Bai Xiao got up from his chair and walked to the window, looking at the scenery outside but couldn't help but be distraught.

When she turned around, she found that Jiang Yingmei was already standing at the door of the ward, and Bai Xiao still had a confusion on her face that she didn't have time to put away.

"It's the end of the year and I'm still running to the hospital all day, how old will I be when I don't feel at ease as a mother?"

Jiang Yingmei went to the bedside, put down a thermos box, and looked at the sleeping Pei Qiyou in a daze, and after a while, she took out an iron box from her bag, which was the one Bai Xiao saw in the drawer of the bed cabinet in Pei Qiyou's bedroom: "I think I should give you this thing, so I secretly brought it." ”

Love always comes unexpectedly, but there are few couples who come to an end, and the result is often fragmented. But it is undeniable that the process of love is vigorous, happy and sweet, even if sometimes it is fun in suffering, but I also believe that as long as there is love, it is equivalent to having the whole world.

Bai Xiao sat downstairs in the hospital for a long time, and then opened the Peninsula tin box on his lap, and a needle lay quietly inside.

It was with this needle that Pei Qiyou personally painted a budding mandala on her left ankle; It was also with this thorn that she stabbed a mandala that bloomed to the extreme little by little in Pei Qiyou's chest.

They lived in the demolition house, even if they suffered major changes, but they were not crushed by life, the night they finished tattooing, they walked in the silent alley, the road was potholed, the cold wind was shining, he covered her frozen hands and sighed: "Wife, is it cold?" 仫"

She snuggled into his arms, and the dull pain in her ankle seemed to disappear in an instant, "It's not cold, it's warm." ”

Pei Qiyou hugged her tightly, his eyes brighter than the stars in the sky, "I won't let you live here all the time, Xiaoxiao, I will make you happy." ”

Later, he entered the Pei family work that has changed hands, started from the bottom, recaptured the Pei family, and became an excellent upstart in Fengcheng, some people said that he was lucky, a pie fell from the sky and gave him a chance to make a comeback, 10 million, who wants to invest in a hairy boy?

Bai Xiao's fingertips rubbed the needle, not knowing what Lu Dao was for, and remembering those past events.

The phone vibrated again and again, and she turned it off without even looking at it, then got up and left the hospital.

A girl's mobile phone was stolen on the bus, and then a tall young man dragged a small skinny man off the bus and beat him up on the side of the road.

Bai Xiao looked at the girl who grabbed the man's arm and persuaded her to forget it, and suddenly felt a little gloomy, she encountered a perversion when she was reading in the library when she was in school, and she always rubbed against her, like this for several days in a row, she didn't dare to tell her family, she just complained to her tablemates.

The next day she went to read again, and the pervert leaned over again, but before his hand touched her leg, he was already knocked to the ground.

At that time, how did she hold Pei Qiyou, who was like falling from the sky? It seems that I can't remember it anymore.

They were sitting on the long wooden chairs under the campus boulevard, the corners of his mouth and left eye were broken, but they still yelled at her: "Bai Xiao, you let that dead old man take advantage of him so much, won't you smash the book on his head?" We can afford to kill our Pei family! ”

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Before the bus arrived at the stop sign of the Xingyu capital, she got off the bus early.

Bai Xiao watched a love movie in the cinema, which was adapted from the Korean drama that was all the rage many years ago, but in fact, she didn't watch much, because she already knew the ending of the story, the male protagonist died, and the female protagonist was martyred in front of his tombstone.

Coming out of the movie theater, it was around seven o'clock in the evening, Bai Xiao didn't take the car anymore, and walked directly back to the capital of Xingyu.

A long figure stood under the street lamp next to the apartment building, his pulsed gaze was blurred in the dim light, Bai Xiao's footsteps paused slightly, and finally walked over, Pei Qiyou's handsome face looked blurred in the night.

He looked at her approaching and called out softly, "Xiaoxiao." A lingering and serious tone.

