Whether it is the originator "Idol Master" or the cult "LOVELIVE! ", the play brings the audience a group of dazzling idol girls in front of and behind the stage, but the reality is not so sweet. It's really difficult to become an idol in the third dimension, and most of the ignorant girls who dream of entering the industry often stop at underground idols. So this time, let Ji Naiyu, who is engaged in the gap industry in the "deep sea" of underground idols, report a slightly harsh industry intelligence to everyone.

I'm Ji Naiyu, a small transparent underground idol.,Because no firm is willing to ask me.,So I'm doing idol activities without belonging by myself.。 For this reason, I made public the address of my work email, but many people sent me an email as a personal email address. I've been doing this for 5 years now, and what I'm most impressed with is how many people email me every time the seasons change and ask me to sell them clothes. Maybe they're just trying to help me change seasons. By the way, I don't know most of the people who sent me this kind of email.

However, the sender is not malicious (probably). There are very few firms that even force idols to sell their clothes. If it's a little too much, let the idol change their clothes immediately after the live end, and auction it live. I still can't forget the side face of that idol that I regretted backstage. I agree with some people who think that idols are smiling all the time on stage, so they will definitely agree to sell their clothes to others. I also received an email saying this, and although I politely declined in the end, I received an email the other day saying, "Can you sell me a pantyhose that you can't wear if it's torn and you can't wear it?" "No, no, although I'm not very popular, I also have my own image. However, the pantyhose bought for a few hundred yen (and can no longer be worn) can be sold for 30,000 yen...... If it doesn't get discovered, maybe ...... Just as I was shaking to read the email, I suddenly came to my senses.

He came up with the name of an idol and wrote, "She just sold it to me for the same price, can't she?" "Eh, what kind of latest version of this is the second-hand female high school student clothing sales party (there is no such thing)? I don't want to know anything like that, and besides, wouldn't it be awkward the next time I meet her? After struggling, I decided to take out the phone and call her who I hadn't seen for a long time. After a long day of polite words, I carefully put the subject forward, and after a moment of silence, I heard a sentence: "Can I speak?" ”

"I knew I was doing something bad...... Could you please write about me in the serial? I feel that way I can be forgiven. "I was amazed that she cared more about it than I expected, and that the series became a place of atonement for her sins. In conclusion, it was she who sold her clothes to fans in order to get the cost of plastic surgery. She has loved idols since she was a child, and in the first year she started to be active as the idol of her dreams, she had few fans, so she seems to blame her looks. In order to gain popularity, she had her eyes with a slight inferiority complex reshaped. The surgery fee was spent on the money that I had saved in my OL days. From one place to two places, and then to the large corners of the eyes, inject hyaluronic acid into the eye bags. The number of her fans has finally increased. "Now that I think about it, it's not just my looks, but also how confident and cheerful I am." She said as she thought back to the incident.

From then on, little by little, she made the rest of her face look like she matched her beautiful eyes. However, since she started idol activities, she no longer goes to work in the company, and earning money from part-time work alone is not enough to support her plastic surgery expenses. It was also at that time when fans asked if they could sell clothes. Clothes that are worn once on live can be sold for a high price, so this time she tried to sell clothes to fans by herself. During that time, my feelings gradually became paralyzed, and I took it to the flea market and put a higher price than the list price, and posted on SNS "I set up a stall at the flea market today" for fans to buy. "I can't blatantly ask fans to take care of me when I post on social media, because there are stalls selling ordinary second-hand children's clothes for a few hundred yen around, but my booth is very different."

All the money from selling clothes is used for cosmetic surgeries such as breast augmentation, and money is now indispensable in order to maintain the results. What was supposed to be a facelift for popularity has now become an idol event for the sake of plastic surgery. "The people around me know about me, and there is nothing unimpressive about it now. You're the only one who hasn't noticed, right? She said to me with a smile. No one wants to talk to me about this topic, and I'm very grateful for hearing me so much. She finally thanked me. When she called, she didn't say a word about her next plans and ways to get out of the current situation. But what I didn't expect was that the reality would be so cruel .......

● Ji Naiyu

Born on February 12, 1993 in Shimokitazawa, a Japanese underground idol. Since 2009, he has been holding live events in Tokyo and has been working as a contributor. He is also very active as the organizer, host, and guest of the event. FriendlySpoon's "FS One Order", which is the singer of the whole song, is on sale.