighed lightly, "And he's like another person!" When I saw you, a lot of things from the past came to my mind at once, but in fact, over the years, I really couldn't let go. ”

Looking at such a sentimental Feng Lingxuan, Yun Yan didn't know what Lu Dao said for a while, in fact, she had always known that Lu Dao, she looked like a person, like the person in his memory, he saved her back then, probably because of this, but in those years, she didn't know why Lu Dao was always a little awkward, probably because she felt that this person was the only person in the world who could give her warmth, but what she was thinking about was not her. Now, I don't know why, and a trace of relief rises in my heart.

"Thank you...... Master! Yun Yan bit his lip and suddenly said, when he called out the last two words, his heart suddenly felt much more relaxed, maybe over the years, it was himself who really couldn't let go.

Hearing this voice, Feng Lingxuan was stunned for a moment, his body was obviously stunned, but he quickly recovered, he turned around, looked at Yun Yan, and said with a smile: "To be able to hear your voice Master, it is also a comfort in the teacher's heart." ”

"By the way, Yan Lingxiao has also been here tonight, and now I'm afraid that he has returned to Nanyao, Master, you have to be careful, he has been looking for you all these years!" Yun Yan suddenly thought of something and said in a deep voice.

Shaking his head slightly, Feng Lingxuan said indifferently: "Don't worry, he won't do anything to me!" ”

Yes, who in this world can do anything to him, and the only person who can really hurt him is himself, thinking of this, "Master, is it okay to promise me one thing?" Yun Yan suddenly looked at Feng Lingxuan solemnly and said.

Feng Lingxuan said casually: "What's the matter?" ”

"Stay alive, okay?" Yun Yan pursed her lips lightly and said, "Although it is painful to live, only by living can you experience beautiful things, this is what you told me." ”

Survive? Feng Lingxuan glanced at Yun Yan, her expression was extremely sincere, like her! He suddenly smiled and walked outside, as if he remembered a lot of past events in his mind, wasn't she like this at that time? To live, she also said that his loneliness always makes people worry about it, she said that she hopes he can be really happy for a day, and he is really a person.

"Good!" A voice echoed in the room for a long time, quiet and firm.

Looking at Feng Lingxuan's figure walking out of the room, Yun Yan lay down on the bed again, looking at the box in her hand, she unconsciously had tears in her eyes, that fool! He is obviously used to her like this, if she doesn't say it, he doesn't know how to ask?! If he really asked, would she not have said? Maybe, maybe not, but this time, she won't let it go!