I don't know if it was influenced by the tragic film just now, after listening to this call, Bai Xiao suddenly felt that his nose was sour.

Pei Qiyou's face was not much better, looking at the flush on his face that had not faded, I am afraid that the fever had not subsided, his eyes were bloodshot, but he still stared at her intently, as if he was afraid that she would disappear in the blink of an eye, "I didn't see you when I woke up, so I came over." ”

A burst of warm liquid surged into his eyes, and Bai Xiao forcibly pressed it down, just looking back at him faintly.

Pei Qiyou was silent, he lowered his head, a little embarrassed, and like a child who had done something wrong, begging for forgiveness and forgiveness.

"Go back, and don't come again." Bai Xiao's tone was also a little impatient.

Pei Qiyou's outstretched hand tried to hold hers, but she put her hand behind her back and quickly avoided his touch.

His hand froze in mid-air, and he didn't put it down for a long time, Bai Xiao didn't open his eyes, there were so many things he recalled today, so much so that her heart was filled with sourness, how beautiful it used to be, and how fragmented it was when she recalled it later.

Pei Qiyou's eyes caught the iron box in Bai Xiao's other hand, and the familiar pattern made him open his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end it all turned into a voice: "Xiaoxiao." ”

Bai Xiao didn't seem to hear his whisper, and walked directly to the door of the apartment building.

Pei Qiyou followed step by step, and Bai Xiao finally turned back unbearably: "What do you want to do?" ”

Pei Qiyou was embarrassed by her staring there.

Bai Xiao turned around and continued to take out the key, but he tugged on her wrist, and his voice was hoarse: "You haven't forgotten at all." ”

"I haven't forgotten it! Don't you know that those memories can only reflect how humble I have been over the years? Bai Xiao closed his eyes and didn't turn around, "I will also be tired for a day, Pei Qiyou, I'm tired now, I'm really tired." ”

Pei Qiyou stepped forward and pulled her body, and under the light, there were faint tears on her face.

Bai Xiao turned his head sideways, his eyelashes drooped slightly, Pei Qiyou's eyes were also red, and his voice was choked, "You obviously still love me, why do you want to say that you are tired?" You didn't throw away this needle, which means that you still remember the bits and pieces between us, didn't you say that you would always be by my side? ”

Bai Xiao tried to push him away, but he hugged her tightly.

"Let it go." When Bai Xiao closed his eyes, tears welled up: "I have given birth to other men, don't you mind?" ”

"I don't mind." Pei Qiyou hugged her tightly and frowned: "Let's start over and forget the past." ”

"How do you start over? Pei Qiyou, don't you really mind? So why are you so afraid of letting me mention it? It's like I mind that you and Bai Qinli are getting better, whenever I think about it, it's like a dagger stuck in my heart, how can I forget? ”

Pei Qiyou was pushed away by Bai Xiao hard, he looked at Bai Xiao in a daze, his eyebrows were picturesque, but at the moment he was wet, his lips were still faint pink, and his nose was red, he suddenly rushed over, held her face and kissed her fiercely. Bai Xiao was unexpectedly kissed by him, and when he reacted, he struggled desperately, and a strong sense of resistance rose in his heart.

But no matter how she hit him and pushed him, Pei Qiyou just refused to let go, he tossed and turned on her lips, and when the tip of his tongue was about to pry open her lips, suddenly his crotch hurt, and he snorted, almost the moment he let go of Bai Xiao, she ran to the side of the lawn and leaned over and retched.

When he kissed her, she had in her mind the image of him kissing the other women, those thin lips, kissing too many red lips, and when he tried to stick his tongue in, she could no longer suppress the regurgitation.

Pei Qiyou looked at such a white xiao, and desolation rose in his heart.

Bai Xiao slowly bent down and squatted on the edge of the lawn, her arms folded, her wet eyes closed, exhausted.

