Chapter 380: Willing or Not
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"What?!" It was a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and Xu Sheng glared at her in disbelief.
No wonder he didn't see it just now, he thought it was Lin Zhaoyan who had another arrangement, it turned out that it was ......
Lin Zhaoyan endured his grief, stared at him word by word, and said: "You have taken revenge, if my mother and father had not died, you could even be said to have done a great deed, and all of us should be grateful to you!" Thank you for your calculations! But you forget, no matter how big your ability is, no matter how deep your calculations, you can't guarantee that you will succeed, your mother's incident is an accident, and even Fengqing Gongzi almost died in Huangquan! And I'm just lucky, no one can guarantee that nothing will happen to me, you just risk the lives of the rest of us like this, what are you going to do for me?! Xue Shenzhi, back then, you abandoned your family and children for revenge, and now you are gambling our lives for revenge, even if you win, your grandfather will not be grateful to you, and will even resent you! ”
"No, no, Master will definitely not blame me, and those people in the Xu family will not blame me, because I have returned their innocence, cleared their grievances, and comforted their spirits in the sky, how can they resent me!" Xue Shenzhi shook his head and kept retreating, looking unacceptable.
Lin Zhaoyan took a deep breath, knowing that no matter how much he said to this day, it would be useless, so he said coldly: "Your heart to help your grandfather wash away his grievances is certainly commendable, but you used the wrong method, so I won't be grateful to you, but I can't blame you, so be it, the two don't owe each other, from now on, we will return to the bridge and return to the road." ”
She couldn't understand Xue Shenzhi's hatred, but she could put herself in his shoes and feel that it was excusable, but she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
"Zhao, Zhao'er......" Xue Shenzhi opened his mouth.
Lin Zhaoyan interrupted him with a wave of his hand, "I know what you have to say, you just want to take on the responsibility of taking care of me." But there's no need, I'm not without relatives and no reason, I still have a family, you don't need to worry, my family is very good to me, as for you...... After the revenge is avenged, you should go back to your wife and children, I mean it. After speaking, he no longer paid attention to Xue Shenzhi's reaction, turned around and pushed the door and left.
Xue Shenzhi looked at her disappearing figure. Half-loud, he muttered with a wry smile, "Where is the chance, if you give up, you will never come back." ”
After Lin Zhaoyan walked out of the house, a large number of people were waiting there, and when they saw her come out, they all looked at her nervously.
Lin Zhaoyan was helpless, "I'm fine." ”
"But the slave and maid heard a quarrel inside." Manshuang said worriedly. He looked her up and down again to make sure she was unscathed before he breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's just a disagreement, and now it's been made clear, and it will never be again." Lin Zhaoyan smiled. Just a little reluctantly.
Also, anyone who suddenly learns that all their plans are actually in the plan of another person, and is being played around like a monkey, even if that person has good intentions. I won't be happy either!
What's more, she and Xiao Qi have come to this point, and Xue Shenzhi can be said to have contributed a lot.
But...... She had to admit that Xue Shenzhi was right. That is, after Xiao Qi becomes the emperor, will he treat her as she did at the beginning? Can she accept that Xiao Qi has other women?
Thinking of the fate of Lin Zhaoyan in the previous life, she couldn't help but shudder.
Gong Dou is really terrible, so forget it!
Lin Zhaoyan pulled back his senses, and bowed his head to the Fengqing prince who was standing aside, "Brother, I ...... it"
"I'm going back to Shengjing City in a while, do you have something to ask me?" Feng Qing Gongzi interrupted her words and spoke first.
Lin Zhaoyan was stunned, "You want to go back to the city?" It's dangerous. ”
"Don't you want to go back too?" Feng Qing Gongzi asked lightly.
Lin Zhaoyan choked.
He continued: "I have to go back, I have something very important to do, tell me if you have anything, the Seventh Prince is still young after all, it is better for you to stay here with him." ”
As long as the Seven Princes are brought out, Lin Zhaoyan will inevitably compromise, and this time it is indeed the same.
She was silent for a while, and said, "Okay, then brother, you have to pay attention to safety, my business is not so important, I just want to go back and see the current situation in the Hou Mansion." ”
"Yes, I see." Fengqing Gongzi nodded, pulled the Seven Princes beside him to Lin Zhaoyan's side, and turned around and left without looking back.
