"So...... What if I don't want to? He asked rhetorically, still without the slightest expression on his face.

She was stunned, if he didn't want to, then Mom would...... Thinking of her mother lying on the hospital bed, and thinking of the words that the dean said to her, Xia Qi suddenly felt a pain in her heart.

"Does it hurt?" His voice sounded again, this was the second time he had asked her if it hurt today.

It hurts, it hurts so much! Her eyes couldn't help but flush as she looked into his heavy eyes. He has always been indifferent to anything, and he can be extremely indifferent to anyone except ...... She's, but now......

One of his hands moved to the bottom of her left chest, palm through her clothes, tightly pressed against her heart, "I really want to know how much pain you have now." He said in a low voice. He had grown up with her since childhood, and he knew better than anyone how important her mother was to her. Even before, he had been jealous countless times, and the person she cared about most was her mother, not him.

Her eyes were getting redder and redder, and the mist was filling her eyes, "What the hell do you want to say yes?" I know that I have hurt you, and I can take back all those words......"

"I can't get it back." He said in a low voice, "You said to me, you don't want my love, I forced you so much, I kept asking you, but you still don't want it, you can say throw it away, why do you want me to agree now?" Her words of no longer reverberated in his mind, and every time he thought of it, his head would hurt.

I don't want to think about it, but I can't do it.

His fingertips rubbed gently against the fabric of her clothes, as if they were caressing her heart through the clothes. His lips were close to her ear, and a cold voice rang softly in her ear, "Kiki, I was still thinking about what price you should pay, but you came to me first, and put your price in front of me first. ”

At a cost? Is the mother her price? Crystal tears rolled down her eyes, and Xia Qi bit her lip desperately. The wound on his lips that he had just licked clean was pouring red blood again.

"I mean, my mother is my mother, and she shouldn't be my price." She sniffled hard, and the hand that had never been held by him suddenly grabbed his hand that was pressed to her heart, "I beg you, let your aunt save my mother!" You can do whatever you want to me. ”

Her palm has the temperature of his affection, which he has spent all his time trying to possess. His fingers, little by little, squeezed into her fingers, interlocking with her fingers.

And he looked at her tearful face, lowered his head, and sucked all her tears, "Kiki, even if you dry your tears in front of me, I won't agree." Because I also want you to know how much pain I have, hundreds of times more than your current pain! ”

His movements are so gentle, but his voice is so cold.

At this moment, her tears fell even more fiercely.

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He watched her walk out of the office in a trance, watched her back gradually disappear from view, and he was the only one left in the huge office.

In his palm, there is still the warmth of her palm, and on the back of his hand, there are still tears that have not dried down from her.

Heart, it hurts!

For what, he obviously wanted her to experience the pain he had experienced, but looking at her tears and her heartbroken expression, his heart would hurt so much?!

The pain was so bad that I couldn't breathe, and it hurt so much that I couldn't even stand still.

Jun Jinyan held his heart with his right hand, and his whole body slowly curled up. And his eyes looked at the bear doll that was still lying on the sofa not far away, and he seemed to see her sleeping on the sofa with the bear in her arms.

Moving with his steps, he panted and walked almost with difficulty to the edge of the couch, grabbed the bear doll, and hugged it tightly into his arms.

Kiki...... Kiki ......, "The tip of the nose is her breath, and the doll's body has her breath...... It was as if he was holding the person who had obsessed him with him, and he was holding the doll as if it were about to be embedded in the bones and soaked in blood.

How can I keep it from hurting?! And how can we curb that crazy desire in our body?!

He wants her! He wants her!!

His mind, his body, was sending this message to him very clearly.

Even if she doesn't want him, even if she can easily throw away his love, but he has no way to throw it away, no way to not want it!

His face was buried deep in the doll's fuzz, and his gaze was fixed in the direction of the open door......

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In a daze, Xia Qi didn't know how she left Jun Jinyan's office. Outside, it was already pitch black, and only the moonlight from the tempered glass faintly illuminated the dark corridor.

When she came, it was still afternoon, but now, is it already night?

How long did she sleep? And he waited for her to wake up, how long?

Xia Qi thought in a daze, lowered her head, looked at the bracelet on her wrist, and tears kept falling. He said no, he said he wanted her to know how much pain he felt!

So, is he going to let her taste this pain too?!

Standing blankly at the elevator door, she didn't press the elevator button, but just stood woodenly, and many images flashed through her mind.

When she laughed with him, he hugged her and said he loved her, he knitted a bracelet for her, and she promised to knit a ...... for him every year Also, the mother was lying on the hospital bed, looking haggard......

If you can't get a good word, what about your mother's surgery? Do you want her to watch her mother continue to weaken as her condition worsens?

No...... Absolutely not!

Violently wiping away the tears from her eyes with the back of her hand, Xia Qi turned around and was about to go back to Jun Jinyan, but found a long figure running in her direction.

Yes - Sincerely!

Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan, who stopped a few steps away from her, in a daze. All of a sudden, his mind almost went blank, just kept thinking, did he chase her out?!

In the dim corridor, Jun Jinyan walked in front of Xia Qi step by step, raised his hand and gently stroked her lip that was still oozing blood, "No matter what the price is, are you willing to pay?" The moonlight fell on half of his face, reflecting the depth of his eyes more and more obviously.