Pei Qiyou leaned against the door behind him, his eyes were red, but after the anger was the world-shattering frustration and pain, he covered his head, and there was a slight sobbing sound from Bai Xiao in his ears, I don't know how long later, he walked over and stood beside her, a heart sad and empty.

The icy night wind blew, but he didn't feel any cold, he just wanted to protect her in his arms, just like that year in the alley, he hugged her tightly and made a promise to her, she was his, always his, how could he allow her to evacuate and disappear from his world?

Bai Xiao's slender body trembled uncontrollably, and she bit her lower lip, but tears still fell uncontrollably.

After so many years of feelings, how can it be said that you forget it, but what can you do if you don't forget?

Pei Qiyou put his arms around her shoulders from behind, with heartache and despair, he lowered his head and buried it in her neck, hot tears dripped into her collar, just like that rainy night, and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Bai Xiao was motionless and let him hold it, like a lifeless puppet, and the pain in Pei Qiyou's voice made her hurt too.

After a long time, she sorted out her emotions and said in a dumb voice: "When I gave people surrogacy, I rushed back to Fengcheng before I was confined, my body has not been very good since then, I don't want to spend it with you anymore, pray, forget it, we can't go back." ”

"Surrogacy? Why do you want to give people surrogacy? Pei Qiyou seemed to have a thought in his mind that was about to break out of the cocoon, and his hands that clenched Bai Xiao's arms trembled slightly, "What did you do without me?" What the hell was done! His volume was a little distorted.

She told the most cruel truth in the calmest tones, and the blood on his face faded, and the word that popped out of her mouth was like a sharp dagger aimed at his heart, stabbing in and out.

Pei Qiyou shook her with red eyes: "Did they give you a reward of 10 million?" Isn't it? Shirashio, you tell me! ”

His whole body was shaking, obviously he was not crying, but the air seemed to be full of his sobs.

Bai Xiao felt that she was cruel, and originally wanted to hide it from him for the rest of her life, but somehow she said it, like a kind of catharsis.

She stretched out her hand and pushed Pei Qiyou away, slowly stood up, and then turned around and walked into the apartment building.

Every step was so heavy that it was like a lead ball tied to his feet, Bai Xiao was leaning against the wall, and suddenly his eyes were dark, and a wave of dizziness hit, and the whole person fell down.

Pei Qiyou, who was outside, heard the violent movement, turned his head suddenly, and rushed into the apartment building to see Bai Xiao on the ground.

Luckily, she had only walked a few steps and rolled down from it, her forehead was hit, and her left ankle was accidentally twisted.

"Is there anything going on?" Pei Qiyou touched her face in panic.

Bai Xiao brushed his hand away, barely trying to stand up, but fell back again, the pain in her ankle made her frown.

Pei Qiyou suddenly picked her up in the air.

"You let go of me! I can walk up on my own. ”

But he didn't say a word, and let her wave of hand slap his face.

The slap was crisp and loud, and the voice-activated lights in the apartment building that had just dimmed instantly lit up the corridor, illuminating his red and swollen cheeks.

Pei Qiyou didn't look at her either, and walked up the stairs with her in his arms, stepping steadily on every step.

Bai Xiao no longer had any resistance, she turned her face away, and the corners of her eyes stinged terribly.

After Pei Qiyou stepped on the last step, he stopped, no longer walked forward, just looked straight ahead.

Bai Xiao noticed something unusual, raised his head from his arms, and turned his face to look over-

Leaning on the corner of the door of the apartment, leaning against a man, a thin black turtleneck, a dark blue coat, straight trousers, and a pair of shiny leather shoes, he stood there, his legs straight and slender, and a cigarette between the fingers of his right hand, which he did not smoke at the moment, but looked through the smoke.

His eyes were extremely faint, almost indifferent, as if he were looking at two strangers he didn't know.

Bai Xiao's gaze moved down, and there were several cigarette butts at his feet, as if he had been waiting at the door for a long time.

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