Chapter 31: The Past

"Her father!" Aunt Duan was really angry, "Are you old and confused? ”

"If only Qi Niang were a son." Doctor Duan also knew that he was wrong to think so, thinking that if Qiluo was his son, all this would not be a problem.

Aunt Duan was really speechless, what with what? If it is a son, can he not be responsible for the family?

"I'll go to Qi Niang and talk about it, I can't say that I feel that the Gu family is bored and leave. That's not right, even our daughter can't be so used to it. She can't really float outside for a lifetime, the Gu family is boring, and her mother-in-law, I don't like it. But finally a home, right? Aunt Duan roared.

Duan Ding thought about it, but he also grabbed Aunt Duan, "Don't go yet, let her be quiet." At this time, I'm afraid that her heart is also very chaotic. Maybe after a while, she'll figure it out on her own. I won't make decisions randomly, my daughter's temperament won't make decisions randomly. ”

Aunt Duan was discouraged again, Qi Niang's temperament was really independent, and she just told them that although it couldn't be said to be a notice, she should have made a decision. So she went to Kira and said, will Kira really listen? Really cried at her, but it was just because of her daughter's pain, right?

Of course, Kira in the inner room didn't know about her parents' entanglements, and she didn't know why she suddenly said this to her parents, saying hello in advance, and then if she really wanted to leave, would her parents be less impacted?

In fact, she understands very well that she will not be like Cheng An. The past is the past, she is not the one, the 'Chengmen Duan' who just came back from her memory. She may regret it, or she may complain. But there is love in the heart.

Because of love, there will be regrets and resentments. Even hate. At this time, she and Cheng An actually let go. Cheng An can face her calmly, and she can also face Cheng An calmly, but she doesn't love it anymore. It's that simple!

Therefore, Cheng An's departure in the previous life, even if it was not Cheng An's fault, even if Cheng An had 10,000 reasons, they were separated for eighteen years. If you start all over again, can you really get back the feelings you had back then? Even if there is no silver mirror in the middle, they can't actually start over.

All good is broken. The beauty between them is more about how they feel when they are in love. Their marriage had just begun, and it ended. And then after eighteen years, go straight into marriage? It's scary to think about.

They are no longer young. There is an irreparable rift between them. They will be disappointed. Maybe for them, that's the real tragedy begins.

In fact, this is very good, Cheng An was once a heroic young general in her heart, handsome, majestic, and brave. She may not be able to accept an old, ordinary, and even a little cowardly Cheng An at all.

In the final analysis, Cheng An used to be her dream, and Gu Ren was her reality.

She accepted her reality, and her reality now told her that it was time to say goodbye to her dreams. How should she tell reality. The dream has long since woken up. Or, she had already told him. It's just that he doesn't believe it.

What else can she do in the face of a man who doesn't believe in herself? He didn't like that he had too much interaction with the Cheng family, but she also avoided it and turned her face, but even so, she was still involved in the Cheng family's affairs again and again. What could she do? For the Cheng family's kindness, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. It's actually a part of her life.

From the moment she accepted Cheng An calmly, she was actually calm about the Cheng family. That was a part of her life, without the eighteen years of the Cheng family, there would be no current Duan Qiluo. Except for medical skills, all of them were learned in the Cheng family. So denying the Cheng family is actually denying yourself. Does Gu Ren really want to deny himself for those eighteen years?

"Grandma!" Qing'er tapped on the door frame.

Kira slowly turned his head and looked at her, a little abruptly separated from her life.

"Grandma, the second lady is awake, but the situation is not good." Qing'er was a little afraid in Qiluo's gaze.

Qiluo reacted for a while, silently took the medicine box, got up and followed Qing'er to the side yard, Qing'er wanted to help her get it, she gently avoided it.

Yinjing's condition is not very good, the edema is more serious than yesterday, and after checking her pulse, looking at her face, Kira also feels a little tricky. Her body was already weak, and the previous treatment actually hurt her organs, and the pregnancy was too heavy for her body at this time. Originally, I wanted to rest for a while, let her recover her vitality and then induce labor. It would be better for adults to take out the children, but it seems to be a little too late now.

Early in the morning, she couldn't get up because of edema. Qing'er could only help her to wash and use some soup before she hurriedly went to Qiluo to come over.

"Now that you are inducing labor, you and the child will be dangerous, but if you don't take it, it will be dangerous, what should I do?" Kira withdrew her hand and looked at the silver mirror.

"I said it earlier, you're too indecisive." Silver Mirror is more decisive than Kira. Now the silver mirror is bright and shiny because of the edema, which makes people have a strange beauty.

"I'm a doctor, always thinking about a better outcome." Kira doesn't feel indecisive, she just wants to be more perfect.

"Now that there is none, it is time to decide." Silver Mirror smiled.

"Cheng An is not here, and it is not fair to him to make this decision at this time." Kira thought about it and hesitated, because it was two people. Losing a child, maybe Cheng An won't say anything, but this is also related to Yinjing, you have to ask Cheng An.

