Taeyeon pressed her forehead against the cold window glass, her long eyelashes were full of mottled sadness, the street lamps that were lit one after another dragged the streamer by, and the screen of the mobile phone she held was always dim.

That night, when she hid behind the nanny's car, she heard Park Shin-jung's question and Lee Jae-min's answer, and her mind went blank like falling into an ice cellar. All that was before and with him was as illusory as a beautiful bubble. It feels so good, but once you touch it, it will break and disappear.

Watching him walk towards her, every step seemed to be crushed in her heart, and all she could think about was to run away. Did he like himself because he liked the person in his dream?

How Zuihou got back to the dormitory, she didn't know. I just remember walking into the living room, when Yun'er and the others saw that their eyes were red and swollen, everyone gathered around in a panic and cared about themselves. Holding back her tears, she thought that they would be enough. Aiqing, it's not that important, is it!

However, when he returned to the room and got into the quilt, Weishenme's tears could not be stopped, and his chest tingled. She secretly turned on her phone, hurriedly read the text messages he sent, and then deleted them all. She was afraid that she would sink into what she thought was a beautiful but illusory bubble.

The next day, the day was full of announcements, and her phone was not turned on, but she couldn't help but look at it. During the break, she didn't dare to stay alone, for fear that she would be empty. In the evening, when she returned to the dormitory, there was an irrepressible frenzy of emotion, and she thought, maybe it was not what she thought, maybe she should listen to his own explanation......

As soon as she turned on her phone, his phone immediately dialed in, and the momentary warmth was quickly buried by tears, she hid under the quilt, trying to control her emotions, and the phone rang again and again. When she made up her mind to answer, the caller rang and never rang again.

This seemingly beautiful haodeaiqing turns out to be so fragile. frantically looking for herself in the mall, confessing to herself on the phone, and driving to her city without hanging up all night...... Are all of these fakes...... Instead of reading his name before going to bed, she turned off her phone again with tears in her eyes.

For the next two days, there was not a single text message, not a single phone call. When Yuna called him, she quietly passed by and heard Park Shenjing inside saying that he was in another city and was a little busy with work, and even the phone was kept by Park Shenjing first.

I think of the stories that are often written on the Internet. Could he be such a person? For him, this relationship is nothing more than a game to pass the time, a dispensable spice in his life. She couldn't believe that this was the case, and when he looked at him, how could that doting look be a disguise. When he held his hand tightly, how could the joy in his heart be an illusion!

But. Don't say it, come and explain it yourself. There is not even a single SMS call, is this weishenme? She went back to the room, leaned weakly against the door, and after a while she squatted down according to her heart, empty, lost. Looking up at the mirror next to him, the people inside burst into tears.

It's been the fourth day, and I haven't seen him, and there are no phone calls or text messages. It seemed as if he had disappeared from her life, but when he turned around, he realized that he had already filled the whole of his life, all the time, as if he had been turning his face to see the place.

The car jolted, Taeyeon woke up from her trance of deep thought, she grabbed the placket of her clothes, turned her head to look, and saw that she was the only one in the back compartment, she put her forehead on the window glass again, pulled the brim of her hat lower, and quietly looked at the reflection of the glass, there was a ridiculous person who kept crying.

"Taeyeon, for the sake of this OST, the company pushed off your announcement for the next few days, Fighting!" The assistant sitting in the driver's seat shouted loudly to cheer while driving, and suddenly she glanced in the rearview mirror and saw Taeyeon crooked on the window and seemed to be in a daze, and couldn't help but ask worriedly, "What's wrong, isn't you in good spirits, it's been a few days." Is there something wrong with your body? ”

"Nope! It's just a little tiring these days, don't worry. Taeyeon quietly rubbed her eyes, cleared her throat gently, and then said in a flat voice, "Aren't all the announcements for the next few days very important?!" Also, will I be chosen to sing this OSTweishenme? ”

"It was Director Lee Jung-sub who called the company and designated you to be selected. Sister Zhenying didn't say much else, just let me send you to KBS to audition for the OST of this "Quick Knife Hong Jitong" first. Listening to the tone of Sister Zhenying's voice, I attach great importance to this cooperation. ”

Directed by Lee Jung-sub, OST of "Quick Knife Hong Jitong". Hearing this, Taeyeon remembered that night and remembered him, and hurriedly missed the assistant's gaze in the rearview mirror, pursing her lips and turning her face away.

At this time, the phone screen lights up, Taeyeon jumps heart, she hurriedly opens the text message, a trace of bitterness overflows the corner of her mouth, and then she texts and explains the reason for leaving to Tiffany.

This afternoon and evening, Girls' Generation has been recording programs at the SBS Main Building. Taeyeon was temporarily called out by her agent, and Sister Jinyoung asked her to go to KBS with her assistant, saying that there was an OST looking for her to audition, and she left in a hurry, so she only had time to say hello to Yoona and Yoo-ri next to her, thinking that Tiffany came out of the lounge and didn't see herself before she texted to ask.

When we arrived at the KBS Main Building, it was exactly half past six, and it was also time for everyone to have a working meal. Taeyeon followed her assistant to Studio 3 and saw that in addition to the recording engineer and other staff, director Lee Jung-sub was also sitting on a high stool next to the mixing console.

