At the beginning of October, there is already the shadow of autumn, the vast and boundless sky, with a bit of autumn loneliness.

Nangong Luojing sat on the soft collapse by the window, and she could always see that the flocks of geese seemed to be preparing to fly south.

And she has been watching here alone for many days, she is waiting, but she doesn't know if she will wait until what she is waiting for, and she doesn't know when such days will end, she is still confused.

Now she has nothing to do but think.

Thinking of this, Nangong Luojing sighed, she removed her eyes and stopped looking at the sky, she wanted to turn her head to look away, but she didn't expect that her afterglow caught a glimpse of the Wan Gu who didn't know how long she had been standing at the door.

Looking at Aunt Wan's face, Nangong Luojing slowly stood up from the soft collapse, and after not seeing her for many days, Aunt Wangu seemed to look even more haggard at this moment.

Seeing that Aunt Wan didn't seem to have the slightest intention of walking in, Nangong Luojing didn't leave, but just looked at each other fixedly.

It wasn't until a long time later, perhaps because Aunt Wan couldn't hold it back, that she slowly walked into the hall.

Looking at her faltering appearance, Nangong Luojing only felt that she hadn't seen her for a few days, she seemed to be really much older, and the reason why she had such a change was why

With doubts, Nangong Luojing watched Aunt Wan approach her, knelt down slowly in front of her, and said, "The old slave sees the princess"

Looking at Aunt Wan who was kneeling on her knees, Nangong Luojing frowned slightly, even though she called herself a princess, she still couldn't afford such a big gift, because she was her elder, and she was her mother's friend.

"Aunt Wan, what are you doing" asked lightly, but the mood in Nangong Luojing's heart was inconsistent with the expression on her face, she wanted to ask her what tricks she had for such a big gift, what she could do, what she should do, she had already done it, that day, she had clearly pleaded with King Nan, but didn't she also see the result, King Nan was not a person who could be influenced by others, and the decisive refusal was as she expected at the beginning.

"Princess, princess, the old slave begged the princess to beg him again" The sobbing voice shocked Nangong Luojing, she didn't know that as soon as Aunt Wan opened her mouth, she blurted out a begging word.

"Aunt Wan" watched her finish speaking, and then kowtowed to herself fiercely, knocking on her heart again and again, so that she couldn't bear to see her pleading with herself like this, so she turned her head and stopped looking at her.

"Princess, he has been weak and sick since he was a child, he must not be able to withstand such a harsh beating, the old slave begged the princess to help the old slave again, the old slave is really out of the way" A few sobs, Aunt Wan couldn't cry anymore.

Her haggardness, her hoarseness, and her puffy eyes, Nangong Luojing knew that what she said was true, and she could also see that she was restless for Xiahou's sake, and she didn't know how to eat, which made her lose so much weight, it was not that she didn't want to help her, but that person was really worth helping.

"Aunt Wan, have you asked yourself if it is worth it, is he really worth it for you to do this" A trace of sadness crossed her heart, Nangong Luojing lowered her eyes and looked at Aunt Wan, who was kneeling in front of her, and she didn't understand it in her heart.

"It's worth it, it's not worth it, the old slave doesn't know" The voice fell, Aunt Wan shook her head, her mind was blank and she couldn't think of any reason to justify, she only knew that it was worth it or not, she couldn't consider it, that was her child, she gave birth to him but couldn't raise him well, so he became like that, it was her fault, everything was her fault, she shouldn't be too ambitious, thinking that she could get his heart by giving birth to a child for him, everything was her fault.

Eyelashes trembled slightly, Nangong Luojing vaguely saw that the expression on Aunt Wan's face showed a bit of pain, and her soft murmur was so clear in her ears, obviously, she was thinking about the past, and it was the past that made her have to suffer like this, all because of the past.

"Aunt Wan, do you know the answer, it's worth it, that's the answer you think in your heart, right?"

The soft voice fell, and Wan Gu raised her tears, and looked at the woman who was looking at her condescendingly, and suddenly, she seemed to see the appearance of the woman who had stood in front of her.

Graceful and luxurious, this word is not an exaggeration to apply to that woman, she is so beautiful, beautiful and incomprehensible, and so kind, everything is caused by her, cause and effect.

"It's my fault, it's all my fault, all this"

Aunt Wan looked at herself with her eyes intently, Nangong Luojing was not a little unnatural, but the words muttered by Aunt Wan made her feel a little suspicious in her heart, her words sounded like she was answering her own words, but her eyes were so distracted, as if what she was looking at was not her, but another person, another person who looked similar to her, and this person was her mother.

"I didn't ask for it, I love him, I really love him, I gave birth to that child because I love him, I can't bear to let him leave like that before he sees the world, you know"

A few more muttering, Nangong Luojing looked at the distraction on Aunt Wan's face, didn't hear what she said, she could only frown and look at her distracted appearance, she seemed to be really immersed in her own world, facing her eyes, she didn't seem to be aware at all, but just thought about it, and what she said was not talking to herself, more like she was talking to someone, and this person was likely to be her mother.

Thinking of this, Nangong Luo Jing couldn't help but call softly: "Aunt Wan"

And the woman in front of her was still immersed in her own world, and the confusion in her eyes became more and more serious, and at this moment, Aunt Wan's face suddenly became a little blank, even if she tried to shake her hand in front of her, she just looked at herself in a daze, the tears on her cheeks had long been dried by the wind, and there was only a wooden color in those eyes, empty and nothing.

"Aunt Wan" When she hesitated about what Aunt Wan was doing, her body had slowly fallen to the side.

Seeing that she seemed to be a little physically exhausted, Nangong Luojing squatted down violently to support her falling body, and shouted: "Aunt Wan, Aunt Wan, what's wrong with you?"

Aunt Wan's fainting made Nangong Luojing's spirit tense suddenly, she didn't know what kind of treatment she had received before she came to see her, and she even had a hallucination when she became extremely haggard today, what was going on with all this.