"He won't have an opinion, he didn't love me in the previous life, and in this life, it's good not to hate me. So according to you, there is no one in my family anymore, and they will not blame you. Silver Mirror smiled.

"Go and ask the master to come over." Qiluo still couldn't make a decision, so let Qing'er invite Duan Ding, he was more experienced than himself, and he should be able to do better than himself.

"If the child is born now, will it be alive?" Silver Mirror asked suddenly.

"Maybe!" Kira looked back at her medicine box, not knowing what kind of expression to give to Gingami. Pretending to be busy, but just avoiding the problem of the silver mirror.

"If it's a girl, if it's alive and it doesn't look like there's anything wrong with her, don't let her die." Yinjing said softly.

"What if something goes wrong in the future? The child will be more miserable! Kira frowned.

"What if it's okay? Girls don't have to be too smart, silly and cute. As long as she is beautiful and not too stupid, Taijun will raise her to be a very well-behaved lady, and find an ordinary family in the future, I have the money to give her a dowry. ”

Kira stared at her, obviously at this time, Silver Mirror didn't take her life and death seriously.

"It's not about money." Kira pursed her lips.

"I won't give up my life, don't worry, it's just that the child and Taijun will be better." Yinjing let out a long sigh, "Taijun doesn't like smart people, stupid people may be able to live well by her side, just like you." ”

"Since they have decided not to, why do you care about her life and death? If it is really alive, I am ready to hand it over to Taijun. How she decides, that's her business, and I'm not going to let myself be guilty. There are already too many sins, and I don't want to add to them. Kira's face darkened.

"This is you, in fact, you are essentially a selfish person." Yinjing smiled and sighed lightly, "You look too much like Taijun, it's not good." ”

"What happened to you?" Qiluo doesn't want to talk about this, for her, she has nothing to say like Taijun, and it is not surprising that she has followed Taijun for eighteen years, getting along day and night, and slowly becoming her. She decided to change the topic, since Gu Ren wanted to know what happened to them, then she would ask.

"It's not good, we live on your property. I found ordinary homes for my children, and then lived an ordinary life. My son doesn't like to read, but his temperament is very similar to Cheng An, he is not brave and ruthless, and he has a smooth life; My daughter is married to a Langzhong and they are living happily. ”

"My estate?" Qiluo was stunned, her only property was the little Zhuangzi sent by her parents, she had already transferred to Qing'er's name, it was for Qing'er and theirs, would Qing'er give that to Cheng An? That's impossible, besides, Qing'er finally took her away from the Cheng family, and Cheng An and they were still in the Cheng Mansion at that time.

"The property of the second room, with you and Changchuntang, will give you a filial piety every month. I checked, and it was you who gave them the share of the prescription. Qing'er and his wife helped you buy some land, and finally made it into a Zhuangzi. The industry was first taken care of by Cheng Huai, and then it was all handed over to me. Changchun Hall still sent silver as usual, but after you died, I didn't ask for it. Silver Mirror said casually, but immediately glared at Kira, "You don't know? ”

"What I originally thought was, Taijun is gone, and I don't have to worry about it, what do I want money for? So that's what Qing'er does! Qiluo shook his head, it was obvious that Gu Ren persuaded Qing'er and Cheng Huai to let them hide what they did, it was the retirement place that Gu Ren had prepared for himself. He was afraid that Taijun would be gone, and he would have nothing to rely on. Unexpectedly, in the end, it was cheaper for Cheng An and his wife.

"So you have a good vision in this life, Gu Ren is very good. In the previous life, I have always taken care of you, so I have cultivated until your next life? Yinjing smiled bitterly, she also thought of it, Changchun Hall, Gu Shopkeeper, how obvious. A man, who has been betrayed, can silently help the woman who once betrayed him, is really a good person. And what is my own next life?

"Take a heart-saving pill first, whether you are born or not, protect yourself first." Qiluo was distraught, and took out the heart pill with his hand, wanting to use water to divert it.

"Still don't want to ask Cheng An?" Yinjing looked at Qiluo, she still didn't ask Cheng An, can she face it, or

"It's not that I don't want to, it's just that it's not necessary." Kira smiled bitterly and lowered her head to dispense the pills.

"The first time I saw him was in Dadu, in Asya's pharmacy. Because of his recognition of Chinese characters, he helped Asya sort out prescriptions, do chores, and see a doctor by the way. He was wounded in the brain, and it was the herdsmen who saved him. After the injury, I forgot a lot of things and didn't know who I was. He wandered around the grassland with the herdsmen for several years, and the herdsmen felt that he could not do this, so they sent him to Asya and asked Asya to help him. ”

"How many years?" Kira looked at the silver mirror incredulously.

"Yes, when he went back to find Taijun, my son was eight years old and my daughter was only five years old." Silver Mirror smiled wryly. (To be continued......)