【318】Don't and want (2nd Update)

Lu Xiaoxu looked at Jun Jinchen in a daze, the person in front of him was strange but real, and her face was printed in his dark pupils.

He wanted her, but what about her? Do you want to give yourself to this man who has never even met three months ago? In the past, she had only read news about him on the Internet and magazines, and it wasn't until Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan dated that she knew more about him.

The encounter in the square, he took her into his arms, and then, like a derailed train, everything was completely out of control, so that she couldn't grasp the direction and could only follow him.

Jun Jinchen let go of Lu Xiaoxu's wrist, and one hand gently stroked her cheek, and his fingertips rubbed slightly along the contours of her face, as if he wanted to completely imprint her face.

His other hand began to pull his own clothes off, and with the movement of his fingers, his chest gradually appeared in front of hers.

Lean but very strong, you can see the muscles that belong to men, which are completely different from hers.

He's—he's a man!

This fact, which was already obvious, hit her mind like lightning. It was as if she understood for the first time that he was a man and she was a woman, and that he and she were two completely different people.

His fingers moved to the waistband of his pants, pulling open the belt, and her eyes followed it, only to see that the lower abdomen of his pants was already open, and her swollen silhouette could be faintly seen.

Her heart fluttered, and the feeling of fear rose again. Almost instinctively, her hands jerked towards his chest, and the whole person struggled to get up from the ground.

Suddenly losing that warmth in his arms, Jun Jinchen reflexively wanted to grab Lu Xiaoxu's legs, but after seeing her trembling body, he suddenly stopped.

She still pushed him away, so she still didn't want him!

His life is dependent, and he doesn't want him anymore!

"Ha Lu Ha...... ......He suddenly chuckled lowly, and with the last remaining self-control, he withdrew his hands with difficulty, and wrapped his arms around him.

Again, the pain swept in, violently and violently. He knew that if he continued like this, then his remaining sanity would be destroyed by the pain.

At that time, she was afraid that no matter how she struggled and cried, even if she was extremely scared, he would not be desperate to possess her!

"Don't ...... Don't stand, go where I can't see......" he gasped, his eyes fixed on her, "otherwise, I can't guarantee anything......"

Now he can't even guarantee himself! As long as she's by his side, he'll be able to assault her at any time! Even now, just looking at her face, the longing in his body is constantly shouting, constantly destroying his sanity.

Suddenly closing his eyes, Jun Jinchen curled up on the floor, his fingers constantly scratching his body, leaving blood marks one after another.

Lu Xiaoxu looked at Jun Jinchen in a daze, she could see that after she pushed him away, his body hurt again.

Are you going to hug him? Is it that as long as you hold him, he will not be in pain? She knew that he could have had a chance to grab her ankle just now, and he could have made her unable to break free, but he didn't do anything, but let her escape.

Now he is struggling in pain, shouting her name hoarsely, talking about life, talking about pain.

How much pain must a man like him have to make him cry out like this? Can he be so embarrassed and struggling?

Her body was still hot, and the temperature he had just touched her was still on her body.

But if she stepped forward now, then it would be like just now, and he would ...... Want to call? Call an ambulance?

She tugged at her torn clothes and tried to find her phone. But before he took a step, he stopped abruptly because of the sound of the collision.

His body was pounding against the coffee table, as if to divert the pain, and the cup that had been placed on the table was swept to the ground and shattered into pieces.

Seeing that his hand was about to grab the glass shards on the ground, Lu Xiaoxu was startled and shouted, "Don't!" Then the whole person flew towards him.

What was he going to do just now?! The thought of this made her heart tremble even more.

In a short moment, many pictures appeared in her mind: when he first led her to this villa, he said to her that the love he wanted was the love of his life; He looked at her intently, telling her that he would like the way she looked; And he helped her block the wine, peeled crabs for her, and quietly cared for her.

These...... No other man had ever done it for her, but he did. She is always very envious of Qiqi, who can be treated with such sincerity by Jun Jinyan, and can have such pure feelings.

So now, isn't Jun Jinchen sincere to her? She once said that she hoped that one day in the future, there would be people who looked at her with extremely focused eyes like Jun Jinyan looked at Qiqi.

But with such a gaze, Jun Jinchen has already given it to her!

Lu Xiaoxu pounced on Jun Jinchen's body and grabbed his hand desperately, preventing him from touching those glass shards.

His body shook suddenly, and the bones in his body seemed to be rattling. looked incredulously at the hands that were holding his wrists.

This is...... Her hands! And beside him, surrounded by his breath, was her breath.

His chest heaved violently, his neck turned stiffly, and he looked at her who hugged him again!

"What ...... for," he muttered. Didn't she push him away, didn't she not want him? Why didn't you run away, but fortunately came over again and hugged him?

Lu Xiaoxu blinked, but instead hugged Jun Jinchen tighter, "Don't ...... Hurt yourself, if I hold you like this, will you be better? ”

If so, then she is willing to hold it like this, all the time.

The pain in her body slowly faded again because of her touch and embrace. It was as if the tighter she held it, the faster the pain would fade.

"Xiaoxu, I want more than that." He said in a low voice, but his body was attached to the embrace.

"Okay." When her answer rang in his ears, he even suspected that he had misheard.