Lin Zhaoyan looked at his resolute back, which was still haunted by indescribable loneliness and sadness, and couldn't help sighing.
Where didn't she know what Prince Fengqing was going to do back to Shengjing City?
It's not that I don't worry about him, but I understand him too well, and I know that I can't persuade him, so I just fulfill him.
Lin Zhaoyan sighed and hugged the Seventh Prince tighter.
Looking back, I happened to catch a glimpse of the depressed expression of Master Jingyi on the side, thought about it, and said to Manshuang and Manhua: "You take the Seventh Prince over there to enjoy the plum blossoms, and relax." ”
The two maids should have led the Seven Princes away.
Lin Zhaoyan walked towards Mrs. Jingyi, "Mrs. Shi, can you have a convenient chat?" ”
Master Jingyi raised her eyes to look at her, and the eyes of Jingshui Qiu were shining, she had just cried.
Lin Zhaoyan's heart trembled, and he heard her: "It's okay, if you have someone to talk to, you won't be so embarrassed, and you won't do anything stupid." ”
Jingyi Shitai and Lin Zhaoyan walked to the depths of the plum forest, this season is the flowering period of the red plum, the most bright and beautiful, there was a heavy snow last night, and now the snow has not melted, the whole plum forest is wrapped in silver, and then the branches are a little red, it is really bright frost and snow, delicate but not glamorous.
Lin Zhaoyan heard Master Jingyi say lightly: "I had a very happy past in the past, at that time, my mother was kind and filial, and my husband loved me very much, and regarded me as a pearl in his palm, and he wanted to take me with him from time to time, and the child was even smarter, lively and likable." I used to think that I was the luckiest and happiest woman in this world, and I once felt that God favored me too much, but then I realized that God was punishing me, maybe I did something angry and resentful in my previous life, and I had to punish me like this in this life. ”
Lin Zhaoyan listened to her describe these pains in the calmest and indifferent tone, and he could already imagine how painful she was at that time.
"What the hell is going on?" She asked subconsciously.
Master Jingyi tugged at the corners of her lips and chuckled, "Speaking of which, I'm afraid of your jokes, because I really felt very painful at the time, but now I think about it, it's not a big deal, it's nothing more than that your husband treats you as an enemy, abandons you and your children, and then goes away, and your child died in an accident in search of his father, and your brother and mother are also alienated from you, and you suddenly fell from the clouds to the quagmire, from being loved to being respected by everyone." ”
Lin Zhaoyan's heart jumped.
Master Jingyi said again: "But now it's all right, those pains have passed, I have been concentrating on practicing Buddhism all these years, and my heart has always been very calm, and the disturbances of the outside world have nothing to do with me anymore." ”
"But you can't stand someone coming to the door, you want to be calm, but someone won't let you get your wish, right?" Lin Zhaoyan couldn't help but answer, and he was already gritting his teeth when he spoke.
She thought that there was some misunderstanding between Xue Shenzhi and Master Jingyi, and hoped that they could solve it, but now that she thinks about it, Xue Shenzhi is a heartless and unrighteous negative man! As for what kind of enemies and the like, it is estimated that it has something to do with the fact that my grandfather's house was beheaded all over the house.
It was all the dog emperor who harmed him, how many people did he hurt back then!
Lin Zhaoyan was already out of anger, and when he thought that there was civil strife in the palace now, the dog emperor didn't know if he was alive or not, and his heart suddenly felt a lot more comfortable.
"Zhao'er, you don't have to be angry, I have been holding these words in my heart for too many years, and I think I have let go, but his appearance made me know that I have never let go, I hate him, I hate him for being unhesitating and ruthless, even though I know that he has a hard time, but I still hate him." Mrs. Jingyi's gaze drifted away, falling on a plum tree not far away, staring quietly, her eyes suddenly became peaceful and peaceful, "But just now, when I told you those words, my heart suddenly felt a lot better, and even the hatred that was full of hatred was alleviated a lot, I think...... I can probably really let go of him now, really face him calmly, face everything in between. (To be continued......)