Taeyeon greets everyone in the recording room. The assistant who came with him walked up to Director Lee Jung-sub and bowed, "Hello, Director Lee Jung-sub!" I'm sorry, but there was a traffic jam on the road, and we Taeyeon came a little late. ”

"It's okay, time is in a hurry, I'm sorry to call you over at this time." Director Lee Jung-sub nodded, turned his face and glanced at Taeyeon, "You're Taeyeon, the real person is more beautiful than in the camera, no wonder...... haha~ music score In the recording room, you first familiarize yourself with it, and then record and sing it again, and listen to the effect first. ”

Taeyeon bowed politely, she pushed open the side door of the heavy recording booth and walked over to the middle recording microphone, next to the stand there was a sheet music, look at the song title on it, "If", what a strange song title. There were a few bangs in the recording room, and there was a reminder from the recording engineer outside, and she then brought the headphones to her head.

The score is not complicated, and Taeyeon hurriedly memorized it a few times. It's almost familiar, and she moved her eyes to read the following lyrics seriously, "If, I leave, step by step." What would I think, I can't muster up the courage. If you leave, you leave me. I'm always scared of how I'm going to get you away. ”

The music sounded in the headphones, and the accompaniment of this "If" was heard. Listen to faint sad music. Just a few simple lyrics made Taeyeon's eyes float a thin layer of covering, and then read the second paragraph, "Maybe I'm a fool to just stare at you blankly." Don't know about shyness and your heart. That's why it's getting farther and farther away. Really like a fool. I can't even say the words I love you. ”

Approaching the big microphone, Taeyeon lowered her head to block the sight of some outsiders, and the fog in front of her became heavier and heavier. She suddenly trembled and turned the score over suddenly--Lyric/Songwriter: Lee Jae-min. Sure enough, it was him, his eyes were warm, and tears were quietly sliding from his cheeks to his chin.

"How painful the wait after the encounter was. Maybe it's because I'm afraid that my days will become sad. What should I do if you come and get closer and closer? Can't really know ......."

Taeyeon smiled tearfully, looked at the score, and hummed softly to the musical accompaniment. In the past few days, the coldness in my heart has been dispelled at all, and the soft warmth has continued to accumulate in it, full and rising.

He's really like a fool, what's busy outside, that's how it is. By the way, does director Lee Jung-sub know something, no wonder his eyes and speech were a little strange when he saw him just now.

She felt that she was also like the lyrics said, a fool, knowing his true heart, her own true heart, and still guessing like a magic barrier. However, he is to blame for everything, what dreams Weishenme has to dream about before meeting him, Weishenme doesn't tell himself at the beginning. And how many tears have been shed in the past few days. No, I won't shed a tear because he is sad, it must be caused by uncomfortable eyes.

Ah, did he deliberately not call or text himself these days?! What a badass! Did he know that this would make him sad? Isn't it heartfelt...... Heart...... What a bad guy, unforgivable!

Taeyeon held the sheet music, carefully watching and reading it word by word, as if reading his heart. The smile gradually crept up on his face, and the accompanying music in his ears was repeated over and over again, and he felt like his whole body was overpowered, numb and numb.

Taeyeon tried to sing and walked out of the studio, everyone looked at her in surprise, clapping her hands hard, singing so well, this is just an audition, there is a feeling of being trapped in the soft voice, and the softest corner of the center is stabbed by the faintly sad and warm song.

Director Lee Jung-sub is even more popular, these days because Lee Jae-min can't make an OST, he feels that he is a few years older than he is anxious, and now he feels that everything is worth it, especially the effect of Taeyeon's singing, which is beyond imagination, and secretly fortunately did not insist on letting Jang Keun Suk sing.

Seeing that Taeyeon was still clinging to the original score of "If", Director Lee Jung-sub was slightly stunned, and then said, "You can bring the score back first to familiarize yourself, and in the past few days, you will be completely familiar with and grasp this song, and then we will start the official recording, please trouble you." ”

"Xiexie you, director Lee Jung-sub! I'll definitely sing this song haode! ”

The assistant glanced at Taeyeon in surprise, before entering the recording studio, she was still confused, but now it seems that her spirit is suddenly better, is the charm of a good song so great!

Director Lee Jung-sub turned his face to the assistant and said that he would shoot the assistant to go to S.M's company to negotiate the signing of Taeyeon to sing this UST, and when he was done, he deliberately cheered Taeyeon on, so he left with his assistant with an excited face, and there was still a scene to be filmed in "Quick Knife Hong Jitong", and he didn't have much time to stay.

Taeyeon still has a faint mark on her face, and everyone thinks that she is the reason why she is too emotionally involved. After receiving the assistant's whispered reminder, she blushed with shame, hurriedly said goodbye to everyone, took the bag handed by the assistant, and ran to the bathroom while putting away the original score manuscript.

When you go to the bathroom, you have to pass through a row of warehouses for costumes and props. A figure stood sideways outside the door of a storeroom, and when he heard footsteps, the man hurriedly turned around.

Taeyeon stopped in disbelief, then bowed and saluted, "Hello Jang Keun Suk, senior!" ”

Zhang Genshuo, whose face was dark, was blue and green for a while, and after a few seconds, he nodded slightly and raised his feet and walked away with a cold snort. (To be continued......)