Chapter 296: Wish
The tears that fell like that, and the pale face, made Rong Yuan's heart feel a little painful, but he still hardened his heart: "Yes! Zhang Zhuangyuan is a good match for the princess, if the princess loses this happy marriage because of Weichen, Weichen will not be at ease in this life. ”
"Rong Yuan." She suddenly called him like this, "Will you be happy if I marry Zhang Ying?" ”
Knowing that she was already in pain, he still said ruthlessly: "Yes! ”
"Good! Good! Jing Xue nodded tearfully, and said word by word with all her strength: "It's a pity that this time it can't be as you wish, whether you love it or not, I won't marry Zhang Ying, even if it ...... In the end, it will cost me my life. ”
Rong Yuan looked at her with complicated eyes, such a stunning, ethereal woman has always been in love with herself, to say that there is no trace of emotion is undoubtedly self-deception, but moving does not mean love, and he even suspects that he will no longer love anyone.
In this life, I only want to wait for Ling Ruo far away, but I really don't want to be involved in love anymore.
"Why is the princess so persistent, Weichen is mediocre, she is not worthy of the princess, if the princess marries Zhang Zhuangyuan, she will love her husband and wife, and she will always be together!"
Forever united...... These four words reminded Jing Xue of the conversation between her and Rong Yuan when she was in the imperial doctor last summer, and these four words have never changed.
"You don't have to persuade me anymore, I can't change your mind, and in the same way, you can't." There was a heat in her eyes that made Rong Yuan's heart palpitate, and he didn't dare to look at it directly.
"You go out first, I have a few words to say to Ling Fujin." She said, waving.
Rong Yuan hesitated for a moment, but finally didn't say anything more, and retreated as he said.
After he left, Ling Ruofang spoke: "A few days ago, Zhang Zhuangyuan led the crowd to parade through the streets, and the slave maid had seen Zhang Zhuangyuan from afar, and he was indeed a talent, and he could win the champion crown, he must be rich and talented, he ...... It's a good match for a princess. ”。
Jing Xue smiled sadly, "I know that Zhang Zhuangyuan is very good, but no matter how good it is, it is not the person in my heart after all, and I will never be able to pass my own level." ”
Ling Ruo shook his head helplessly, the most embarrassing thing in the world is love, how many people have spent their lives to see it, it is still like looking at flowers in the fog and looking at the moon in the water.
"In fact, before Shi Cai came, the emperor said that if he couldn't persuade the princess to change her mind, he would send Imperial Doctor Xu to the bitter cold land in the northwest, and he was forced to do so." She hoped to make this ice and snow smart woman feel better.
"You don't have to comfort me." Jing Xue closed her eyes in a dejected manner, "Even if no one persecuted him, he would still say this." Ling Ruo, I really envy you, having such a single-minded person. If you hadn't been pointed out to the fourth brother at the beginning, you would definitely be a happy woman in the world at this moment. ”
"Where are there so many ifs in the world, everything is just delusion." Ling Ruo sighed lightly and said, "Actually, the princess has always been the one who sees it the most thoroughly. Why is this time so persistent? ”
Jing Xue looked at her silently, and said slowly in a silent sigh: "How I wish I had seen it wrong once, how I hope that the path I expected was wrong; Therefore, I unduly rejected the marriage of the emperor; So I willfully fought with hunger strikes, hoping that I could choose one time for myself. But it turns out that everything is wishful thinking; The ridiculous thing is that the biggest obstacle is not from the identity of Huang Ama from this princess, but from him! ”
A butterfly flew from the window, fluttering its wings covered with tiny scales and spun around the room and then stopped on the paper, its wings flapping slightly.
Jing Xue looked at the butterfly and said silently: "Another four seasons, spring, summer, autumn and winter, have been reincarnated and never stopped; I just don't know if there will really be six reincarnations after death; If there is a next life, I would rather be a butterfly and a swimming fish, so that I will not be emotional or sad. ”
"Princess, don't think so." Ling Ruo heard the frustration between her words, and hurriedly held her hand, which was still cold even in early summer, and said, "The princess was born in a heavenly family, and her status is precious, I don't know how many people envy her. ”
"Envy?" Jing Xue smiled and said tiredly: "I would rather be born in an ordinary family, glory and wealth have never been what I want." ”
"But everything has love, even if it is a butterfly or a swimming fish, there will still be love and sadness. Doesn't the princess smell the birds and the swimming fish, separated by a water, and it is difficult to keep each other in love. Ling Ruo paused and persuaded: "Since the matter has come to this, why don't the princess give herself a chance, give Zhang Zhuangyuan a chance, does the princess really want to watch Imperial Doctor Xu being assigned to the northwest military camp?" It was a bitter cold place, and the environment was harsh, if Imperial Physician Xu went there, he might never come back. There are also the emperor and concubines, they will raise you as an adult, and give you all the good things in the world, even if the emperor orders you to marry this time, its original intention is also for your good, I hope Zhang Zhuangyuan can make you happy, does the princess really want to make them sad? ”
Jing Xue was silent, yes, did she really want to watch Rong Yuan go and never return, and Huang Ama and Eniang were sad and sad?
The butterfly that has stood still for a long time suddenly flutters its wings and flies, as if it flies out of the painting, dancing in the air, and the bright and scorching sunlight shines on the butterfly, which is a little unreal; On the other hand, Jingxue's paper-thin complexion under the sunshine is as thin as paper.
Until Ling Ruo left, Jing Xue didn't say anything, but the next day, news came from the palace, saying that Princess Dunke was willing to eat, and she no longer resisted the matter of getting married. Her only requirement is that before she gets married, Rong Yuan will be responsible for recuperating her body.
Kangxi promised, the Ministry of Rites agreed on the marriage date, when the princess of Chao Dunke married, married to the current champion, the son of Zhang Xiang, naturally sloppy, after several considerations, the wedding date was set on the eighth day of the eighth month of August, the best auspicious day of the zodiac in the year.
The Ministry of Rites Shangshu was originally Shi Houde, the father of the crown princess, since the prince was deposed for the second time, his position was precarious, the house leak happened to rain overnight, he was found to be corrupt and bribery, and was sentenced to raid his house after the evidence was conclusive, and he himself was exiled for 3,000 miles and was not allowed to return to Beijing for life.
As a result, the position of the secretary of the Ministry of Rites was vacant, and Kangxi did not appoint a new candidate for the secretary. Originally, there were two waiters who acted on their behalf, but now there are some deficiencies in preparing for the princess's wedding, in order to avoid mistakes, Kangxi ordered Yinzhen to temporarily manage the Ministry of Rites.
Ling Ruo let out a sigh of relief, it is undoubtedly a good thing that Jing Xue can figure it out, although this decision makes her very painful, but I believe that after the wind and rain, she and Zhang Ying will be in love until they grow old, and the identity of the princess is destined that Zhang Ying will not take a concubine for the rest of her life, and she can only love Xinjueluo in this life? Jingxue is a woman.
Not having to compete with many women for a man, not having to worry about being framed all the time, is a blessing in itself, and she ...... There is no blessing of Jing Xue.
Ling Ruo slowly clenched the thing in his hand, and a few strands of tassels fell from between his fingers......